Just Saying

Just Saying

by Rae Armantrout


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In Just Saying, improbable and even untenable speakers are briefly constituted—only to disappear. The result is part carnival, part nightmare. A television pundit's rhetoric segues into an unusual succulent with writhing maroon tongues. When the world suddenly becomes legible, is that revelation or psychosis? In this book, the voice of the Lord and/or the voice of the security state can come from anyplace. The problem of identity becomes acute. The poems in Just Saying may be imagined as chimeras, creatures that appear when old distinctions break down and elements generally kept separate combine in new ways. Here Armantrout both worries (as a dog worries a bone) and celebrates the groundless fecundity of being and of language.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9780819575210
Publisher: Wesleyan University Press
Publication date: 09/09/2014
Series: Wesleyan Poetry Series
Edition description: Reprint
Pages: 120
Product dimensions: 5.90(w) x 8.90(h) x 0.40(d)

About the Author

RAE ARMANTROUT is a professor of writing in the Literature Department at the University of California at San Diego, and the author of eleven books of poetry, including Money Shot, Versed, Next Life, and Veil: New and Selected Poems. Praise for Money Shot "Armantrout has the ability to magnify the merest of words into an essay. True to the postmodern tradition, she gives no answer to the provocative questions she raises. Instead Money Shot offers sure proof of one thing: A well-wrought book of poems." —John Herbert Cunningham, Rain Taxi "…There are a lot of possibilities. Which is exciting, and frightening. … Indeed, the charged openness of language is itself enough to power these poems. … Let's play a game, Armantrout seems to say. This game has to do with language, and either it will destroy us or leave us alone on a sunny day. Take your pick." —Nick Sturm, Laurel Review Praise for Versed "Rae Armantrout is the most philosophical sort of poet, continually seeking in her collections to summon and surmise the contemporary character of subjective experience and, further, to test the limits of knowledge. … Short lines in brief poems are polyvalent in both voicing and implication, inviting multiple readings … yet pleasure arises in contemplating both the options and the paradox." —Tom Griffin, Bookforum "Written under a diagnosis of cancer ('I just called / to fill you in'), Versed is a major and moving addition to a life's work in many-angled reflection." —Jeremy Noel-Tod, Times Literary Supplement

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just saying

Wesleyan Poetry


Wesleyan University Press

Copyright © 2013 Rae Armantrout
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-8195-7300-1




    Your violins pursue
    the downhill course
    of streams,

    even to their wild
    curls and cowlicks.

    To repeat
    is not to catch.

    * * *

    Consider the hummingbirds,
    how they're gussied up
    and monomaniacal
    as the worst (or best)
    of you.

    Consider the bright,
    streamlined emergency
    they manifest.

    * * *

    My leaves form bells,
    small cups of sex,
    overweening, unstoppered.

    Not one of you
    with all your practice

    is so extravagantly



    To each his own
    severance package.

    The Inca
    hacked large stones
    into the shapes of
    nearby peaks.


    The eerie thing
    is that ghosts don't exist.

    of clear droplets
    hang from stripped twigs



    Pain brings attention
    to herself.

    Spine on Fire!
    Trail Blazer!
    (Thinks she's hot.)

    Out here
    slim trunks bend
    every which


    Pull strings taut and
    something like
    points reappear
    in the model.

    Take place. Momentum
    is conserved. Carry
    elementary clone world
    punctuation. Hostile

    fetus. Cancer
    is old school.
    Impersonal. Carry
    imperial aspirations.

    To aspirate
    is to breathe in
    and choke. Nobody
    wants this.

    "Nobody did this
    to me," screams
    now blind Cyclops.
    Nobody's listening

    is conserved.


    To be "dressed"
    is to emit
    "virtual particles."

    * * *

    The spirit of "renormalization" is that

    an electron
    all by itself

    can have infinite
    mass and charge,

    but, when it's "dressed" ...

    * * *

    A toddler stares at us
    till we look up.

    "Flirtatious," we call it.

    She waits
    until we get the joke

    about being here,
    being there.


    for Brian Keating

    Light was on its way
    from nothing
    to nowhere.

    Light was all business

    Light was full speed

    when it got interrupted.

    Interrupted by what?

    When it got tangled up
    and broke
    into opposite

    broke into brand-new things.

    What kinds of things?

    Drinking Cup

    "Thinking of you!
    Convenience Valet"

    How could speed take shape?

    * * *

    Do you want me to start over?

    * * *

    The fading laser pulse
    Information describing the fading laser pulse
    is stored
    is encoded
    in the spin states
    of atoms.

    is balancing his checkbook

    God is encrypting his account.

    This is taking forever!


    A street person? –
    unshaven, haggard –
    in a button-down
    and a full black skirt.

    If an image could talk,
    what would it say?

    A man in a skirt participates.

    A man in a skirt
    is never alone?

    * * *

    We are never alone.
    We are men in skirts.

    I am.

    I draw attention
    to myself.

    To make a black hole,
    one must concentrate.


    What does it take
    to stay warm?

    Fire in a cage,
    gnawing on wood,

    throwing sprite
    after sprite

    to extinction.

    Each baby's soul
    is cute
    in the same way.

    Rapt attention
    on a stalk,

    surprised by thirst.


    What might be said
    to disport itself
    along the cinderblock
    in leaves.

    * * *

    What I write
    I write instead
    of ivy.

    * * *

    Green snouts
    in evidence or –
    to the point –
    and tense.

    * * *

    What might be said
    to writhe
    professionally     as the days
    nod and wink.



    Long, loose,
    spindly, green
    stalks with their few
    leaves, bug-eaten
    on which
    a black monarch
    sits, folding
    and unfolding
    its wings.


    A friend's funeral has broken up –
    or was that the last dream?

    Now I'm struggling
    between monuments,

    looking for Chuck.

    It's getting dark
    and I'm pissed off

    because he won't answer his cell.


    On the wall in a coffee bar,
    a model's arms
    and stern, pretty face
    frame a window

    (where her chest should be)

    and a clear sky beyond


    String of empty offices,
    illuminated, festive?

    * * *

    People exist
    to attach importance.

    * * *

    I practice
    high speed deselection.

    * * *

    The difference

    between nothing
    and nothingness

    is existence.

    * * *

    My dead friends
    don't visit me;

    they say I didn't
    know them.

    * * *

    You are cautious
    indolent, stubborn,
    skeptical, gentle, tense.

    * * *

    At sunset, pigeons
    practice synchronized flying.

    * * *

    Thus "are" becomes "is,"
    "is" becomes "ness."

    * * *

    Let the burning spill


    Your brain feels swollen,
    as if it's floating
    on a string, no, on two,
    each held in the balled fist
    of an eye.

    The feeling produces this image:
    two crying children –
    brother and sister? –
    clutching strings
    in an old city of brick, stone.

    What does this image explain?

    * * *

    "In the beginning"
    In the end,
    these are –
    there are –
    only suggestions:

    "Clockwise" or "counter" –
    though there are no clocks.
    "Horizontal" or "vertical" –
    though there is no horizon.

    * * *

    Being aware of anything outside yourself
    means you aren't sleeping

    so you have pushed things away.
    Now you are alone with pain.

    Pain is as large as you are
    and is not obedient.

    If you became pain, perhaps,
    then you could rest.

    But it is not possible
    to merge with pain.


    Suffer as in allow.

    List as in want.

    Listless as in transcending
    desire, or not rising
    to greet it.

    To list
    is to lean,
    to one side.

    Have you forgotten?

    as in exhausted.


    What it means
    to "own sake."

    * * *

    How to explain
    my taste
    for phone lines,

    the shared slouch
    of those two

    or this one
    like a ruler

    where a hummingbird
    marks the center

    * * *

    This yard which
    for years
    was a blond patch

    and is now
    a stylish desert,
    bronze crushed granite

    between bushes
    flowering furiously



    Rock eaten
    to familiar shapes –

    heads cocked
    on jagged spines.

    * * *

    How many
    orange, pink, white
    rock pinnacles
    are visible from here?

    is that number

    plus distance,

    as if "again"
    could be made manifest.


    "Nature" was a 19th-century fad,
    cousin to eugenics.

    In the 21st century,
    America's soft core's

    * * *

    On how many bookstore shelves,
    lovely, fanged teenagers,
    red-eyed, smeared with blood.



    Long, confident sentences
    of the early visitors,

    so unlike ours,
    so much like one another,

    on the sculpted "grandeur"

    of the walls,
    and then, with one light touch,

    on the bracing sense
    of insignificance

    that they impart.


    Behind the only wall in sight,
    the defamiliarized wall,

    a sniper
    tells a camera crew

    his work is "invigorating"
    because it's "personal."


    When I wake up, I'm dragging
    lower incisors
    along those above,

    and, for an instant,
    I experience
    satisfaction and fear

    in equal parts.

    * * *

    I'm reading, "The wrath of God
    inflicts dragons,
    and owls,
    seductively singing."

    Go on.

    * * *


    horns punctuate
    a flexible roar.

    * * *

    Some roofs have one
    or more

    water tanks
    with pointed hats;

    some roofs have none.

    Some squares are black
    and trimmed in silver;

    some are gray.


    The boxer crab
    attaches a sea anemone
    to each claw,

    * * *

    You, small flower-bearing stick,
    what is your true name?

    * * *

    Spooked and spooked again.
    It's cute

    when the intricately patterned
    black and yellow fish

    and shoots off

    in a new direction.

    * * *

    From birth,
    you've been moving

    your eyes
    back and forth,

    to be hailed.


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Table of Contents

Old School
Dress Up
Event Horizon
Just Saying
My Taste
Parting Shots
The Look
At Least
Holding Pen
My Apocalypse
Being Seen
Action Poem
The Thinning
Elements of Bank
Second Order
Coming Out
Watch This
Experimental Design
Meeting Expectations
Problem Areas
Between Islands
Half Lives
The Music Teacher
Without End
Living Space
Formal Constraints
Mother's Day
The Elect
New Intelligence
Still and All
Real Time
Stop and Go

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