Love, Zac: Small-Town Football and the Life and Death of an American Boy

“I just can’t live with this pain anymore.” These were among the final words in the diary of Zac Easter, a young man from small‑town Iowa who decided to take his own life in December 2015 rather than continue his losing battle against the brain injuries he had sustained as a no‑holds‑barred high school football player. On one level, Zac’s story is a devastating tragedy suffered by one family. On another, Zac’s story is a cautionary tale for parents of young athletes as well as an investigation into what manhood means in 21st-century America.

Deeply reported and powerfully moving. Love, Zac allows us to hear from Zac’s family, friends, and coaches, and from Zac, himself, whose diary is raw and emotional. Award-winning journalist Reid Forgrave also explores Zac’s tightly-knit, football-obsessed Midwestern community; he interviews cutting-edge brain scientists, psychologists, and sports historians; he takes a deep dive into the triumphs and the sins of the sports entertainment industry while grappling with what Zac’s life and death means for a society addicted to the thrill of a sport that can be beautiful and character-forming but also violent and often tragic for those who play it.

Forgrave shows us how the game mirrors America itself and how it became our most popular sport. And he tells the story of how one boy’s obsession led him and many of those entrusted with his care to ignore the warning signs of CTE until it was too late. And he recounts the remarkable heroism of people who loved Zac, including his girlfriend, Ali Epperson, who stood by his side until the very last moment. Love, Zac challenges us to think carefully about what ideals and values we as a nation want to instill in future generations, whether in small towns across America or in large urban centers.

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Love, Zac: Small-Town Football and the Life and Death of an American Boy

“I just can’t live with this pain anymore.” These were among the final words in the diary of Zac Easter, a young man from small‑town Iowa who decided to take his own life in December 2015 rather than continue his losing battle against the brain injuries he had sustained as a no‑holds‑barred high school football player. On one level, Zac’s story is a devastating tragedy suffered by one family. On another, Zac’s story is a cautionary tale for parents of young athletes as well as an investigation into what manhood means in 21st-century America.

Deeply reported and powerfully moving. Love, Zac allows us to hear from Zac’s family, friends, and coaches, and from Zac, himself, whose diary is raw and emotional. Award-winning journalist Reid Forgrave also explores Zac’s tightly-knit, football-obsessed Midwestern community; he interviews cutting-edge brain scientists, psychologists, and sports historians; he takes a deep dive into the triumphs and the sins of the sports entertainment industry while grappling with what Zac’s life and death means for a society addicted to the thrill of a sport that can be beautiful and character-forming but also violent and often tragic for those who play it.

Forgrave shows us how the game mirrors America itself and how it became our most popular sport. And he tells the story of how one boy’s obsession led him and many of those entrusted with his care to ignore the warning signs of CTE until it was too late. And he recounts the remarkable heroism of people who loved Zac, including his girlfriend, Ali Epperson, who stood by his side until the very last moment. Love, Zac challenges us to think carefully about what ideals and values we as a nation want to instill in future generations, whether in small towns across America or in large urban centers.

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Love, Zac: Small-Town Football and the Life and Death of an American Boy

Love, Zac: Small-Town Football and the Life and Death of an American Boy

by Reid Forgrave
Love, Zac: Small-Town Football and the Life and Death of an American Boy

Love, Zac: Small-Town Football and the Life and Death of an American Boy

by Reid Forgrave

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“I just can’t live with this pain anymore.” These were among the final words in the diary of Zac Easter, a young man from small‑town Iowa who decided to take his own life in December 2015 rather than continue his losing battle against the brain injuries he had sustained as a no‑holds‑barred high school football player. On one level, Zac’s story is a devastating tragedy suffered by one family. On another, Zac’s story is a cautionary tale for parents of young athletes as well as an investigation into what manhood means in 21st-century America.

Deeply reported and powerfully moving. Love, Zac allows us to hear from Zac’s family, friends, and coaches, and from Zac, himself, whose diary is raw and emotional. Award-winning journalist Reid Forgrave also explores Zac’s tightly-knit, football-obsessed Midwestern community; he interviews cutting-edge brain scientists, psychologists, and sports historians; he takes a deep dive into the triumphs and the sins of the sports entertainment industry while grappling with what Zac’s life and death means for a society addicted to the thrill of a sport that can be beautiful and character-forming but also violent and often tragic for those who play it.

Forgrave shows us how the game mirrors America itself and how it became our most popular sport. And he tells the story of how one boy’s obsession led him and many of those entrusted with his care to ignore the warning signs of CTE until it was too late. And he recounts the remarkable heroism of people who loved Zac, including his girlfriend, Ali Epperson, who stood by his side until the very last moment. Love, Zac challenges us to think carefully about what ideals and values we as a nation want to instill in future generations, whether in small towns across America or in large urban centers.


Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781616209087
Publisher: Algonquin Books of Chapel Hill
Publication date: 09/08/2020
Pages: 288
Sales rank: 666,600
Product dimensions: 5.90(w) x 9.10(h) x 1.10(d)

About the Author

Reid Forgrave writes about sports and other topics for GQ, the New York Times Magazine, and Mother Jones, among other publications. He has covered the NFL and college football for FoxSports.com and CBS Sports, and he currently writes for the Star Tribune in Minneapolis. The article in which he first wrote about Zac Easter is included in  Best American Sports Writing 2018 . A past life found him working at the Des Moines Register in Iowa, where he wrote long-form narrative journalism and covered the state’s first-in-the-nation presidential caucuses. Forgrave lives in Minneapolis with his wife and two sons. Love, Zac is his first book.    

Table of Contents

Prologue 1

1 The Seed 5

2 The Ancestors 30

3 The Father 45

4 The Hammer 68

5 The Coach and the Trainer 104

6 The Roller Coaster 129

7 The Doctor 159

8 The Reckoning 189

9 The End 212

10 The Future 243

Epilogue 267

Acknowledgments 273

An Essay Reid Forgrave 279

Questions for Discussion 285

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