Table of Contents
Catching the Light: An Introduction 1
Part 1 Gravity of Love
1 I Guess I Haven't Learned That Yet 7
2 Shoulders Down, Heart Open 12
3 Finding a New Way 15
4 On Crying in Church 18
5 She 22
6 Corpse Reviver 25
7 Kicking 29
8 Hello to Here 32
9 Living Lightly 35
10 Gravity of Love 40
Part 2 Unbelonging
11 Buzz the Beach 45
12 The Best Mistake 48
13 Waiting for Daylight 55
14 Healing in the Trying 60
15 Unbelonging 63
16 Learning to Let Go 66
17 Enchantment 69
18 Our First New York-iversary 73
19 Parenting Ourselves 77
20 The Speed of the Soul 83
Part 3 Cold Moon
21 A Midlife Move 91
22 Put Yourself in the Path 94
23 The New York Way 98
24 Grief Is a Kitten 101
25 On Prayer 106
26 Delete/Unfollow/Unsubscribe 111
27 On Having a Body 117
28 North Fork 122
29 Pink Folder 124
30 Cold Moon 130
Part 4 Bloom
31 Magic Desk 135
32 Energy in the Air 139
33 On Resurrection 142
34 On Painting Badly 145
35 A Movable Feast 147
36 Living Lightly Redux 153
37 Rooftop 155
38 Never Too Late 159
39 Bloom 162
40 How to Stay 165
Part 5 Still Yes
41 Recovering 175
42 Abundance 178
43 Keep Going 182
44 Greenport 188
45 One More Song 192
46 Try Softer 195
47 Twenty 200
48 Welcome Home 205
49 Next Self 211
50 Still Yes 216
Acknowledgments 219
