Table of Contents
Part 1 Preface Chapter 2 Introduction: My background and roots, some present-day thoughts and the paths to this books Chapter 3 The dreaded identity crisis that has been brewing becomes full-blown Chapter 4 New Years with the family and visiting Daniel in the Army Chapter 5 Occupation, refugees, and academic life, with a side of falafel and chips Chapter 6 Cows, capitalism, and kibbutz economics Chapter 7 Coming 'home,' memories of childhood, equality, and parking spaces Chapter 8 Planting olive trees with unrecognized Bedouins Chapter 9 Israel, the Holocaust, the survivors, and some of what comes in between Chapter 10 Anachnu tzree-chim l'da-ber—We need to talk Chapter 11 My soldiers, the Palmach, and invisible enemies Chapter 12 "It's principle"—Anach-nu tzr'ichim l'daber—Take 2 Chapter 13 My Zionism, post-Zionism, and confounded sense of identity Chapter 14 Another soccer Shabbat Chapter 15 Shira b'tzi-bur—All together now Chapter 16 Belonging to kibbutz in life and death Chapter 17 Identity and belonging—Disengagement and right of return Part 18 Bibliography Part 19 Index Part 20 About the Author
