Table of Contents
Introduction 7
1 Maybe they think I'm so old because I never was really young 12
2 This is the Atomic Age, Peaches 20
3 I figured I had to pay for what I did 24
4 That's why you can't be rich 31
5 I am not a social friend of Mr Carbo's, Mr Chairman 47
6 Where you going? I don't know 58
7 Just address the envelope 'Cassius Clay, USA' 70
8 It's nice to be nice 77
9 Don't dump your trash on us 85
10 A blues song just for fighters 91
11 He must have died last night 101
12 That blankness of not knowing 113
13 Still the bad guy 128
14 Even Cleopatra was ringside 134
15 I pity a man who hates 139
16 God save the King, God save boxing 147
17 I'll be as good as people will let me be 152
18 I want to make a beautiful life 159
19 He's just a little boy in the dark and he's scared 164
20 Rumble, young man, rumble 174
21 This kid is out of his mind 179
22 A dancing bear and a freak who never stops talking 183
23 What the hell is this? What did they do? 191
24 I am his best friend, at least in Philadelphia 207
25 To Boston and Suitcase Sam 212
26 Every gangster wants to be Al Capone 216
27 He could have died 223
28 Sonny? You out there? 227
29 Yes, it's me in your town 230
30 Of moose and men 233
31 The boy is gone 245
32 Of scientific triumph and lofty purpose 249
33 Get up, you bum! Get up, you bum! 256
34 He's gonna mess himself up so nobody won't go to see him 266
35 Sonny's last years 276
36 Nobody never gets killed in Vegas 282
37 I'm not scared to die. I've made my peace 286
Afterword 288
Postscript 290
Appendix 292
Endnotes 299
Bibliography 325
Index 327