Table of Contents
Map vi
Introduction ix
Preface xxv
1 Taktser Village and Kumbum Monastery 1
2 My Family 11
3 The Search Team Arrives 23
4 My Brother Is Recognized as the Fourteenth Dalai Lama 31
5 The Dalai Lama's New Life 41
6 My Family's New Life 49
7 My Life Changes 57
8 My Student Days in Nanjing 69
9 Stranded in India 83
10 Becoming an Intermediary 89
11 The Chinese Invade 99
12 The Long Journey Home 117
13 Home Again 129
14 Escape from Tibet 139
15 Beginning Life in India 145
16 The Dalai Lama Visits China 153
17 The Dalai Lama Visits India 157
18 The CIA Offers to Help 167
19 The Dalai Lama's Escape 181
20 From Mussoorie to Dharamsala 191
21 Mustang 201
22 Settling Down in India 211
23 The War between China and India 223
24 The CIA Stops Its Support 229
25 A New Life in Hong Kong 237
26 My Return to China 243
27 The Tenth Panchen Lama 253
28 Meeting Deng Xiaoping 257
29 Return to Tibet 263
30 Our Negotiations Fail 273
31 Another Opportunity Lost 279
32 Opportunity Lost Again 285
33 Return to Tibet 289
34 Watching the World from Kalimpong 293
Afterword 303
Notes 315
Selected Bibliography 327
Glossary 333
Index 337