My Throat an Open Grave

by Tori Bovalino

Overview

Labyrinth meets folk horror in this darkly romantic tale of a girl who wishes her baby brother away to the Lord of the Wood

Growing up in the small town of Winston, Pennsylvania feels like drowning. Leah goes to church every Sunday, works when she isn’t at school, and takes care of her baby brother, Owen. Like every girl in Winston, she tries to be right and good and holy. If she isn’t the Lord of the Wood will take her, and she’ll disappear like so many other girls before her.

But living up to the rigorous standards of the town takes its toll. One night, when Owen won’t stop screaming, Leah wishes him away, and the Lord listens. The screaming stops, and all that’s left in the crib is a small bundle of sticks tied with a ribbon.

Filled with shame and the weight of the town’s judgment, Leah is forced to cross the river into the Lord of the Wood’s domain to bring Owen back. But the devilish figure who has haunted Winston for generations isn’t what she expects. He tells her she can have her brother back—for the price of a song. A song that Leah will have one month to write.

It’s a bargain that will uncover secrets her hometown has tried to keep buried for decades. And what she unearths will have her questioning everything she’s been taught to fear.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781645679301
Publisher:	Page Street Publishing
Publication date:	02/20/2024
Pages:	320
Sales rank:	39,935
Product dimensions:	5.60(w) x 8.40(h) x 1.10(d)
Age Range:	14 - 17 Years

About the Author

Tori Bovalino is the editor of the bestselling horror anthology The Gathering Dark and the author of Not Good for Maidens. She lives in London.

Editorial Reviews

11/13/2023

Leah Jones has always known that her life was never going to extend beyond the borders of the small religious town of Winston, Pa., where she lives with her cruel mother and cares for her younger brother, Owen. Winston is ruled by the Lord of the Wood, a mysterious being who steals babies away into the surrounding forest, never to be seen again. When Owen is taken while Leah is supposed to be watching him, she’s forced into completing the only ritual that has a chance to get him back: going after and bargaining with the Lord. The fact that this ritual has never worked and has always resulted in the deaths of both child and bargainer is of no consequence to the townspeople. Left with no choice, Leah enters the Lord of the Wood’s domain. Beyond the trees, she discovers that the world she grew up hearing stories about looks far different than the horrors she had expected and learns that the myth of the Lord is something else entirely. In this darkly atmospheric tale of folk horror, Bovalino (Not Good for Maidens) employs sophisticated prose to perceptively examine the town’s unspecified oppressive religious institutions and how its tenets keep the young women of Winston from achieving their full potential or pursuing happiness. Characters are described as having varying skin tones. Ages 14–up. Agents: Uwe Stender and Amelia Appel, Triada US. (Feb.)

Publishers Weekly

"A must-read for truth seekers and those hoping to glimpse a world built around kindness and acceptance."
—Booklist, starred review

"Tightly written and clearly envisioned [...] a standout new release. The story is cloaked in fantasy-like horror but remains grounded in its themes of religious trauma and the pernicious evil of purity culture. [...] If you like books about women who misbehave and refuse to be punished for it, you’ll want to pick this one up."
—NPR's Here & Now

"In this darkly atmospheric tale of folk horror, Bovalino [...] employs sophisticated prose to perceptively examine the town’s unspecified oppressive religious institutions and how its tenets keep the young women of Winston from achieving their full potential or pursuing happiness."
—Publishers Weekly

"[A] welcome addition to the paranormal genre that concentrates on just what it means to be good. Readers of Ava Reid’s works will devour this book."
—SLJ

"Bovalino [...] is proving to be a master of atmosphere, mining the insularity of a small town to maximize tension while still emphasizing the unnatural elements in the seemingly more welcoming but still unsettling village in the woods."
—BCCB

“Whimsical, dark, and acutely painful. This is a story that will reach into your soul, pull taut, and make itself at home there.”
—M.K. Lobb, author of the Seven Faceless Saints duology

“Raw, brutal and heartbreaking in turn, Bovalino masterfully weaves deliciously sinister horror with unflinching, complex themes. I am in awe.”
—Kat Dunn, author of Bitterthorn

“A deliciously creepy, haunting exploration of love, hate, and what it means to forgive yourself.”
—Kate Dylan, author of Mindwalker

“Sweet as honey and brutal as a knife—Bovalino has crafted a parable of self-forgiveness and community power fearsome enough to drive men and gods, alike, to their knees. If only all vengeance could be so lush.”
—GennaRose Nethercott, author of Thistlefoot

From the Publisher

03/01/2024

Gr 9 Up—With this novel, Bovalino has created a welcome addition to the paranormal genre that concentrates on just what it means to be good. Leah Jones has been taught by her community, and most especially by her mother, that her value is intrinsically meshed with her goodness as a human being. In order to be good in Leah's world of Winston, PA, she has to remain pure of body and thought or she runs the risk of attracting the Lord of the Wood, who has a cruel reputation for stealing generations of young women and children from town. When Leah's baby brother Owen is taken from his crib while under her care, her mother immediately demands that Leah sacrifice herself to the Lord of the Woods in an attempt to get Owen back, even though no one sacrificed has ever returned to Winston. Leah, harboring guilty thoughts of how nice her life had been before the arrival of baby Owen, agrees to be sent to the forest. The dichotomy between Leah's perception of the Lord of the Wood and his followers and the reality stuns Leah into reevaluating all aspects of her life, including her belief system and what it means to be good. Bovalino has created two very believable worlds that engage readers from the first page. Leah is white, but secondary characters are diverse, and one character is nonbinary. The book contains two mature scenes that makes this more appropriate for teens. VERDICT Recommended. Readers of Ava Reid's works will devour this book.—Susan Catlett

School Library Journal

2023-11-17
A young woman reckons with the consequences of being an outcast and the risks of defining her own truth.

Stuck in the dead-end Appalachian town of Winston, Pennsylvania, 17-year-old Leah has few plans and little hope for her future. Having to watch over Owen, the baby brother everyone fawns over, only fuels her frustration. When Owen goes missing from his crib while under her watch, Leah is forced to confront the dangers of the nearby woods. She takes responsibility for what happened, repeating self-recriminations that at times slow the pace, and enters the home of the mysterious Lord of the Wood, a feared otherworldly entity responsible for generations of missing children. Despite her lifetime of indoctrination with town lore warning against the perils of anything to do with the Lord, Leah proposes a bargain in exchange for Owen’s safe return—but failure would come at a steep price. The more time Leah spends away from home, the more she’s drawn to all she was raised to fear as she aims to redress the wrongs of Winston’s lost kids in a slow-burn, supernatural interrogation of what it means to be a “good girl.” Bovalino explores how young women attempt to balance social pressures and desire, and the result delivers slightly more suspense than terror. Leah reads white; there are brown-skinned supporting characters.

A mild but satisfying blend of folk and psychological horror. (content warnings) (Horror. 14-18)

Kirkus Reviews