Table of Contents
Foreword Salomé Voegelin 1
Acknowledgments 2
Part I
Chapter 1 A Postcard from Ethel 7
1 A postcard from Ethel B. 7
2 Connections. Ethel's voice 8
3 Wall paintings. Vertigo 10
4 The front of Ethel's postcard. My personal Siren 12
5 Vigil 14
6 WWI 15
7 A Deposition 16
8 A Deposition on via Appia 18
9 Roma. Going underground 19
10 Going out, to the surface 21
Chapter 2 Inscape With Voices 23
1 Golden leaves gleam… 23
2 A lament 24
3 When I truly wanted to understand 26
4 Bella Ciao. The Captain's Testament 27
5 My way to the ashes of Gramsci 32
6 Feeling, understanding, knowing: listening 33
7 Voices in the Protestant Cemetery 34
8 The Captain's Testament of CCCP. Empty Words 36
9 Ghosts on via Appia 38
10 From the outer edge of some buried age 42
Chapter 3 Knots and Silence 45
1 Rome smothers. Rome smoulders 45
2 I am acquainted with grief 46
3 Some clues 47
4 Pictorial commotions 49
5 A burial ground 51
Chapter 4 The Ambiguities: Five Blank Pages, Pierre, the Book 53
* Five blank pages 53
A On the unstable equilibrium between writing as creation and writing as end 55
B On reading and knots of reference 57
C On layers 58
D On artifice 59
E On reading 61
Part II
Chapter 5 A Sky Heavy with Clouds. From the Notebooks on Reading 65
5 10 April 2008. Sailors and landscapes 65
4 11 April 2008. A sky heavy with clouds. Anabasis 66
3 11 April 2011. Knots and saving lies 67
2 12 April 2011. Inventio and artificium 68
1 16 April 2011. Clandestine reading 69
Chapter 6 From the Outer Edge of Some Buried Age. From the Notebooks on Writing Sound 71
10 5 February 2011. Something missing 71
9 22 April 2011. Listening 75
8 20, 23, 25 August 2010. Writing sound 78
7 27, 28, 29 April 2011. By heart I hear 81
6 30 April 2011. Connections 85
5 23 January 2011. Reference and layers. 3. May 2011. Maps and deambulations 89
4 5 May 2011. On listening again. On listening, again 91
3 2 December 2010. Finding a voice. Inscape 94
2 7 May 2011. Patterns 97
1 9, 10,11,12 May 2011. Surface and profundity 100
Chapter 7 To the Edge and Falling. From the Notebooks on Writing Sound 105
10 13 May 2011.1 continue to write 105
9 14 May 2011. The ceiling of my making 106
8 15 May 2011. Real see, see real 107
7 16 May 2011. Where? Down There 108
6 17 May 2011. WWI, a palimpsest. A whole cut in five pieces 109
5 26 February 1998. Vigil 110
4 5 March 1998. Cycloptic eye 111
3 25 February 1998. Records or words 112
2 19 May 2011. Addosso 113
1 20 May 2011. Reading, listening, writing. 21 May 2011. Katabasis 115
Part III
Chapter 8 Lament 119
1 My lament 119
2 Lament 120
3 Lacrimosa 123
4 The edges of my inscape 125
5 Broken pieces 127
Chapter 9 End 129
* A whole cut in five pieces 129
* Recordare. To record, to remember 130
* The spiralling coil of this requiem 131
References 133
Selected Bibliography 146