The Other Side of the Sky: A Memoir

The Other Side of the Sky: A Memoir


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Farah Ahmedi recounts her heartbreaking journey from war-torn Kabul to America in her New York Times bestselling inspirational memoir.

Farah Ahmedi's "poignant tale of survival" (Chicago Tribune) chronicles her journey from war to peace. Equal parts tragedy and hope, determination and daring, Ahmedi's memoir delivers a remarkably vivid portrait of her girlhood in Kabul, where the sound of gunfire and the sight of falling bombs shaped her life and stole her family. She herself narrowly escapes death when she steps on a land mine. Eventually the war forces her to flee, first over the mountains to refugee camps across the border, and finally to America. Ahmedi proves that even in the direst circumstances, not only can the human heart endure, it can thrive. The Other Side of the Sky is "a remarkable journey" (Chicago Sun-Times), and Farah Ahmedi inspires us all.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781416918370
Publisher: Gallery Books
Publication date: 06/20/2006
Edition description: Reprint
Pages: 256
Sales rank: 85,082
Product dimensions: 5.50(w) x 7.93(h) x 0.70(d)
Lexile: 850L (what's this?)
Age Range: 14 - 18 Years

About the Author

Farah Ahmedi is a humanitarian, activist, and writer from Afghanistan. After stepping on a landmine was a young girl, she and her family escaped her war-torn homeland and moved to the United States. After winning Good Morning America’s Story of My Life contest in 2005, she published her memoir, The Other Side of the Sky. Now a college graduate and mother of two, Ahmedi is a public speaker who shares her story of loss, hope, and peace with people all over the country.

Tamim Ansary is the author of West of Kabul, East of New York: An Afghan American Story as well as numerous books for children. A columnist for Encarta, he lives in San Francisco with his wife and their two children.

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Alyce wanted me to share the story of my life. I told her that I wasn't ready, that it was too soon. I'm not even nineteen years old, and I haven't achieved anything yet. But Alyce said that with a life like mine, surviving itself is an achievement-just surviving.

I don't know if she's right. When I look back at my childhood in Afghanistan, it seems so far away and long ago. Back then I thought I would grow up and grow old in the city of Kabul, surrounded by my big, complicated, loving family. Little did I know I would lose most of them before I turned fourteen.

As a child, gazing at the high walls around our home compound, I longed to see what lay on the other side of my city. I never dreamed that I would see our home reduced to rubble and would end up living on the other side of the world, in the suburbs of a city called Chicago.

But in the end, I have decided to tell this story because it is not mine alone. It is the story of many people. Probably, you have read the numbers. So many people have stepped on land mines, so many have gotten hurt by war, have lost their families, fled their homes. Each of us has a story. What happened to me-both the bad and the good-really does happen to people.

I say "the bad and the good" because out of my losses have come tremendous gifts as well. Looking back, I see that my life could have ended so many times, except for unexpected strangers who reached out to me in loving kindness. After I lost my leg, I thought I could never know happiness again, and yet that very loss opened the world to me in strange ways and showed me wonders that I had never imagined.

I have seen mydreams crushed, but new ones have sprouted in their place, and some of those dreams have even come true. I have lost loved ones but not love itself. That's what my story is about, I think. That's the story I want to share with you now, the story of my life, so far.

Text copyright (c) 2005 by Nestegg Productions LLC

Chapter 1: The Gondola

Even though ten years have passed, I still find it difficult to talk about the land mine. I don't like to think about it either, but on that score I don't always get to choose. One time last summer my new American friends, Alyce and John, took me to a carnival here in the suburbs of Chicago, where I live now with my mother. What a dazzling sight it was for a seventeen-year-old girl who had lived most of her life in Afghanistan and in the refugee camps of Pakistan. I had never seen anything like it-the colors, lights, noise, and spectacle. I ate cotton candy and tried my luck at a few sideshow games, and then we went to look at the rides.

We came to one called the Gondola. It was shaped like a large boat suspended from two long poles. It had many rows of seats, all facing the center. The boat was swinging back and forth when we arrived. Each time it swung in one direction, the seats on that side lifted way up, maybe a hundred feet into the air. Then it swung the other way, and the seats on the other side lifted up. It was kind of like a massive swing that went from side to side instead of forward and backward.

As the ride got going faster, people started screaming, but Alyce told me they were having fun. She said the ride scared them, but they wanted to be scared. That was what they enjoyed about the ride.

I told Alyce I wanted to try it. Alyce wasn't so sure about that, but I insisted I could handle it. So she bought some tickets, and we both climbed aboard. We went to the very end of the boat, to the seats that rose the very highest, because we wanted the full effect, the biggest scare-the most fun. The man came through and locked down a bar in front of us. That bar keeps you from falling out when the ride is going. Of course, you can still get out by climbing over the bar, but when the Gondola is swinging back and forth at full speed, who would want to?

At first the ship swung slowly. It didn't go very far in either direction. But gradually, the boat went faster and swung farther. Each swing took our seats higher, and when the boat reached the top of its swing, it seemed to pause. For an instant I felt weightless. Then, when it swung the other way, I felt as if I was falling fast. My heart came into my throat, and my throat dropped down into my stomach. It was scary but exhilarating, and I was loving that feeling of speed and of the wind in my hair.

But then at the peak of the ride, just as the boat reversed direction and our seats began to fall, the machinery sent off some kind of spark. And when that spark flashed in my eyes, it triggered something. I dropped through a trapdoor into some other reality. Suddenly, I wasn't in America on a carnival ride. I was on the ground, looking up into the sky and the sun. I had fallen out of that day and into a moment ten years in the past. Above me what I saw was that ring of faces, the people who had gathered around to gawk at me after the land mine went off-it was as real to me as the clouds overhead.

So I started screaming, right there on the Gondola ride, just like I did on that terrible day. "Why don't you help me? Why are you all just looking at me like that? Help me, someone help me!"

It was that scene, exactly. I tried to get up, as I had that day. I wanted to be whole again. I scrambled to get away from the horror of what had happened-except that I was not really on the ground in Afghanistan. I was at a carnival in Wheaton, Illinois, on the Gondola, struggling to get out of my seat on a ride that was going a hundred miles an hour, back and forth, up and down. Thank God Alyce was there by my side, as she has been by my side so often in these last few years. Thank God she knew at once what I was about to do, and she flung her arms around me and kept me in my place and shook me and called into my ear, "Wake up, Farah! Wake up!"

I came back to consciousness. The ride was still going, and I knew vaguely where I was, but only through the fog of a terror that I couldn't blink away. I yelled, "Stop the ride, stop the ride!"

But of course they didn't stop the ride. They never stop the ride.

I screamed, but my screams attracted no attention. Everyone was screaming. They expect people to scream on carnival rides. I was doing nothing newsworthy. If I had managed to get out of my seat and over the restraining bar, yes, then someone would have noticed. If I had managed to jump from the Gondola ride at the peak of its motion, yes, I would have made the news: ONE-LEGGED AFGHAN GIRL JUMPS FROM CARNIVAL RIDE. But it didn't happen because Alyce was there to save my life-but then, Alyce has done that in a lot of ways, big and small, since we met two years ago.

The ride finally slowed down, and the world around me changed from a blur of motion to a field of happy crowds enjoying a summer day. I said, "Oh my goodness, what happened?" I looked around and said, "Oh my goodness! I'm not in Afghanistan. It's not that day. I'm in America." Nothing was broken, I was told. The machine was supposed to make sparks.

Even now, I wonder what triggered my flashback at that carnival. Was it the heart-swelling sensation of falling? Was it the light that flashed in my eyes and then morphed into the sunlight of that awful day, the sunlight that shone through that ring of horrified faces? I wish I knew so I could get ready for the next time or avoid tripping another switch that turns some ordinary moment into a horrible waking dream.

Nowadays I don't dream about my leg very much. It's not like those first few weeks or even months after it was amputated, when I used to dream that I was riding a bicycle or running around in our yard in Kabul or just walking.

In those dreams I would say, Oh my gosh, look at this! I can ride a bicycle. I'm running. What was I worrying about? My leg is just fine! I don't have those kinds of dreams anymore. Now when I take off my prosthetic leg at night, I feel like I have always been this way. Although my mind remembers another time. They say that amputees can feel their missing limbs, but I never have. I don't feel pain, absence, presence, or any other sensation where my leg used to be. My body knows it's gone. It's just my mind that sometimes forgets. The other night I woke up thirsty and wanted a glass of water, so I automatically started to get out of bed. I almost fell, and then I remembered that I had to put on my prosthesis.

My mother and I are safe now, living in Carol Stream, Illinois. We have good food and decent shelter, and I have a dear friend. I should be contented now. I should be happy every day, every minute, every instant. It troubles me that I'm discontent and sad so much of the time.

In that last hour of school each day I'm so tired that my body hurts, and I say to myself, As soon as I get home, I'll go to sleep, first thing. But when I get home, I feel restless. Then I have to finish my homework. After that I eat dinner and watch TV. By ten o'clock I'm so sleepy that I hate TV, even if a good show is on. I turn it off and think, Now, finally, I'll go to sleep. As soon as my head touches the pillow, however, sleep scatters to the winds. The anxieties begin to churn. If I was lonely that day, I'll feel it more intensely now. If I did poorly on a test, I'll begin to worry about it now, with the lights out and the darkness all around me.

And then some little thing that happened during the day will trigger a memory from my past. I'll get to ruminating about where I was then and where I am now. I'll start to mull over how it would be if my father were alive today, if Afghanistan had not plunged into war, if I were living in Kabul now, if I still had my whole family. Maybe I would be married or at least have prospects. Probably, my life would be calm. I would not have to struggle so hard each day. My mother would have grandchildren from her sons. My father would be happy, and his business would be growing.

I think of all that could have been.

And yet our life here is good. We have everything we could ask for, God be praised. I don't have to worry about money. We get disability from the government. I just have to go to school. I come home to a nice apartment. I see my mom and know she is feeling much better. Then Alyce calls, and we tell jokes and trade stories about our day. I feel loved.

How can I possibly feel unhappy sometimes? I have no right to sorrow. And yet at times I find I can't enjoy what I have. I come home through empty streets to our quiet little apartment, to my mother, who sits in her chair, rocking relentlessly hour after hour, lost in her thoughts, and I start to feel so lonely. I eat something, and the food seems to have no flavor. I worry that I've lost the capacity for excitement that I used to have in such abundance as a little girl, living in Afghanistan with my family.

I remember the mealtimes of my childhood-I don't mean the great festival days, just the ordinary, everyday meals. My parents served all five of us children off of a single platter. When they said, "Dinner is ready," we rushed the tablecloth, hands unwashed. They sent us back. "Wash your hands, children!" And then we'd all be scrambling and jostling around the water pot, splashing one another and giggling. I remember the excitement of dinnertime. Five of us siblings clustered around one platter, banging elbows, chattering and gobbling. My father would tell us sternly, "It's time to eat, not talk!" And then if we were hungry, we'd worry that the others would eat up all the food before we got our portion, because we were sharing from a single platter. So we'd all settle down to win the competition, each of us cramming the food away by the fistful as fast as we could. Crowding and gobbling-it was so much fun to be one of five children eating together from a single platter. How we laughed! The taste of the food that I ate eleven or twelve years ago remains in my mouth more vividly than the food I eat today, because that's actually the memory of a kind of fun I can never have again: I'm remembering the flavor of being with my family, part of one big, loving group. We aren't that big group anymore. It's down to just the two of us now-my mother and me.

That's probably why I have so much trouble falling asleep at night. I turn out the lights, and my head fills with thoughts that begin to circle madly through my mind. Then I imagine a big eraser inside me where my thoughts are. I rub that eraser across the bustle and buzz, rubbing out one memory after another, until only silence remains. Only then can I sink into the luxury of sleep.

But sleep never lasts. Sooner or later a nightmare always wakes me. In the middle of the night I can't find my eraser. My heart is pounding in my chest. I have to find another strategy for calming down. If I was dreaming about my mother dying, I listen for her breath. The sound of her coughing calms me down. Or I hear her pacing restlessly in our small apartment in the dark, as she used to do so often in our early days in America, and even that sound reassures me. I think, She is still alive. And then I can go back to sleep.

I have nightmares every night. I can't get away from them.

Sometimes I dream that we've gone back to Pakistan for a visit and I have lost my passport. I'm searching desperately through our baggage, strewing our clothes about, crying out loud, What am I doing here? Why did I come back?

Or I dream that we're in Pakistan and staying too long. Our tickets have been stamped for a certain flight. They'll expire if we don't get to the airport in time. But everyone keeps trying to delay us. My mother doesn't understand my sense of urgency. I'm crying out, Let's go, let's go, before something happens, before they shut the doors! But she's saying, Wait, I can't find my scarf. Wait, we have to say good-bye to your aunt. Wait, we can't leave without visiting your grandparents....

Sometimes I dream that Alyce won't talk to me. I've made her angry. I plead with her. I say, This isn't right, why are you angry with me? I didn't do anything wrong, don't be mad!

Or I see that Alyce has made a new friend. She's striking up a conversation with my cousin. I fly into a rage at that cousin. Why is she talking to my Alyce? Get away from her, she's my friend! And in real life my poor cousin isn't even in America. She's stuck back there in dire straits, and yet in my dreams I curse her.

Sometimes I dream that a stranger is hitting me. I want to hit back, but I can't. And then suddenly I find my mother waking me up. She tells me I was sitting up in bed, making slapping and punching motions with my arms. Oh, we laugh about it! She paints such a comical image of me, punching away at nothing and growling, "I'm going to slap you so hard!"

I dream that I have fallen into a river. A woman up on the riverbank is dangling a handkerchief down to me. I try to grab it, but it's too short. I try to grab it, but it's too flimsy-it tears in my grasp. I try to grab it, and I get it in my clutches; I start climbing up it, hand over hand, but the handkerchief keeps stretching out. No matter how hard I climb, my feet never leave the water. In fact, I sink deeper with that tattered handkerchief still in my grip. I feel the water in my my nose....

Every time my mother gets sick during the day, I dream that night that she is dying. I scream, Take her to the hospital! Someone help us! People have gathered around to watch us. Their eyes bulge out strangely. They find us interesting. Their eyes bulge because we fascinate them, but none of them reaches out. They seem to think we are figures in a glass case or a movie. They don't seem to realize we are right there, close enough to touch. They could take our hands. I shout at them, We exist!

Then I realize no one is going to help us. It's all up to me. I lift my mother in my arms. I will have to carry her to the hospital by myself. But as I struggle through the door, she begins to grow. My mother gets bigger and heavier in my arms. I can't carry her! I don't have the strength! She gets longer. Her feet drag on the ground, her head drags, I can't hold up her middle. I'm just too small and getting smaller. I wake up screaming.

Some of my dreams are so vivid, so full of color, so real that I can't believe I'm dreaming. When I wake up, my eyes are wet with tears. My heart is banging against my ribs. I tell myself, It was only a dream, Farah, only a dream....And it might or might not comfort me. It depends, because I do dream about dead people so much. I stroll with them. I talk with them. I hold them in my arms. They are all alive inside me, still. My father and grandmother appear to me, and they are reaching out and beckoning to me, murmuring softly, Come, Farah. Come be with us now! During the dream these images do not frighten me. I love my father, and I'm so glad to see him. His voice comforts me. But when I wake up in the morning, I remember what people say about the dead beckoning to you in your dreams: that it means you are going to die soon yourself. That's when I tremble.

But it's all in my head. That's what I have to keep telling myself. I'm safe in America now...and besides, they're not all terrible, the dreams I have. Lately, I dream that I've grown wings sometimes. I have feathers. I can fly. I love those dreams! I'm soaring overhead, and people are all pointing to me and exclaiming, Look! It's Farah! She can fly! Farah can fly!

I wake up with a glad heart then and feel that I am flying in some sense: flying into my future-and yet-the past won't let me go. Not completely. Not yet.

Text copyright (c) 2005 by Nestegg Productions LLC

What People are Saying About This

Mary Higgins Clark

The Story of My Life has that wonderful quality of survival and is most compelling. Seeing Afghanistan from the eyes of this girl provides a deep, rich look that we haven't seen before.

Mary Karr

Very compelling....Here you have a girl, a child, who suffered her own disability, [and] the loss of her family and her homeland. She's taking care of her aging mother and adapting to this new culture, and she's a bright, shining light in the world....Very moving.
— bestselling author of The Liar's Club and Cherry

Peter Castro

A great twenty-first century American immigrant story. The Story of My Life is the modern American dream, and it's rich with details of the Taliban and Afghanistan.
— executive editor of People magazine

James McBride

Inspiring....A wonderful story.
— New York Times bestselling author of The Color of Water and Miracle at St. Anna

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The Other Side of the Sky: A Memoir 4.5 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 29 reviews.
abby888 More than 1 year ago
The Other Side Of The Sky is an amazing and inspirational story. It was very fun to read. This story is very sad,fun, and crazy. I defenitly suggest you read this story!!!!!
Cookie3 More than 1 year ago
one of my favorite memoirs that I have read. I got mine from a library and its so good that i'm gonna buy it for my bookshelf to reread. It really is an unforgettable story about this girl in afghanistan and how she loses her leg and most of her family but is still determined to achieve and accomplish her goals(going to america).
tayiatheresa More than 1 year ago
I gave this book a 5 star rating. This novel was very inspiring to know a girl close to my age going through so much. She is a inspiration to me and i hope to learn more about farah and the rest of her journey.
fruitypebbless More than 1 year ago
cash me outside how bout dat
Marcos985 More than 1 year ago
Amazing. This books shows you a perspective that inspires you to do better in life. When I was reading this book it helped me learn that not all lives are great. It showed me a girl that had bad things happening to her all her childhood. And she turned that childhood, into a gift. Which is this book. A very detailed and inspiring book. One of the best memoirs I've ever read. Mainly because of how she started very rough and made it up there. Even better than some Americans today. If you are reading this review. I'd recommend this book to you. When you first read it. You can't stop. That's how good it is.
_jaydaa More than 1 year ago
The Other Side Of The Sky was very insightful into what life is and was like in the Middle East. Farah is truly an inspiration and her writing skills are impeccable for just learning to read and write in high school. If you are looking for a novel to make you fly with emotions this is the book for you.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This is a story is very inspirational because it tells a story about a girl who has lost her father and sibling and who only has her mother but does not let that stop her from doing what she wants in life.
SakibAdil More than 1 year ago
best book ever
willyGC More than 1 year ago
The other Side of the Sky is a truly inspirational story. The book is about the trials and tribulations that a young Afghan girl, Farah, goes through. The way she overcomes the obstacles placed in front of her is admirable and inspires the reader to do the same. I personally have not dealt nor have I met many people with any difficulties that come close to what this brave young woman had to deal with and overcame. That is why her story is so inspirational. The story, however, is still very sad. It is sad because of the events that shook this girl's life. What's sadder is that these type of unfortunate events are commonplace is certain parts of the world. I highly recommend this book not only because it is a page turner, but because it opens your eyes to the way things are in certain parts of the world.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
...Wonderful and interesting. Farah Ahmedi and Tamim Ansary's book was very detailed and touching. I am speechless.
Guest More than 1 year ago
this book is very sad in some parts but, it shows you all the hardships an Afghan girl'like Farah' goes through also show you a different perspective of a war from their eyes. i would recommend it to people who like biographies or who are interested in the Afghan culture.
Javerea on LibraryThing More than 1 year ago
I loved it very inspiring
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
The Other Side Of The Sky is about a girl name Farah who had good life until something bad happen when she was 5 or 6 she stepped on a landmine and her leg blew off then she wen't to the hospital and Farah was there until people from Germany came and took her to German to give her better treatment she came home one year later even more bad stuff start to happen her family when Farah and her mother was out shopping a rocket hit there house and killed her father and her sisters died
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I liked it, it was fun to read
MUSA14 More than 1 year ago
This is very inspirational there are some interesting things in the novel .This is not really my favorite type of book but i liked it.So I recommend whoever is reading this to get this book
mandy8 More than 1 year ago
The other side of the sky is a very inspirational book. One of the things I love about this story is it talks about Farah journey and what she went through as a child but at the same time its also inspiring young kids like her who has been in her shoes and went through what she has went through
kravvictor More than 1 year ago
I rate a 5 star. this is a great book to inspire a lot of people. this book touched my heart how when farrah lost her family.I think poeple should read this book
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
The Other Side of the Sky is an outstanding story, it makes you feel for the people in the story and the person telling the story. Throughout the story, I fell in love with Farrah and her story, she will motivate you in ways you wouldn't believe. I highly suggest you read this story!!!
nriv5599 More than 1 year ago
I chose this book because it looked sad and i caid of like sad books but sometimes i don't like them because sometimes they make me sad so and only from the front cover it seams i was going to like it and i did like it so much and so i did like it so the books seas she used to live with here hole entire family but know she lives with here mom and the y live Utah because and the last place they lived they had a lot of battle and fight so her and here mom moved to Utah were they said of like it  and i did enjoy this book a lot because it was sad and it was happy too at the same time and it was fun to read and fun to toke about and she is about 13 years old or 12 i don't member and yes i will give this book a five because it was a lot of fun  and she was sad because she did not live with here family and never saw here friend ever again that is my story    
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Very Compelling In this book you have a girl, a child, who suffered her own disability and the loss of her family and her homeland. She takes care of her aging mother and adapting to this new culture. She comes across many obstacles that she knows how to face because the way she overcomes them  makes you want to admire her and feel inspired by her actions. She herself narrowly escapes death when she steps on a land mine.The wars going on force her to flee, first over the mountains to refugee camps across the border, and finally to America. She's a very smart girl for her age. This book has a wonderful quality of survival and is most compelling. It's as if Farah was a tower of strength. She proves that even in the direst circumstances, not only one human heart can thrive. Farah Ahmedi inspires us all. Inspiring book. 
Adriana-C More than 1 year ago
The other Side of the Sky by Farah Ahmedi is a truly inspirational story that can really open the hearts of many. The book is about the hardships and experiences that a young Afghan girl, Farah, has to go through. This story really portrays Farah’s girlhood in her home country Afghanistan. With her country at war, Farah is forced to endure all the difficulties such as the constant sights of falling bombs. All these events have worked together and contributed to make her the grown up person she is now. The way she overcomes the obstacles placed in front of her is admirable and inspires the reader to face their own problems with such serenity. I personally have not had to cope with any difficulties that come close to what this heroic individual has had to deal with. With the details of each event written so vividly we feel as if we were on this remarkable journey along with her. That is why her story is so inspirational. The story, however, is still very sad. What really breaks your heart is the fact that these type of unfortunate events are commonplace in certain parts of the world. I believe that by reading this book others are going to become aware of the struggles that others are facing from a different part of the world. Hopefully this book will bring awareness to these problems and bring an end to not only the war occurring in Afghanistan but to many of the other wars that other countries are facing. I would recommend this book to young adults and older (12 & up) just because the content of the book includes events that may be gruesome and frightening. However, anyone who's open minded and willing to go through an emotional ride is welcome to read it. 
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