Honey: A Novel

Honey: A Novel

by Brenda Brooks

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Overview

How far would you go for love?

When 24-year-old Nicole Hewett’s beloved childhood friend, Honey, returns to their small northern town after an unexplained six-year absence, Nicole realizes how her life had stalled without her. But the prodigal returns with troubling secrets, and before long Nicole is drawn into a high-stakes game. Honey is a thrilling, sensuous modern noir novel with a classic refrain: nothing is more dangerous than love.



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ISBN-13: 9781773054001
Publisher: ECW Press
Publication date: 10/01/2019
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: NOOK Book
Pages: 232
File size: 869 KB

About the Author

Brenda Brooks has published two poetry collections and a novel, Gotta Find Me an Angel, a finalist for the Amazon.ca First Novel Award. She lives on Salt Spring Island in British Columbia.

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CHAPTER 1

I opened with the same song every night, because it got me in the mood, took me away. A few bars into Nat King Cole's "Unforgettable," and I wasn't stuck in some stinking casino behind the Walmart on the outskirts of Buckthorn anymore. In my imagination it was just me and the piano on a revolving dais in a swank venue. Slick tuxes, formal gowns, martinis, and beautiful people who never had to worry about how much cash they set aside for retirement. A room with a crystal chandelier. Why not? It was nothing like reality. So then a bit of tenor sax, silky strings, a touch of that easy legato brushwork on percussion.

Picture me and the baby grand as seen from above, the room tinted deep purple, a spray of light revolving over the walls and ceiling. I don't mean a hokey disco ball kind of thing. I'm talking about true darkness, slivers of light stolen from the stars, and glittering throughout, as if me and the Steinway were our own little planet turning slowly in space. White shirt, black skirt. The camera would pan across my hands, which I'm told are both strong and graceful, if a little pale.

The piano is the only place my hands feel at home, the only time, between you and me, when they know precisely what they're doing. Because they know "Unforgettable." And for a while so do the gamblers and losers, along with tunes like "Body and Soul," "Stardust," and "Unchained Melody" — balm for the poor, or about to be, in the penniless twilight hours. My delivery isn't velvet like Nat's. I'm a bit hoarse to tell the truth, my voice raw from a bout of childhood strep that never quite resolved. But I can sing, rise above myself when I'm taken away, even if the pipes aren't necessarily grand enough to elevate the assembled. No never before, has someone been more ...

I'd barely had time to conclude my fantasy set that night when Eddie, the casino manager, touched my shoulder and slipped a note under my tips glass: urgent phone call. I had to smile, because the whole thing suggested one of those old thrillers Honey and I watched as kids while her mother lay passed out in the easy chair and we finished her glass of rum. You'd think I'd watched enough of those old gems to know that a gesture like Eddie's, especially in a setting like the Crescendo Casino, had to be portentous. That's how I got the news about my father, how I came to stand by his grave a little over a year ago, hoping my mother would stay in her coma until I found the words to tell her that the accident she survived had killed him.

* * *

He died trapped in a beat-up Volvo under the Scarlet River Bridge, Buckthorn County's one and only scenic landmark. My mother had forgotten to fasten her seatbelt and floated free — ironic, I know.

A few days after the accident I went down to the drugstore and bought the last of the Scarlet River Bridge postcards, which had been hanging around on that rickety wire rack since I was twelve, took them home, lit my father's hibachi, and burned them one at a time while I stood on the patio drinking the last of his beer. It's not that I had anything against the bridge (it was the drunk in the Jeep who killed him), I just needed to do something, as Honey's mother, Inez, used to say when things got too quiet.

I didn't have to be right there with him in the Volvo that day to know that my father had cinched his seatbelt tight before slipping the key into the ignition. He was as consistent as the metronome perched on the family piano: he never cheated on his taxes; his music classes ended at five; his tie, when he wore one, matched his shirt and sometimes his socks; there were gloves in his glove compartment year-round — and, no, he never failed to fasten his seatbelt, so he sank beneath the waves stuck inside what may as well have been a 3,000-pound stone. And all of this because of a drunk guy in a Jeep with a cell phone. But then a bit of serendipity softened the horrible luck: a woman passing by on a mountain bike pulled my mother to shore by her hair.

How were things supposed to end for my father? The way I'd imagined all along, of course: many years down the road and him toppled by a gust of wind at ninety-two, and then a blissful period spent stuffed with fantastic drugs and wrapped snug in the old La- Z-Boy, my mother standing by. And me, child prodigy turned middle-aged (by then) pie-ano player, fulfilling his last musical requests.

He'd say something like, "Well, kid, how about you crack the lid on that battered baby grand" — it was a beat-up Baldwin — "for your old man's last night here on Earth? Don't forget to keep an eye on your tempo. More pulse, less rubato is what I think we're after in times like these." Then he'd suggest something in dark green, as if songs could be chosen like a new suit. We'd carry on with our regular give and take about what to play, and then I'd get on with the same two pieces I played most nights until I left home, bliss all over his face straight through to the end: Chopin Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2 and Burt Bacharach's "Walk on By." I'd fold my hands into my lap, look up, and he'd be gone — except for the peaceful countenance, which would have gone unshaven for a month, making him look, just for a moment, like Verdi.

Yes, that's the way it would have unfolded on the big screen if I'd been the director of the movie about my father's life. As it turns out, I'm nothing more than a piano player on the soundtrack.

* * *

That crappy description of myself would have ticked my mother off, because she wouldn't have been able to help seeing the truth in it. My long-ago Saturday morning miracle — when I'd scrambled onto the piano bench at four years old and knocked out a copy of some corny concerto meandering along behind the cartoons — was too long gone to recall, unless you were my mother who, for a therapist, seemed to have an awful hard time letting go of things. Maybe it was true I lacked ambition. I'd squandered my gifts. All those piano lessons, music camps, and trips to recitals; the write-ups in the papers about the musical prodigy from poor, faltering Buckthorn County had come to nothing but late-night shifts at the Crescendo Casino out on Highway 7.

It wasn't bragging rights my mother wanted. She would have found those baby Beethovens on YouTube as creepy as I did, if she'd watched them. I'm not even sure the lost loot played on her mind, except that it reduced the possibility of a comfortable future outside of our good old horrible hometown, as Honey called it. I knew where my mother's heartache lay because I saw her face whenever I gave in and played something legit especially for her: that look of dreamy delight torn in half by the knowledge that sooner or later I'd snap on those cheesy dollar sign cufflinks and croon pop songs for a bunch of drinkers and gamblers.

After my father's funeral service a couple of friends offered to take me to lunch — people who felt sorry for me, let's be honest, because I had no close friends. Most of the people I grew up with had left for the city or fled even farther afield in search of work. On top of that I had always been a socially inept little geek who, when she wasn't hunched over the piano keyboard, limited her attention to the one friend who mattered — the one true- blue pal who had flown the coop. And, at twenty-four, the piano was my oldest friend. I was like a postulant who married the church, except I'd committed myself to a no-nonsense, clerical Baldwin (it really did look a bit like a squat parson) and carried on an intense flirtation with a beguiling Steinway concert grand (Model D, ebony finish, 1980!) — forty-five minutes of fingertip bliss at Frederick's Piano Emporium whenever I drove down to the city.

My father's two remaining brothers and their wives came from Saskatchewan to visit my mother in the hospital and attend the funeral. After they headed back to the airport hotel I found two envelopes with $500 each in my car, unlabeled but I knew who had left them. My mother had no siblings. "She's one of a kind," as my father always said. And any extended family had stayed in Scotland — distant relations, you could say, who I notified and promised to keep updated though I knew my mother hadn't been in touch for years.

You'd think the reality of my dead father and comatose mother would have numbed my brain, but the constant worry about money elbowed its way back in as I turned from the grave. My mother's prognosis was good, but what if the expected insurance payout didn't come through and she couldn't carry on with her counselling practice for an extended period? How would she make do without the money my father brought in with his music lessons and the pittance I might contribute by squandering my talent? I barely had enough to pay the rent at my apartment over Vesuvius Pizza.

In 2008 my parents lost everything but the house and cars (my mother's Volvo now ruined by the river) and, like everyone else in Buckthorn, resigned themselves to working right up to the edge of the forced retirement waiting down the road for all of us, as my father might have put it. And who knew better now than him?

I thought I might pick up some work at the casino outside of my evening hours playing covers in the lounge. I could learn to be a croupier, as Honey had once, though I sucked at games of all kinds. Maybe a job in retail, maybe, maybe, maybe ... but then I ran out of maybes because there hadn't been any jobs in Buckthorn since the tomato plant closed in 2012 and most of the retail had since followed suit. That was the reason for the county pit, a dumping ground for garbage from the city, and the windmills turning in the farm fields all the way down to Torrent.

After the service I intended to go straight home and sort through our new problems — spread things out on the kitchen table and stare, scribble, crunch numbers until I convinced myself the insurance policy would solve everything and I wouldn't have to tell my mother that her beloved guy was lost to the river and her cherished house to the bank. Otherwise, how long would I have to go on hoping she stayed unconscious?

I had just let the full impact of that twisted hope hit me when I saw the old Eldorado parked by the cemetery gates and Honey standing next to it.

* * *

Six years had passed since I last saw her, since she and her mother had left town when we were both eighteen — and nothing since. They left on Christmas Day but had shownup for Christmas Eve as usual.

All day a good old Buckthorn squall had torn away at the trees along the avenue, branches shattered and strewn about the yard. By the time the storm died down four feet of new snow had fallen and the power had gone out twice. My father shoveled the walk every hour or so for our two guests, who were renowned for arriving suddenly and late. My mother had given up on the oven, fired up the barbecue, and finished the turkey out on the patio, bundled up in her coat and scarf.

"Here come the girls from Ipanema," my father said as the Caddy turned the corner at Duvalle and came storming up the boulevard. Snow and exhaust fumes billowed behind as it charged around the corner at Montague and slid to a stop at the top of our drive. Later, after the party was over and they sped away again, tires whining on the hardpack, it would look as if someone had discharged a musket full of birdshot into the charred snow behind the tailpipe.

Honey and her mother waltzed in with a basket of martini fixings — olives, onions, swizzle sticks Inez had swiped from the local pub, a jumbo bottle of gin, of course — and a six-pack of Dos Equis for my father because Honey's mother had read somewhere that Janis Joplin loved the stuff and that seemed to cinch its value as a "loosener-upper," which Inez thought my father needed. Not that he didn't know how to have a good time. He'd grown up on the Prairies with a pile of siblings accustomed to big, noisy holidays and everyone torturing "O Holy Night" and spilling liquor on the piano, so when "the girls" burst through the door with a bunch of CDs (Herb Alpert, Astrud Gilberto, a little disco, the Supremes) and cocktails, he was delighted to toss away the metronome, so to speak, and do some improvising.

My folks invited Honey and Inez for most special occasions — Thanksgiving, Christmas, birthdays, since Honey and I were born the same day — ever since Honey's father, the pro at the local golf course, had gone AWOL. My mother didn't have much use for Mr. Ramone, and I assumed this was because she had sensed a few significant drawbacks regarding the couple's marriage. At least, that's how she would have put it, in that therapeutic lingo of hers. Not that anyone in town could have missed the patrol car often parked in front of the Ramones' duplex on the weekend.

I once overheard my mother mutter to my father that Al Ramone wasn't so much a golfer as a guy who liked to get smashed at the golf course after aerating the greens with his spikes. My mother could be indignant, and sharp, at times. But to be fair, these weren't her only sides. She had nothing but compassion for her clients — all those drug problems and broken marriages and wild children — not that she ever breathed a word about what went on behind closed doors. As a kid, all I ever heard were low murmurs and sighs, soft as the sound reeds make when they slip past the sides of a canoe. And the crying.

The Christmas Honey and her mother left town for good went like semi-inebriated clockwork: turkey dinner washed down with a bottle of Blue Nun, and then out came the fruitcake and shortbread and I played "O Tannenbaum" in my best Vince Guaraldi style while my father joked with Inez and my mother steamed the plum pudding. Honey and I exchanged gifts: she gave me the hourglass and I gave her a blue scarf. My gift seemed boring in comparison but I'd spent a lot of time picking it out, layering on all sorts of meanings, like I'd torn a piece out of the sky, or somehow bought her a river.

After things were cleared away Inez read my mother's tea leaves. She always began the same way — "Oh, now this is interesting" — and turned the cup this way and that in her beautiful hands, which were offset with southwest-style bangles and a ring with an amethyst the size of a walnut. Now and then we caught a glimpse of the rose tattoo on her neck, half-hidden by her wild ash-blonde hair. She always found something positive to say about my mother's future, which I thought was kind of her. Honey said she really believed that crap and the only reason she didn't bring her Ouija board was because my mother would freak and throw them out, which we both knew wasn't true. Inez said things like, "The next year will be exciting. Maintain focus in order to juggle work, social life, and healthy practices. Prioritize your well- being." If she saw the real truth — dead husband, lost mind — she kindly kept it to herself.

Later, after it was clear they'd vamoosed for good and stuck us with their ancient dog, Dude, who they left in our backyard with a note tied to his collar — something's come up! sorry about this! will repay! — my mother said the tea leaf reading didn't have to be so complicated: "She might have just gone ahead and told me she saw an incontinent Bull Terrier in my future."

After the reading, on that last Christmas Eve, Honey and I had walked back to the duplex on Argyle Avenue to let the dog out for a crap. We hung out for a while under the street lights with the snow coming down and the banks glittering like crushed-up diamonds all along the crescent up to Broad Street. She lit a cigarette, which smelled blue on the cold air, and then tossed the match away, a tiny scribble in the dark. She always let the smoke drift from the side of her mouth like a noir starlet. A hokey line from one of our old movie favorites followed a look like that. I remembered that night's offering for a long time; it was the last I'd hear for a while.

(Continues…)


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Reading Group Guide

  1. At the end of the novel, the “film club” in the psych ward breaks into two camps: romantics and realists. Which side does Honey fall on? Which camp do you think the author is in? Where do you think you land? See if the rest of the discussion changes your mind.
  2. How is the setting, the down-and-out small town of Buckthorn, important to the story?
  3. Did Nicole’s desire for Honey surprise you? If not, when did you know Nicole was starting to see her as more than a friend?
  4. Did the Eldorado strike you as symbolic? What does it represent to Honey? To Nicole?
  5. Honey is in many ways a classic “femme fatale,” who lures an unsuspecting lover into dangerous situations with her charm and feminine wiles. Does Honey challenge this archetype at all?
  6. Honey has only one principal male character, Detective Smith. Did the all-female cast make you see the story any differently? What different perspective does a woman writer bring to a notoriously masculine genre?
  7. Nicole and Honey love old movies and often quote them. What does that bring to the story? Were there parts of the book that you found cinematic?
  8. Nicole’s father is dead before the story begins, yet he’s an important touchpoint at the beginning and the end of the story. What does Nicole’s father represent?
  9. Nicole is the moral compass of the book, whereas Honey is more practical. How much do you think this has to do with class, with upbringing, with circumstances? Is Honey morally fluid because she needs to be? Do you think any of her tough girl persona is an act?
  10. Nicole shares many memories of her and Honey as kids. What effect do these memories have on how we see Honey and their relationship?
  11. Honey is set up as a shady character, but can we trust Nicole’s version of events? Are there any reasons she might not be a reliable witness?
  12. It’s clear by the end that Nicole wants nothing more than Honey. What do you think Honey wants?




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