Table of Contents
Preface xvii
Homesick 1
April Fools' Day 9
David 15
Promises to Keep 17
Losing It 23
Eye Contact 29
Unavailable: A Brief History of My Not-So-Romantic Life 35
Grief Games 45
Love and Longing 49
Kelly 51
A Daughter's Choice 61
Calling in the One 63
Hunger 69
Offers Fie Couldn't Refuse … Until He Did 77
Mom, Where Are You? 83
I Can't Hear You 97
They Did the Best They Could 99
Embedded 113
Couch Surfing 119
Dark Chocolate and True Crime 125
Into the Woods 131
Disconnected 133
My Saving Gracie 139
Letter to My Unborn Child 145
WWMD? (What Would Mom Do?) 151
Finally, a Flurry-Okay, an Avalanche-of Anger 165
Game Day 171
Worlds Collide 179
Finding Frieda: A Dream Remembered 183
Ghostwriter 187
Out of the Woods and into My Life 191
Strike Up the Band 197
I Married the Green Lantern 201
Dear Mom 203
Acknowledgments 209