The poetic reflections and expressions of emotions from the mind of a teenage boy; dark at times and immature at other times, this collection of work is a window into the emotional tumult of Adolescence, and creativity of expression. The main body of this collection is over a decade old, and contains numerous award winning poetry. For the first time ever, this collection is being published together and in a format to allow the reader to feel the emotions and expressions of this creative teenage mind during a time of confusion and conflict. The gifts of this poet are seen in his ability to express his thoughts, feelings, and emotions through indirect relationships and storytelling. With few introspective poems, this collection contains many future classics in the study of poetry. Part of the charm of this collection is that this untrained poet expresses himself fully while using unpolished tools. These poems have been maintained in their raw form to give the reader a clear view, on the unclear but creative mind.