Table of Contents
Crippled: A Preface xi
1 Here I Am, Lord
Fearfully and Wonderfully 5
God So Loved the World 9
Among the Smells and Ills 21
Childlike Wonder 25
2 This Is My Beloved
Finding Out about Christina 31
Unrecognized 35
Into the Desert 41
In the Beginning 49
3 If You Will It, Lord
Imperfect 55
Why Are You Thinking Such Things in Your Heart? 61
Begging Bowls: Blessed Are the Poor in Spirit 69
Ask and You Shall Receive-Sort Of 71
4 See, I Am Doing Something New
Joy: "Why Are You So Happy?" 79
Closer to God: The Story of Zacchaeus 85
Casting into the Deep 89
And He Loved Them to the End 97
5 No Greater Love
The Way of the Cross 105
Stripped 109
INRI 113
My Soul to the Netherworld 117
6 A Place for You
The Hope of Heaven 121
Glorified Wounds: Suffer These Things and Enter into His Glory 129
Weird and Wonderful: The Essence of the Ascension 133
The Assumption and Every Body 137
7 I Will Be with You Always
Good News 147
Sitting in the Back and the Real Presence 151
Well Done, Good and Faithful Servant 155
The Strawberry and the Sacred Heart of Jesus 165
Acknowledgments 171