Miss Grace Fairchild is under no illusions about her charms. Painfully plain, she is a soldier's daughter who has spent her life being useful, not learning the treacherous ways of the ton. She may have been caught in a scandal with society's favorite rogue, but how can she marry him when it means losing herself?
WHILE SHE HIDES HER TRUE SELF . . .
Diccan Hilliard doesn't know which of his enemies drugged him and dumped him in Grace's bed, but he does know the outcome. He and Grace must marry. To his surprise, a wild, heady passion flares between them. Yet Diccan is trapped in a deadly game of intrigue Grace knows nothing about. Will his lies destroy Grace just as he realizes how desperately he needs her? And how can he hope for a future with her, when an old enemy has set his murderous sights on them both?
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Never a Gentleman
By Dreyer, Eileen
ForeverCopyright © 2011 Dreyer, Eileen
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Paris, September 1815
The room stank of whiskey, sweat, and despair. Tucked away on the top floor of an aging hotel on the rue de Seine in Paris, the suite still bore remnants of its past glory. The torn wallpaper was gold-flocked. The tatty furniture betrayed elegant lines, and the windows, too grimy to see through, stretched up ten feet. Age and time had worn away the elegance. The current inhabitant had destroyed the rest. His half-eaten food and liquor bottles littered every surface. Dirty clothing lay piled on the floor. A table had been shattered against the door, and red wine dripped down the wall.
Bertie Evenham, the one responsible for the mess, balanced on the balls of his feet, as if listening for the sound of pursuit. An unprepossessing blond, he had fine aristocratic features, wide blue eyes, and a hawkish nose he hadn’t yet grown into. His hair was greasy and unkempt, his linen soiled, and his hands shaking. His eyes darted impatiently between his guest and the door.
Across from him, Diccan Hilliard lounged in a faded blue brocade armchair, legs crossed, his quizzing glass spinning from his left hand. It was all Diccan could do to hold still. He hated confessions, and Bertie seemed compelled to make one. It wouldn’t do to seem anxious to leave, though. Bertie had vital information to impart. He also had a gun pointed at Diccan’s head.
“But why should I believe you, old chap?” Diccan asked the pallid, unwashed boy. “You must admit it sounds a bit fantastic. A gang of British nobles trying to overthrow their own throne.”
Bertie scrubbed at his face with his free hand. “Don’t you understand? You’re in danger. England is in danger.”
“So you’ve said.” Leaning back, Diccan shot his cuffs. “Why not inform the Embassy here?”
Bertie’s laugh was sharp. “Because I’m sure some of them are members.”
Diccan nodded. “Of this group of yours that calls itself the British Lions. But you’ve also just told me that you helped Napoleon return to France. That’s treason, old son. You’re asking me to believe a man who betrayed his country.”
If possible, the boy looked even more desperate. “Don’t you think I know it? But they were blackmailing me. They’re going to blackmail you, too, damn it. Why won’t you believe me?”
“Maybe if you tell me what it was about you they thought worthy of blackmail.”
The gun began to wobble in the boy’s hand. Diccan couldn’t help but notice that it was a finely crafted Manton dueling pistol. It wouldn’t take much for the lad to make a mistake. He was too unstable. Too desperate. Sweat was dripping down his temples.
Bertie actually turned his face away, and Diccan couldn’t help feeling sorry for him, no matter what he’d done. “You don’t understand,” the boy whispered. “You can’t. You’re not… unnatural.”
Diccan kept his voice gentle. “Tristram Gordon.”
Evenham’s face crumpled. “You know?”
“That you and Lady Gracechurch’s cousin were lovers? Yes. You’re right, though. Most don’t.”
“Her husband murdered him!”
“Not murder,” Diccan suggested quietly. “A duel. I know. I was there.”
The boy began to shake harder. “So was I. And I couldn’t even go to him….”
Diccan didn’t like tearing wings off flies or torturing children. Evenham couldn’t be more than twenty-five. “What do you want me to do, Bertie?”
“Warn the government. Make them believe that these people are dangerous. These people really think they can do better.” He shrugged and sat abruptly on a straightback chair, as if he had used the last of his energy. “We have a mad king and a profligate heir,” he said, sounding like a recitation. “Riots from the lower class and threats to power from the middle class. Unemployment, crime, failed crops, rising prices. They believe that they can cure it all by taking power back into noble hands.”
“What about the king?”
He shrugged again. “I don’t know. They aren’t stupid enough to share that kind of information with someone who’s been coerced.” He shrugged. “Besides, the way the Lions are organized, only a few people know all. Five or six, maybe. Each of those has a specific area of responsibility, and recruits and organizes individually, so no one can betray the whole group. Even those who believe in the cause only know who their immediate superiors are.”
“So you don’t know who your group is headed by?”
He shook his head, rubbing now at his eyes. The gun, sadly, was still leveled on Diccan. “I know who controlled me. I’ve told you their names. They funneled gold and men to Napoleon. The Lions believed that if he won on the Continent, the Lions would control the British government.”
“How do you know I’m in danger?”
“I overheard them. They think you might be susceptible. And that you have contacts they want.”
Diccan shook his head, wondering whether someone might have peeked beneath his facade. “Honored they think I live such an interesting life. Can’t think why. The most interesting people I meet are chefs and fishmongers. They do know that my most challenging diplomatic task is organizing parties, don’t they?”
“I don’t know. They’ll succeed, though. If they can’t blackmail you, they’ll use threats. If threats don’t work, you’ll suffer a fatal accident so you can’t expose them. When they came after me, they told me that even if I slipped from their net, they could drag me back by hurting my mother or sisters.”
Diccan gave a bark of amusement. “I would buy a ticket to watch them face off with my mother. She’d eviscerate them without bending a nail.”
He did not, however, speak of his sisters. Deciding that he had to take control of the situation, he made a move, as if to get to his feet. Immediately Bertie jumped up, gripping the gun more tightly.
“I will shoot you. If you won’t help, I’ll kill you. Don’t you see?” There were tears in the boy’s eyes. “I’ve risked everything.”
Yes, Diccan knew. He had. The boy hadn’t just put himself at risk from the Lions. His love for another man was a hanging offense.
“And there isn’t anything else you can tell me?” Diccan asked. “I mean, I appreciate your concern for me, but I’m not sure that’s enough to interest Whitehall.”
“Well then, what about this? The Lions are looking for something they’ve lost. I don’t know what, only that they’ll hand it off as a signal to set a plan into motion. When they find it, they will act.”
“They’re going to assassinate Wellington.”
Diccan felt the air leave his lungs. “Yes,” he mused, “I imagine that would get the government’s attention.”
“The group that aided Napoleon has already been reassigned. They are to assist the Surgeon.”
Diccan all but stopped breathing. “The assassin?” Images of the Surgeon’s work flashed before his eyes; bleeding, raw wounds draining life. Fish-white bodies. “But he’s in Newgate.”
Bertie shook his head so hard droplets of grease flew. “Not for long.”
Diccan’s instinctive reaction was to argue. Nobody got out of Newgate Prison. But if the Lions were as well-placed as Bertie said, nothing was impossible.
“All right.” This time he gained his feet without challenge. “You have my word, Bertie. I’ll ride ventre terre to London to warn them. We’ll stop this long before it involves Wellington.”
The boy laughed. “Don’t be so sure. They won’t stop. If you get one of them, another will step in to take his place. You really don’t know how committed they are. You don’t know how well-placed.”
If Diccan hadn’t already been investigating this very plot, he would have scoffed at Bertie’s charge. But a few traitors had already been unearthed, and they had indeed been well-placed.
“Thank you, Bertie,” he said, hoping the boy knew how sincere he was. “You have done your country, and me, a great service. If you ever need assistance, find me.”
It was as if Bertie had held up on will alone, and Diccan’s concession had stolen it. The boy literally sagged, tears streaking his gaunt cheeks. The gun drooped in his hand. Diccan thought to make a try for it, but he believed Bertie had lost any reason to hurt him.
“Thank you,” the boy said, free hand over his eye. “You’re kind.”
Diccan knew he was nothing of the sort. He nodded all the same and turned for his gloves. “Then if you don’t need anything else from me, I believe I’ll be off.”
Bertie nodded. He took a breath. “No. Nothing more. I’ve done what I needed to.”
Diccan was still pulling on his gloves when he saw Bertie raise the gun again. Instinct kicked in and he dove to the side. He was just about to hit the floor when he realized that Bertie had no intention of hurting him. He meant to hurt himself.
“No!” Diccan screamed, lunging for him.
He was too late. Smiling, as if relieved, Bertie turned the gun on himself. Diccan could do no more than hold the boy in his arms as he died.
Three days later
Grace Fairchild was confused. She was dreaming; she knew that. But she couldn’t make sense of it. Oh, she’d had dreams like it before; vague, anxious fantasies of a man making love to her. But usually her dreams were indistinct, more suggestion than fact. Visual rather than visceral. After living with the army her whole life, she knew what copulating looked like. In India, she’d seen graphic depictions of it painted and carved into temple walls, parades of couples writhing in ecstasy in each other’s arms.
Her dreams, predictably, mirrored them. She saw what happened; she didn’t feel it. Even as her dream lover took her, she did no more than watch, a voyeur in her own boudoir.
This time was different. In this dream, she could feel her lover tucked against her back like spoons in a drawer. Skin to skin, heat to heat, pounding heart to pounding heart. His clean scent filled her nostrils. The harsh rasp of his breathing fanned through her hair. He was nuzzling the base of her neck, releasing a shower of shivers that cascaded down her body. His callused fingers traced each vertebra in her back. She swore she could feel the abrasion of hair against her legs and bottom; she heard the syncopated sounds of breathing.
She shuddered before the onslaught of sensations she’d never known: an almost painful sweetness, heat like a Madras sun, shocks of pleasure that skittered through her limbs like lightning. Her skin seemed to have caught fire, the scrape of his palm igniting her like flint against too-dry tinder. An exquisite, anxious thrill snaked through her, curling along her legs, the sensitive skin of her nipples, the deepest recesses of her belly to touch her womb, like the sun warming a dormant seed. Her insides felt as if they were melting, and she couldn’t seem to hold still.
She smiled in her sleep, where it was safe to dream a bit. Where she could remember that beneath the gray dresses and pragmatic mien everyone saw, she was a woman. And that even a plain woman wanted the same things other women took for granted. Touch. Comfort. Pleasure. She wanted to be one of those temple paintings.
In her head she pleaded with him to hurry. To stoke the fire; to ease it. To pull her closer, closer yet, so she would never again have to be alone. She stretched, a cat in the sun, closer to his hard, lithe body. She gasped at the hard shaft that pressed against her bottom. Such an alien pleasure, so intriguing. So deeply erotic.
She heard a moan, a gravelly, low threnody that resonated right through her. A sensuous, mesmerizing growl of pleasure. It made her chuckle. His one hand was teasing her breast, flicking the nipple until it ached. His other was drifting lower, stealing her breath. Her heart was pounding; her skin was damp. She heard another moan.
Abruptly she stiffened. Her eyes popped open.
She really had heard a moan.
Desperately she tried to think. She could see the early morning light seeping into the inn room. Yes, that was right. She had stopped at the Falstaff Inn at Canterbury with her friend Lady Kate the night before. Drawing a careful breath, she tested the air, expecting to smell woodsmoke, fresh air from the open window, her own rosewater scent. Instead she smelled brandy and tobacco and a subtle scent of musk. She smelled man-sweat.
Her heart seized. Her brain went slack. She had dreamed him; she was certain. Why could she still smell him? Then she felt his hand move toward the nest of curls at the juncture of her legs, and she knew. He wasn’t a dream at all.
Shrieking, she lurched up. The bedclothes were tangled around her legs. She yanked at them and pushed with her feet, trying to get away. She pushed too hard. Suddenly she was tumbling off the bed, arms flailing wildly for balance. She shrieked again when she landed with a thud on the floor.
For a moment she lay where she was, eyes closed, pain shooting up her bad leg, her stomach threatening revolt. All the heat that had blossomed in her died. She was dizzy and dry-mouthed and confused. And, evidently, lying on the floor of a strange man’s bedroom, trapped by his sheets. Christ save her, how could that be?
“Bloody hell!” she heard from the bed, and knew without opening her eyes that the disaster had just become far worse. It was not a stranger at all in that bed. It was Diccan Hilliard, the single most elegant man in England. The one person who never failed to turn Grace into a stuttering fool.
Still cursing, he sat up. The early morning sunlight gilded his skin as in a Rembrandt painting, limning muscle and sinew and bone with a molten gold. Shadow etched the sharp ridges of jaw and cheekbone and shuddered through his tumbled sable hair as he dragged his hands through it. He was shaking his head, as if to clear it. Rubbing at his eyes. Grace knew she should flee before he spotted her. She couldn’t seem to look away from him.
Could he have been more compelling? Not handsome, precisely. His features were a bit too broad, his nose a bit bent, his eyes too ghostly gray. But tall and elegant and aristocratic to his toes. The perfect antithesis for the hopeless spinster sitting like a lump on his floor.
“Merde,” she muttered in despair.
He turned at the sound, and his jaw dropped. He had obviously just recognized who it was he’d been fondling.
“Miss Fairchild,” he drawled, his voice like ice. As gracefully as a god, he climbed out of the bed and stalked over to stand before her. “If I might be so bold. What the deuce are you doing here?”
She couldn’t draw breath to answer. Sweet Lord, he was naked. He was breathtaking, with solid shoulders, and arms that had worked hard. His chest was taut and lean, and shadowed with curling hair that arrowed down his torso right to… She flushed hotly. Sweet, sweet Lord. He was magnificent. He was an ancient statue come to life… well, except for one small difference.
Well. Not so small at all. And it wasn’t as if she could miss it. Not only was she at eye level, but, if her old temple art hadn’t lied, he was magnificently aroused. Just the sight of his shaft, jutting straight up from that nest of dark hair, sent shivers cascading through her. It made all those two-dimensional watercolors pale in comparison.
Of course, the minute he got a good look at her, his erection wilted like warm lettuce.
“I’m still dreaming,” she muttered, shamefully unable to look away. “That’s it. A nightmare. I should never have had that second piece of pigeon pie last night.”
She should shut her eyes. She should make a grab for her clothes and run. She should at least defend herself. She couldn’t so much as blink. She could still feel his hands on her skin, the unbearable pleasure of his body against hers. His expression of horror made her want to wither with shame.
“I expected better of you, Miss Fairchild,” he said, his voice dripping with disdain, his hands planted on sinfully lean hips. “Never did I think you’d be the kind of scheming, brass-faced hussy who’d force her way into a man’s bed. Just what did you slip into my drink?”
Suddenly furious, Grace clambered to her feet, grabbing a bedpost to steady her when her bad leg cramped. “What did I slip into your drink?” she demanded, outraged. “Why, you insufferable, self-centered, overweening park saunterer. You’re the last person on earth I would ever let—”
Instead of apologizing, he shut his eyes. “For the love of God, madame, cover yourself.”
Grace looked down and squeaked in dismay. She hadn’t considered her state of undress. She’d grabbed the covers because it was frigid in the room. Not because she was… oh, bugger. She was as naked as he was, providing him with a view of every bony inch of her chest and shoulders.
“Where are my clothes?” she cried, trying to cover every unlovely jutting angle of her with the voluminous blanket.
“Don’t waste your time,” he snapped. “Just hide yourself.”
“You could do the same,” she snapped back.
Cocking an imperious eyebrow, he considered his status. “No, could I? But I thought this was what you were after.”
Grace felt panic shutting off her air. Her head hurt. She felt sick. “I told you,” she insisted, her voice unpardonably shrill. “I wasn’t after anything.”
Suddenly the door to the room slammed open and bounced against the wall. At least half a dozen people peered in, all clad in nightclothes and gawking like pit rowdies. Grace did the only thing she could. She dropped to the floor and yanked the covers over her head.
“Isn’t that General Fairchild’s daughter?” a woman who sounded like Lady Thornton demanded from the doorway. Grace shrank down even more.
“How delicious,” another, thinner voice answered with a delighted giggle. “The feather-brained antidote obviously thinks she’s nabbed Diccan Hilliard.”
Grace heard laughter and wanted to die. How many people were out there?
“Good to see everyone,” Diccan was saying, as if they had come to tea. “My apologies for presenting myself to you en deshabille.”
More salacious laughter. Grace squeezed her eyes shut, her thundering heart almost drowning out the sound of Lord Thornton and some unknown man taking bets on her future. She was terrified she was going to disgrace herself. Her stomach was lurching as if she were back on the channel packet.
“Well, well,” she heard a new and welcome voice intrude. “Letitia Thornton. I had no idea that this was what you wore to bed. Amazing color, really. You must have been dragged right from your sleep. Not a very attractive time of the day for you, is it? And Geoffrey Smythe. What an interesting banyan. Are those roosters on your chest? Hmm. I must admit I’ve never seen a puce chicken before.”
Lady Kate had arrived.
If this had been happening to anyone else, Grace might have smiled. Leave it to Kate to send the cream of the ton scurrying away like embarrassed debs. But it was happening to her. She was the one crouched on the floor, naked beneath a blanket as an audience laughed.
She must not have heard the door close, because suddenly she felt a gentle hand on her shoulder.
If it could be possible, she felt worse. She had so few female friends. Only three, really: Olivia Wyndham, Lady Bea Seaton, and Lady Kate Seaton, who had taken her in after Grace’s father had died at Waterloo. It had been Lady Kate who had seen her through those terrible days, who had provided safety and support as Grace adjusted to civilian life. Grace couldn’t betray her friend this way. Even a notorious widow like Kate had no business associating with a ruined spinster.
“Grace, tell me you’re all right,” Kate said, sounding distressed.
“I’m fine,” Grace managed, huddled miserably on the floor.
It didn’t occur to her to cry. Soldiers don’t cry, her father had always told her. At least not after their seventh birthday.
“Is this some joke of yours, Kate?” she heard Diccan demand, sounding like a petulant child.
Lady Kate huffed. “Don’t be demented. I’m even more stunned than you are. I know for a fact that Grace has better taste.”
“Why, you repellent brat,” he snapped. “Your friend just arranged to make an appearance in my bed before the worst gossips in the ton. Naked.”
“Really, Diccan? She must be amazingly sly, then, since neither of us expected to see you or them here.”
“She must have, damn it! They’re here. And she’s… here.”
Lady Kate sighed. “Your arguments might carry more weight if you were dressed, Diccan.”
“What about her?”
Still crouched beneath her blanket, Grace winced. Her leg hurt. The blanket was beginning to scratch, and a draft had found its way underneath to bedevil her. And yet she wasn’t about to move.
“Grace can dress after you leave,” Lady Kate was saying over Grace’s head. “From her bedroom, by the way.”
“The miniature of her father in regimentals on the bedside table should be a dead giveaway.”
Grace heard the rustling of clothing. He must be dressing.
“What are you doing here, by the way?” Lady Kate asked as if she were addressing him over tea. “We were supposed to meet you in Dover tomorrow.”
There was sudden silence. “This isn’t Dover?”
“Canterbury,” Grace answered, before she thought of it.
“Canterbury?” Diccan echoed, the sounds of movement ceasing. “Deuce take it. How the devil did I get here? The last I remember I was on the Dover packet. Where’s Biddle?”
“Your valet?” Kate said, sounding absurdly amused. “Undoubtedly looking for you in Dover. We’ll send someone after him, once we’re all dressed. Are you still all right under there, Grace?”
Grace felt another miserable blush spread over her. “Do you see my clothes?” she asked.
“Strewn over the floor as if they’d been on fire,” Kate informed her. “Another reason I know you are not the culprit here. Even during those awful days we spent caring for the wounded from Waterloo, you never once failed to fold your clothing like a premier abigail.”
“She could have been anxious to get into bed,” Diccan suggested dryly.
“Not with you, she wouldn’t,” Kate said, sounding positively delighted. “She doesn’t like you.”
Grace made a sound of protest. It wasn’t polite, even if it was true. She didn’t like him. It didn’t mean she was immune to him. He was like a broken tooth Grace couldn’t resist running her tongue over, a sharp reminder of everything she wasn’t and never would be.
“Don’t be absurd,” Diccan was saying. “Everyone likes me.”
“Would you please get your pants on and leave?” Grace demanded, finally losing her patience. “I’m about to catch the ague down here.”
And damn him if he didn’t chuckle. “Anything you say, Boadicea.”
Which made Grace feel even worse. A few months earlier, Diccan had nicknamed her after the English warrior queen, undoubtedly because he couldn’t think of another female tall enough to look him in the eye. Which, as Grace well knew, was not necessarily a compliment.
“Why don’t you secure a private dining room?” Kate said to him. “We’ll meet you there.”
Grace heard some inarticulate grumbling.
“Trust me,” Kate said with a laugh. “They’re changing. See if you can get to the parlor before they make it back out of their rooms. I would remind you that one of those people is Letitia Thornton, and you know she doesn’t consider a day complete unless she’s destroyed a reputation or two.”
This time it was Grace who groaned. The news of her ruination would be all over London before dinner. Diccan, it seemed, had no more to say. Grace heard the door open and close, and knew without being told that he’d left.
“Come out, little turtle,” Lady Kate said, her voice too gentle for Grace’s mood.
Grace poked her head out of the blanket to find Kate laying her clothing on the bed. “I truly didn’t try and compromise him, Kate.”
Kate’s smile was beatific. “My darling Grace, I never thought it.” She tilted her head. “It has been a revelation, however. Who knew our Diccan had such amazing… attributes?”
Grace almost retreated back under the blanket. Kate hadn’t even seen one of the attributes at its most amazing.
Kate evidently didn’t notice Grace’s reaction, for she wandered over to settle onto the window seat, where the sun warmed her primrose skirt and set fire to her hair. The thick mahogany curls framed a piquant face enlivened by slyly amused cat-green eyes and set off a perfect form on a tiny frame. Grace, of course, felt like a Clydesdale in her presence.
“I must confess, though,” Kate continued, a shadow flitting across those magnificent eyes. “There is no getting around the fact that we’re in a pickle. What do you remember about last night?”
Carefully, Grace climbed to her feet and recovered her clothing from the rumpled bed. Grace couldn’t look at the untidy linen without remembering those few moments of bliss. She knew her skin was flaming all the way up from her knees. Redheads blushed. Grace went blotchy.
“I remember arriving here,” she said as she struggled into her chemise and petticoat. “I remember dinner.”
Kate nodded. “Excellent roast. The turnips, on the other hand, needn’t be mentioned.”
“I remember us having that glass of cognac after dinner.”
“Did it taste odd?”
Grace couldn’t help but smile. “Cognac always tastes odd to me, Kate. I never developed the liking for it you have.”
“And after I left you here?”
Grace paused with her gray walking dress in hand. She tried to remember entering this room, placing her candle on the small dresser, unbinding her hair from its tight knot.
She shook her head. “I don’t even remember climbing the stairs. You really did leave me here?”
“Oh, yes. I assume if Diccan had already been within, you would have alerted me.”
“I would have made more noise than one of Whinyates’ rockets.”
“As you did this morning?”
Grace sighed, wondering how she could feel more miserable. “How could this happen?”
Brushing off her skirt, Lady Kate stood. “An excellent question. Finish dressing, dear, and we’ll see if we can find out.”
Diccan Hilliard was in a rage. No one could see it, of course. Diccan had long since perfected the mask of bland sophistication that was his trademark. But as he strolled down the hall toward the private dining room fifteen minutes later, he seethed. How could this have happened? He wasn’t a greenling to be caught with his pants down. And yet somehow between Paris and Dover, he’d been drugged, shanghaied, stripped, and set up. And not by Grace Fairchild. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn’t make the facts fit his accusation. Grace Fairchild had been with Kate, not sneaking aboard a packet boat with a bottle of laudanum tucked into her chemise.
Could it really have been the Lions? Could Bertie have been right? Diccan fought the urge to rub at his head. He was still wobbly and dizzy from the laudanum, and his skull felt too small for his aching brain. He could barely form his thoughts, which was damned inconvenient. Because if he didn’t think fast, he would find himself stuck in Canterbury when he needed to be in London as quickly as possible to pass on Bertie’s information. He needed to redeem the poor, sad boy, whom he’d left lying in that fetid apartment. He needed to redeem himself for failing him.
He wanted to curse. London had to wait. He was stuck here until he unraveled this latest disaster. He had to locate his valet, who should have been with him. He had to learn how he got here, and how his horse had ended up in the stables. And he needed to deal with Grace Fairchild.
Sweet Christ, he thought, his head hurting even worse. Why her? Grace Fairchild had to be the most honorable, well-respected spinster in England. She was also the most unfortunate. Taller than most men, she was, to put it baldly, plain. His Aunt Hermitrude looked better, and she was sixty and slew-eyed. To make it worse, Miss Fairchild didn’t walk. She lurched like a sailor on shore. Whoever named her Grace must have been blind. Whoever put Diccan in her bed had been cruel.
He liked her. He really did. That didn’t mean he wanted to wake up next to her for the next forty years. His cods shriveled just at the thought. He refused to even consider the fact that he’d woken hard and ready, with only that bony frame to entice him.
He looked down the half-timbered hallway to the front door and thought how easy it would be to just leave. Walk out the door, climb on Gadzooks, and not stop until London. Maybe not even then.
Which was, he suspected, exactly what his enemies hoped for. If he failed to marry her, his reputation would be blown wider than Byron’s. Any accusations he made would become immediately suspect. If he did marry her, he would be delayed and distracted, which might just give the Lions time to find their lost object and attack Wellington. It was an impossible choice.
Damn it. Damn it! He didn’t deserve this. Not now, when the war was over and he could finally come out of the shadows. Not when his future finally looked promising.
A shuffling noise alerted him that he was no longer alone. Looking toward the public room, he saw that he’d been joined by almost all the witnesses to the morning’s debacle. Of course it would be Thornton who would be the first to speak. The porcine peer and his knife-thin wife were no friends of Grace’s.
“Wasn’t there anything better in town to entertain you, old man?” Thornton asked with a simper and a nudge to his friend Geoffrey Smythe. “I know you regretted leaving that pretty little mistress of yours behind in Belgium, but even that sway-backed bone-rattler of yours out in the stables would be a more cozy armful.”
The malice in those words brought Diccan to a halt. “Pardon?”
Proving his dearth of intelligence, the overstuffed peer chortled, leaning close enough to inflict his bad breath on Diccan. “Although they do bear a certain resemblance to each other.”
Diccan deliberately slowed his breathing. He had to remember that smearing this worm all over the floor would only delay him further. “My friend,” he said calmly. “I know that you’re sensible.”
Suddenly Thornton looked a bit less assured. “Why, of course.”
Next to him, the slickly elegant Geoff Smythe leaned against the wall, arms across his chest, as if settling in for a play. Diccan ignored him.
“Good.” He nodded to Thornton. “Good. Then you would never do anything that would force me to face you across a dueling ground. Knowing, of course, that I have already stood up four times.” He gave a measured smile. “And walked off alone each time.”
He thought Thornton might have gulped. Even so, the man raised his chin, leaving him only three. “Doin’ it too brown, ain’t ya? Not going to marry the chit, after all.”
Diccan froze. Of course it was what Thornton would think. The Lions, he suddenly realized, had counted on it. Diccan had never been shy about announcing his sexual preferences, and there wasn’t a person who would dare to claim Grace Fairchild fit the bill. And, truthfully, hadn’t he just been standing here, plotting escape?
But he couldn’t offer Grace up to this pack of jackals. He wouldn’t give Thornton the satisfaction. Nor would he give Thornton’s wife a vulnerable soul to shred. Grace deserved better.
“I won’t marry her?” he asked, twirling his quizzing glass. “Why not?”
It was Geoff Smythe who answered, his classic blond English features coolly amused. “Why not? You really mean to face the prospect of that across the table every morning just because she winkled her way into your bed?”
“Actually,” Diccan said, turning away so no one saw the impact of his decision, “I do.”
“No, really,” Thornton protested, grabbing Diccan’s arms. “You can’t marry the chit.”
Diccan saw a faint sheen of sweat on Thornton’s forehead.
“What alternative do you suggest?”
But Thornton couldn’t seem to think of an answer. Good Lord, Diccan thought, was Thornton involved in this, too? He certainly wasn’t the one who’d planned it. Thornton wouldn’t know how to schedule breakfast. Maybe, however, he was supposed to have been the witness. The blackmailer.
As for Geoff Smythe, Diccan wasn’t so sure. Deep waters was Geoff Smythe. Something to investigate. When he got out of here.
“The pater’s been nattering at me to settle down for years,” Diccan said, plucking Thornton’s hand from his sleeve. “I imagine Miss Fairchild will do as well as any. If I do marry her, you’ll understand that I can’t tolerate any disparagement of my wife.”
Now Thornton looked sick. “But of course,” he mumbled. Smythe was still smiling.
Diccan had once again started on his way when he stopped. “By the way, Thorny,” he said, as if he didn’t notice the fat man swiping his forehead with an embroidered handkerchief, “I know why I’m here, but what in blazes brought you to a place as boring as Canterbury?”
Thornton startled, the cloth floating from his fingers like a linen leaf. “Looking at horses. Old Brickwater has a string to sell.”
Considering Thornton’s size, Diccan hoped Brickwater was selling draught horses. He kept his silence, though, sparing no more than a nod before leaving.
The staff of the Falstaff must have known his need, for by the time he reached the parlor, a coffeepot and cup were on the table. Plumping himself down in a chair, he drank cup after cup until the cobwebs began to dissipate.
The situation looked no better with a clear head. Only a week ago he had looked to his future with anticipation. After all, he’d been promised recompense for all his hard work. A plum position in one of the newly opened embassies, perhaps. A position at the peace talks. He could finally enjoy himself, doing what he did best, savoring the best the world had to offer.
He hadn’t even considered marriage yet. It would come, when he was ready. He would probably marry a diplomat’s daughter, someone like his cousin Kate: sharp, intelligent, elegant, and challenging. A woman who could help him plot his course and celebrate the success they’d both dreamed of. Instead, he would have to figure out what to do with Grace Fairchild.
The frustrating thing was that he loved redheads. He couldn’t think of any more exotic treasure than that burst of fire right at the juncture of a woman’s legs, more promise than color, a hint of the delights that lay beneath, a flash of whimsy and heat and lust. He loved every shade of redhead. He loved their milky skin and their vivid personalities and their formidable tempers. He even loved the color of their freckles. In fact, he loved redheads so much that he’d suggested that his last two mistresses dye their thatch with henna, just to please him. He could get a cockstand just thinking of it.
Except for the freckles, though, Grace Fairchild could boast of none of that bounty. To call her a redhead was to exercise unforgivable license. Her hair was virtually colorless, the kind of faded, dismal hue one might see on an old woman. Her skin was almost swarthy from all her years spent under the Iberian sun, and her blushes unfortunate. She had no shape to speak of, no temper, no spark.
The sharpest reaction he’d ever gotten from her had been the day he had dubbed her Boadicea. For just a moment, a spark of fury had lit her eyes, a spirited defiance stiffening her spine. But as quickly as the fury had risen, it dissipated, almost as if there were no place on her for it to gain purchase. Word was that she’d never even wept when she’d carried her father’s body back from Waterloo.
As if called, the door opened and in she walked, clad in one of her ubiquitous gray dresses, her hair scraped back into a tight bun. Diccan wasn’t surprised that she couldn’t quite look at him. He couldn’t believe what had happened that morning, either. His balls still ached, heavy and thick with unmet expectations. Seeing her again now, he couldn’t figure why. His body seemed completely disinterested in the lanky antidote who limped into the room with the briskness of a wounded cavalry officer.
Almost betraying himself with a sigh, Diccan climbed to his feet and gave his best bow as Kate followed Miss Fairchild in and shut the door. “Kate. Miss Fairchild. Let me ring for breakfast.”
Miss Fairchild went almost chalk white. “Not for me, thank you. Some tea and toast.”
Diccan tilted his head to assess her. “Stomach a bit unsteady?”
“Muddled head? Dizziness?”
She looked up briefly as she reached the table. “Indeed.”
Diccan held out her chair and waited for her to sit. “I thought so. I have the exact same symptoms. I don’t know if you tipple to excess, Miss Fairchild, but I rarely do, and never on a packet boat. So in the absence of other evidence, I believe we were both drugged.”
He was disappointed when Miss Fairchild failed to react. “You’re not surprised?” he asked.
She looked calmly up at him. “It would explain much.”
He shook his head, a bit disconcerted by her poise. “Kate,” he said, turning to seat his cousin. “Who sent you the message to meet me?”
She sat down. “I thought you did. I assume I was wrong.”
“You were. Where did you receive it?”
“We were at a country weekend at Marcus Drake’s. We got as far as Canterbury last night.”
That brought Diccan’s head around sharply. “Drake? Who knew you were there?”
Kate gave him a grin. “Everyone, I imagine. The notice was in the society pages.”
Even so. Marcus Belden, Earl of Drake, was the one who had asked Diccan to meet with Evenham. Could he somehow be involved in this latest debacle? Diccan didn’t want to think so.
“The note did look to be in your hand, Diccan,” Kate said, bringing his attention back. “Do you know why?”
“I have been involved in some delicate negotiations. The postwar map of Europe and all.” He shrugged, hoping he looked convincing. “Someone might have wanted me to stumble.”
Kate raised her head. “They finally gave you a real job?”
Diccan flashed her a smile. “Purely by attrition, my dear. The usual suspects are too busy.”
She gave him a brisk nod. “Well, then, I believe an apology is due.”
Diccan flinched from the thought. He tried one last time to believe that Grace Fairchild had orchestrated her own runaway marriage. One look at the high color on her ashen cheeks put paid to that. She was, just as he’d suspected, a pawn. So he stood, and he gave Miss Fairchild a credible bow.
“I had no right to cast aspersions on your character,” he said. “I apologize.”
And oddly, he got a smile in return. “Thank you, but I wouldn’t be too hard on yourself. I can’t imagine your having any other reaction to finding a woman you didn’t expect in your bed. I would be happy to help any way I can to find out how. And why.”
Diccan nodded, already focused on the quickest way to settle the business. “Of course,” he said. “Now then, my schedule is tight, so we must get on with making plans. Propitiously we’re in Canterbury, and the good archbishop is one of those ubiquitous cousins. I should be able to obtain a special license by the afternoon. Do you wish to stay here, or repair to London for the ceremony?”
Kate looked toward Miss Fairchild, who sat suddenly silent. “Oh, London,” Kate said. “It will make it look less like a hole-in-the-wall event.”
Diccan nodded absently, beginning to pace. “Good. I have to get there as quickly as possible anyway. I can send someone ahead to reserve rooms at the Pulteney. When Biddle finds us, he can begin to move my things from the Albany.” A sudden dread had him eying his cousin with disfavor. “You don’t expect the pater to preside over the nuptials, do you?”
Kate sighed. “It would look odd if your father were excluded, Diccan. He is a bishop, after all.”
That was the last straw. All he needed to complete this farce was to see his father in one of his bouts of self-righteous indignation. When the maid came, Diccan would ask for hemlock in his coffee.
“Excuse me,” Grace spoke up.
Diccan stopped. The deuce. He’d all but forgotten her sitting there. “Yes?”
“Am I involved in these plans?”
He blinked. Surely she wasn’t that dense. “Of course you are. What did you think?”
“I thought you might have consulted me.”
The expression on her face was serene, but Diccan could see the pulse in her neck quicken. “What? You’d rather be married in Canterbury? Don’t blame you. The pater’s a regular tartar.”
“I’d rather not be married at all.”
It took a second for that to sink in. “You have no choice,” he snapped, thinking of Thornton.
“Of course I do,” she said with a slight smile. “And my choice is that you go on about your business, and I’ll go home to mine.”
Diccan wasn’t certain just why he was so furious. She had just given him a way out. He’d offered marriage, and she had rejected him. The onus now rested on her. But he resented the hell out her blithe dismissal of his sacrifice.
“You just promised to cooperate.”
“I promised to help. By that I meant I could disappear into the country where nobody cared about what happened in Canterbury, and you would be able to avoid a marriage neither of us wants.”
She was exacerbating his headache. “Don’t be absurd,” he said. “Every gossip in London is waiting outside. You can’t leave this room without announcing an engagement.”
Her eyes had gone flat. “An engagement? Oh, is that what we’re talking about?”
“Of course it is.”
Kate gave him a quick kick in the shins. “An actual proposal might come in handy, Diccan.”
Diccan sucked in a breath. He didn’t have time for this. The longer Miss Fairchild balked, the farther behind he got. Evenham’s confession weighed on him; he swore he could still smell the boy’s blood on his hands. “Oh, hell,” he muttered, digging the heel of his hand into his eye, as if that could ease his throbbing head. “Fine. Miss Fairchild. Will you do me the honor of marrying me?”
It might not have been the most romantic proposal ever. It certainly didn’t warrant Miss Fairchild’s reaction.
“If you want to insult me,” she said in deliberate tones as she rose majestically to her feet and approached him, “You might as well do it behind my back. I have too much to do to waste my time.”
She never let him finish. Winding up like a premier boxer, she punched him in the nose and walked out the door.
In her wake, the room echoed with a thick silence. Diccan was surprised his nose didn’t bleed all over his cravat. Miss Fairchild hadn’t spent her life with the army without learning how to hit.
Kate, too, got to her feet. “Well,” she said, sounding suspiciously amused as she settled her primrose dress about her. “Now I understand why you’re thought to be the suavest man in England.”
Diccan knew he had no right, but he felt aggrieved. “I’m marrying her, Kate. What do you want?”
She gave him a sad look. “Courtesy would be a good start.” And she walked out too.
Diccan was still standing slack-jawed when the maid finally came in to answer his call. He slumped back into his seat and dropped his head to his hands. “Coffee,” he growled. “And see if you have any hemlock.”
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Diccan Hilliard is a man defending his country and will do everything in his power to work toward protection of the crown, even marry a woman he is not particularly fond of. Grace Fairchild had spent her life living with her father during his military career traveling across the globe saving lives and surviving her mother's scandals. But Grace always dreamed of being her own person and never thought to wake up in a strange bed with Diccan next to her and members of the ton crashing through the door to catch them. Someone is setting both of them up a reason neither can fathom and now they are married to resolve the potential scandal and don't know what to do with one another. Grace knows the military and the horror of battle and from this has so many loyal soldiers to her they even have a name "Grace's Grenadiers" that are determined to make sure she is happy and Diccan is treating her right. Diccan has his own group called "Drake's Rakes" who are fighting a sinister and treasonous bunch of men that are determined to bring the English dynasty to its knees and the most treacherous one of all just escaped from prison and is looking for revenge. Diccan must sneak away under the cover of darkness and do his best to not let Grace know what he is up to or his true feelings for her. He believes keeping emotionally distant from her will make the pain less horrible should they be parted, but Grace doesn't want a pretend marriage she wants the love for Diccan to be returned. She transforms herself into the belle of the ball and is taught the proper behavior of someone in her social stature. But giving up her charity work and ignoring her friends is bad enough but Diccan's total disregard for the respectability of their marriage has to stop. Grace uses all her wiles to turn his head and get him back in her arms and sharing a bed, will it be enough to win him over? It takes a near death experience, rogues, rakes and rebel rousers to shake Diccan out of his present state of mind and realize that there are more important things in life than just oneself. Diccan and Grace separately are strong fighters but together they will save the country, their marriage and possibly one another from danger. This second book in the series is a wonderful combination of romance, mystery and thrilling suspense. You fall in love with Grace immediately but Diccan takes a little time to understand but once you figure out the truth is hidden inside him the reader knows love can conquer all.
1) This book is very well written. 2) That being said, I have never read a book that has made me so angry in my entire life. I had to force myself to finish after the 'hero' has sex with his mistress, in graphic detail, where his wife (unknown to him) can see him. This is the first, and last book, I will read by this author. It is too bad that this story is so unpalatable to me, as the book in general is well written. I just can't stomach how mean and insensitive the hero is to the heroine. It made me insane with anger. For reals, I think I blew a gasket after reading this book. X(
I love to read Romance novels and was anxious to try one by Eilene Dreyer. The first book in the Drake's Rakes series was very good so I naturally wanted to read book no. 2. I really wish I hadn't. You'll love this book if you like reading about: A wife who has to watch her husband have sex with his mistress while calling his wife a cripple and saying that he had to marry her but didn't have to F her; Then, after he finds out what his wife has seen, instead of being contrite, he berates her for watching them; and Oh, does she get angry with him? Oh no, she wants him to do the same thing to her. A heroine? no a very stupid woman who has known that her husband has been openly having this affaire with his mistress while all of London's ton looks down and feels sorry for her. She knows all of this and yet she stays because she "loves him". To top everything off, after dutifully doing the same thing to his wife that he did with his mistress, he immediately leaves her again to spend a week away from his wife and yes, you got it, with his mistress. What does his wife do when after a few days of doing his patriotic duty with his mistress, he sneaks back into his wife's bedroom and she lets him have sex with her again. She just couldn't resist him. I couldn't even read this part, I was so irritated with both of them and with the author who was feeding us this story. One last thing, he hired another of his mistresses to be his wife's personal maid so that she could help him protect her. You have to feel sorry for the hero though because he only has "sex" with his mistress, he doesn't make "love" to her and by the way, he has to do this to protect his wife and Mother England. He actually says he feels guilty for having to have all of this terrible sex but he is such a good person, he sacrifices himself to the cause. I would bet that many other females would love to see him hang around and have a nice long sleep so that when he wakes up, he no longer has the equipment to use to save his wife or England. His mistress might also end up on the end of a hot poker. I read this yesterday and I am still seething. Terrible, terrible, terrible. There are too many good romance writers out there to waste my money of this one.
The "heroine" is anything but. I love a good romance, but this non-romantic novel left me irritated. For a woman who was supposedly so strong and self-assured, she took a lot of crap from her husband - including adultery in the name of the government... And she forgave him every indiscretion he committed against her. Certainly not a feel-good romance, for me.
The book was good and had a good plot, but it just dragged for me. I felt that the dilema between the couple dragged. I think that she definatly could have done it better. Half the time I just wanted to take the hero out back, and kick the crap out of him. Stupid doesn't begin to define his thought process. All in all the book was pretty good. Though if you are looking for a page turner I wouldn't say this is is the book for you.
I can´t finished this book. The main character´s work demands he betrays his wife and she saw him with his mistress, she heard him called her cripple and she forgives him. It´s not believable,I don´t believe in any kind of love that can accept and forguive easy this kind of humiliation.
In 1815, as a military officer's daughter Miss Grace Fairchild knows her strengths and weaknesses before going into "battle" with each new posting by her father the General. To most men, she is way too tall and plain so she knows she will not marry. However in Canterbury, she awakens one day nude in her bed to find a naked man in her bed while seemingly a unit of the Ton watched gleefully. Someone drugged and dumped Diccan Hilliard in Grace's bed. He knows they will marry, but Grace has yet to learn the rules of engagement amidst the Ton. As they begin to fall in love, Grace realizes her spouse conceals a dark secret from her linked to what she thought was a cruel prank, but now knows is something for deadlier. The second Drake's Rakes (see Barely a Lady) is an enjoyable Regency romantic suspense with twists and spins bringing freshness to the over used caught in bed scandal leading to marriage ploy. The story line is fast-paced with a solid mystery subplot to enhance the romance between the lead married couple. Regency fans will appreciate Grace's snooping into what Diccan hides from her, as she fears what ugliness she will learn that he conceals. Harriet Klausner
"Grace Fairchild is aptly nicknamed Little Colonel. Raised on the battlefield with her soldier father, she is selfless and continuously puts others needs before her own. Content to spend her life as a childless spinster until she wakes up in bed with Diccan Hilliard. It is apparent both Grace and Diccan were drugged, but in order to protect both of their names they decide to marry. Grace is upset to give up the dreams of a simple life on the land she inherited from her aunt. Diccan isn¿t thrilled to be stuck with a wife when he prefers the life of a bachelor. They move to London where Grace with her bum leg and plain appearance faces ridicule and teasing. Diccan is wrapped up in political intrigue, and forced to shun his wife and take a mistress to protect her. Neither planned to have genuine feelings for each other, but find it happening regardless. I have such mixed feelings when it comes to Never a Gentleman. This was a very hard one to rate and review. I absolutely adore Eileen Dreyer¿s style of writing. It is so descriptive and thoroughly captivating. She also creates such well developed characters. With that said, the plot took so many turns that I truly didn¿t anticipate. I loved the political side and the tender moments witnessed between Grace and Diccan, but the situations he found himself in for his mission left a bad taste in my mouth. There was one scene in particular that made me especially uncomfortable. The author gave justifiable reasons for his mistreatment of Grace, but this wasn¿t what I usually look for in a historical romance. I also discovered while reading that I don¿t like to spend most of my time feeling pity for the main characters. Poor Grace was continuously made to feel ugly and worthless. She didn¿t emanate the strength I¿d expected from the ¿Little Colonel¿. I even felt (a little) sorry for Diccan. He seemed sincerely remorseful for his behavior and I think he did an OK job of redeeming himself at least partially, but I really need more sigh worthy moments and warm fuzzies with my romance novels. Even though the romantic elements weren¿t what I had hoped for, there is still top-notch story telling in Never a Gentleman. The ending was also what I¿d consider angsty perfection. I¿ll definitely pick up the next book in the series which features my most favorite character, Kate.
Never A Gentleman is an absolutely scrumptious read that blew me away with how fun, emotional, and different it was. My heart wept, broke, raced, and leapt for joy as the pages turned and the main characters struggled to be honest with each other. Delicious, delicious, oh my goodness, DELICIOUS!I loved Grace and her strength to put others' wants and needs before her own. Even though she finally had the chance to break free from society's obligations and sink into her little slice of country paradise with all her exotic treasures from traveling abroad. No more mockery of her limp, no more snide comments about how plain she looked or dressed, no more Diccan who seems to blow more cold than hot and threatens to shatter everything Grace holds dear - including her spirit.While Diccan does the inexcusable when it comes to flaunting his affair in Grace's face, the reason behind it softens the blow. Too bad no one really knows that he is simply trying to protect Grace by sleeping with the enemy. Yeah... I sorta feel bad for Diccan, but he sorta dug his own grave really. When Diccan comes clean with all his despicable truth, it was a relief for all involved - most especially Diccan himself. It does bring to question as to how far Diccan should have taken his assignment and how honest he should have been with Grace in the very beginning.I know that Never A Gentleman may not be for everyone. It is not your delicate or pretty romance - no, not by a long shot - but there is great heart within this story that will appeal to those who enjoy well-developed characters. Grace and Diccan each had a vulnerability that made me want to hug and slap them at the same time.The intrigue storyline was all right, I suppose. Can't really say too much since I jumped in the middle of it. I will be reading Book 1 (already bought!) and will keep an eye out for Book 3 to come out before I make any final judgment. I don't think this plays a major role in the romance arc except for giving Diccan reason to be so horrible to Grace. If anything, I think the romance itself stands on its own quite nicely - and the intrigue is just bonus thrills.And one last thing - I totally loved their wedding scene! It was so unique and colorful and cultural - and so totally them - that it has be to the cutest wedding ever written! :)
Grace Fairchild is tall and plain and walks with a limp. Diccan Hillyard is elegant and gorgeous. When they are drugged and discovered alone together in an inn bedroom, they are forced to marry. But Diccan is on the trail of traitors and can't afford a hostage to fortune. So, to protect Grace, he breaks her heart.Second in what is shaping up to be a long series.
I reviewed this book for Romance Reader At Heart website:RRAH's THOUGHTS AND PONDERINGS: This is the second book in the Drake¿s Rakes series from Ms. Dreyer. Last year she gave us BARELY A LADY, and it was easily one of the best books I¿ve ever read. A warning to all hard core romance lovers: NEVER A GENTLEMAN is a very, very hard read. At one point in the story, I got so emotional that I had to stop and scream!Grace¿s story, like her life, is heart wrenching. I truly felt this woman¿s pain, heartbreak, and utter humiliation, from not just the Ton, but from Diccan, as well. I actually could see a bit of all of us women in her. We¿re brought up to do exactly what Grace kept doing¿putting everyone and everything before our own wishes, wants and dreams. It¿s in our genes to please and take care of others. Grace hid so well who she is that she almost lost her personality all together. She kept sacrificing her own dreams, first for her father, then for Diccan. It took a very traumatic incident for our Grace to emerge. I was so proud of this woman!Diccan Hilliard is such a complex man that, at first glance, you¿ll think him all cool and suave, and that is exactly what he wants you to think of him. He¿s one of Drake¿s Rakes; a spy extraordinaire, deep undercover for a very long time, so long that his true self is completely gone. Diccan is a man of action; a restless soul. He¿s one of those men that can¿t stay still.As a reader of romance, I found that we tend to compartmentalize our heroes. We accept them if they¿re `good¿ and also if they¿re `bad¿, but we shy away from those that are not quite easily described in black or white. We tend to dislike those that fall from grace and fall in the category of `gray¿. Diccan is one of those heroes that Ms. Dreyer gave all shades to and brought him down from a pedestal to make him human. She gave him heart and soul, flesh and bone. This man lives for his country and his pleasures, exactly in that order. He¿ll do anything to protect the Crown and his King, and if that involves satisfying his lusts, so be it. No excuses does he offer, nor does he want to. When he finds himself compromised and is forced to act a gentleman and propose marriage to a woman he hardly knows, let alone is attracted to, his world starts to slowly unravel. All this man can see is years of devoted service to the Crown and his cover of a perfect rake being compromised. He doesn¿t need nor want to bring a wife into this dangerous situation.Left with no choice, these two extremely complex characters are doing their best to make their situation work. It¿s not easy for either as the plot to overthrow the Crown and assassinate Wellington takes Diccan away from his new wife and even more under cover. The scene at the Half Moon Street was the hardest to read, and I cannot imagine it being easy to write. I applaud Ms. Dreyer for leaving it in and showing us what a real spy must go through, even though it left me bereft and emotionally drained. If you¿re like me and hunger for a romance that will take you on a roller coaster of emotion, please take a ride with NEVER A GENTLEMAN. You¿ll be glad you did.Melanie
I dont think ive ever read a romsnce where the hero has sex with someone else. I have to say, it was at least an interedting idea although im not sure it was pulled off 100%. didnt like this one as the much as th last but the writing style was excellent.
I have never read a book where I empathized with and sympathized for a woman more. Since her husband has just a smidge of honor, fidelity and respect for his wife, it was disturbing and heartbreaking to read. If something like this book happened, it could kill a person's soul. It was so believable and written convincingly that I consider it the best heart-wrenching book ever.
THIS BOOK I HAVE READ THREE TIMES AND IT SILL IS ABLE TO BRING ME TO TEARS AND FEEL THE PAIN AND GLORY OF BEING HUMAN. IT IS A MUST READ ON HOW YOU CAN LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY.
I HATED THIS BOOK WITH A PASSION!!! I couldnt even finish reading the book I was so enraged with the direction Mrs. Dreyer was going with the book. I hated the main male character. He is so pathetic for a man, and the worst human being to treat the most perfect wife he could ever ask for, by treating her the way he does. What's worse is he even knows what he has but still does it. Oh ya he trying to protect her, but I stopped reading when the author actually writes a scene with him having sex with his mistress. Then makes it even worse by having his wife watching. The even more lame by having that wife demand for her husband do the exact same things that he did to his mistress to her. Doesn't she have any self respect! NO of course not. If I ever had a husband, even by force, do that to me I would never allow him to touch me again. It would make me sick. God I have never hated a book more than I did this one. If i even thought it was possible I would demand a refund. I will not be reading anything ever done by this author again and everybody else would be wise to do the same.