Table of Contents
Chapter 1 I Don't Know What I Believe Anymore
Thanks for Nothing, Walt Disney 2
Can We Just Be Honest for a Second, Please? 7
Okay, I'll Go First 11
What's So Sinful About Certainty? 16
Thinking Is Good 20
Chapter 2 How We Got into This Mess
Know What You Believe (or Else) 28
Oh Great, We Came from Monkeys 34
Seriously Weird Stories from Long Ago 37
The Germans Are Coming (Like We Need This Right Now) 40
Slavery: Whose Side Is God On? 43
Again with the Germans 47
Why "Defenders of the Faith" Are Raising White Flags 51
Chapter 3 "You Abandoned Me, God; You Lied" (and Other Bible Lessons)
Parts of the Bible We Don't Read in Church (but Should) 56
God Is a Liar 62
The World Makes Perfect Sense Without God 66
Chapter 4 Two Miserable People Worth Listening To Trust God Anyway 74
Don't Even Try to Understand What God is Up To 81
Chapter 5 Believing in God: So Easy Even a Demon Can Do It
Who, Not What 92
Amen 95
Faith Isn't Something in Your Head (or Heart) 98
"All to Jesus! Surrender" 103
There Goes Jesus Being Jesus Again 107
But, But… What About…? 113
Chapter 6 Uh-Oh: When Certainty Is Caught Off Guard (and Why That Might Not Be Such a Bad Idea)
When Life Happens 118
God Did What, Now? 121
Our Pale Blue Dot 125
Falling Branches 130
Meeting New People 135
When Christians Eat Their Own 140
God Is Not My Father 144
When "Uh-Oh" Becomes "Ah-Ha" 150
Chapter 7 God Wants You Dead
The Lie: "It's All Your Fault" 156
The Truth: "God Wants You Dead" 160
Down the Mine Shaft 166
Let's Bring This Aboveground 171
Chapter 8 Cultivating a Habit of Trust
Ever Have One of Those Decades? 174
Live Strong 177
August 1, 2008 182
Honoring Your Head Without Living in It 187
The Long Haul 195
Being Like Jesus 198
Chapter 9 Beyond Trust
No Fear 204
Go and Sin No More 207
Acknowledgments 213
Notes 217
Scripture Index 229