Table of Contents
Acknowledgments xi
Prologue xv
Sweeping the Clouds Away 1
Just Pray She Is Only Blind 9
EEG Results 15
Returning to Work 29
Baby Photos 39
Toy Store and Christmas Gifts 45
Group Counseling 49
Friend at Work 57
Dark Clouds Become Darker 61
Walk to the Park Swing 73
Depression and the Deep Hole 79
Escape Reality One Day; Slapped in the Face the Next 87
Counselor at Work 91
Therapist Calls at Home 95
Lake George Vacation 99
United Cerebral Palsy Association of Nassau 105
Medicaid 115
AHRC Saturday Respite Program 121
Genetic Testing 127
Ferncliff Manor 137
Hip 149
The Phone Call 157
Hospital Release; Then the Harley 167
One Step Back 173
Scoliosis Brace 181
Every Child Should Fly 191
New York State and Medically Fragile Children 197
St. Mary’s 219
Another Child? 233
Pope John Paul II 243
October 251
Free 259
Black Dress 269
Momma 273
Assessment 277
Reflection 287
Afterword 289
Would you do the author a favor? 295