Rubies in the Rubble: From Pain to Prominence, From Abuse to Absolution

There are many different paths in life that we can choose to follow. There are also circumstances where life imposes the only choice of acceptance. Rubies in the Rubble is the story of one woman's courage and commitment to accept her lot in life and bloom where she was planted. 


For most of her existence, Jill Speering led a life of reacting to the trauma of abuse, shame, helplessness, and betrayal. As a small child, she and her family endured mental and physical violence from her father, a WWII veteran with issues of PTSD, a disorder in which a person has difficulty recovering after experiencing or witnessing a terrifying event. At home, Speering was a fighter and defender of her mother who endured constant verbal and physical attacks from her dad. 


As a young student, Jill was imprinted with the belief that she was stupid and unable to learn. As a result, she felt inadequate and struggled to succeed. Failures continued to mount as her perseverance for achievement escalated. 


As a young adult, Jill yearned for a life of balance in order to teach disenfranchised students and raise her own children productively in love. Although she struggled to gain employment in a saturated field of educators, she took a different path, secured advanced degrees, and became an exemplary educator for deprived students. However, she found herself limited by administrators in ways she never imagined. As a highly trained instructor of children and teachers, she often found herself at the whimsy of supervisors who had the ability to make choices which impacted her teaching, yet failed to serve children's full potential for learning. Throughout, she found herself striving for change in order to experience a more positive life for herself, her family, and her students.

 

Upon retirement, the author began to reflect on her efforts and conflicts, as she attempted to extrapolate meaning and insight from the history of her life to make decisions about her future. Her excavation of the unexplored miracles in her life magically led her on a journey, which transmuted her hatred into understanding and compassion.


Speering's Rubies in the Rubble is more than a memoir; it's a call to action for anyone who has ever felt helpless at the hands and will of a bully. It is a story of triumph over difficult circumstances and refusal to succumb to the aggression of a manipulative egomaniac more than willing to make personal attacks and create chaos where reason should clearly be the reigning motivation


This is a story of how we can look beyond the behavior of others in order to overcome trauma and adversity - to stand in conviction against a world of naysayers and condemnation - a story both vastly entertaining and poignant. It is a heart-racing story that you will be unable to put down. Rubies in the Rubble shows us how to stand firm in our convictions and how to either endure our path in life or to choose our own fork in the road of possibilities.


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Rubies in the Rubble: From Pain to Prominence, From Abuse to Absolution

There are many different paths in life that we can choose to follow. There are also circumstances where life imposes the only choice of acceptance. Rubies in the Rubble is the story of one woman's courage and commitment to accept her lot in life and bloom where she was planted. 


For most of her existence, Jill Speering led a life of reacting to the trauma of abuse, shame, helplessness, and betrayal. As a small child, she and her family endured mental and physical violence from her father, a WWII veteran with issues of PTSD, a disorder in which a person has difficulty recovering after experiencing or witnessing a terrifying event. At home, Speering was a fighter and defender of her mother who endured constant verbal and physical attacks from her dad. 


As a young student, Jill was imprinted with the belief that she was stupid and unable to learn. As a result, she felt inadequate and struggled to succeed. Failures continued to mount as her perseverance for achievement escalated. 


As a young adult, Jill yearned for a life of balance in order to teach disenfranchised students and raise her own children productively in love. Although she struggled to gain employment in a saturated field of educators, she took a different path, secured advanced degrees, and became an exemplary educator for deprived students. However, she found herself limited by administrators in ways she never imagined. As a highly trained instructor of children and teachers, she often found herself at the whimsy of supervisors who had the ability to make choices which impacted her teaching, yet failed to serve children's full potential for learning. Throughout, she found herself striving for change in order to experience a more positive life for herself, her family, and her students.

 

Upon retirement, the author began to reflect on her efforts and conflicts, as she attempted to extrapolate meaning and insight from the history of her life to make decisions about her future. Her excavation of the unexplored miracles in her life magically led her on a journey, which transmuted her hatred into understanding and compassion.


Speering's Rubies in the Rubble is more than a memoir; it's a call to action for anyone who has ever felt helpless at the hands and will of a bully. It is a story of triumph over difficult circumstances and refusal to succumb to the aggression of a manipulative egomaniac more than willing to make personal attacks and create chaos where reason should clearly be the reigning motivation


This is a story of how we can look beyond the behavior of others in order to overcome trauma and adversity - to stand in conviction against a world of naysayers and condemnation - a story both vastly entertaining and poignant. It is a heart-racing story that you will be unable to put down. Rubies in the Rubble shows us how to stand firm in our convictions and how to either endure our path in life or to choose our own fork in the road of possibilities.


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Rubies in the Rubble: From Pain to Prominence, From Abuse to Absolution

Rubies in the Rubble: From Pain to Prominence, From Abuse to Absolution

by Jill Speering
Rubies in the Rubble: From Pain to Prominence, From Abuse to Absolution

Rubies in the Rubble: From Pain to Prominence, From Abuse to Absolution

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Overview

There are many different paths in life that we can choose to follow. There are also circumstances where life imposes the only choice of acceptance. Rubies in the Rubble is the story of one woman's courage and commitment to accept her lot in life and bloom where she was planted. 


For most of her existence, Jill Speering led a life of reacting to the trauma of abuse, shame, helplessness, and betrayal. As a small child, she and her family endured mental and physical violence from her father, a WWII veteran with issues of PTSD, a disorder in which a person has difficulty recovering after experiencing or witnessing a terrifying event. At home, Speering was a fighter and defender of her mother who endured constant verbal and physical attacks from her dad. 


As a young student, Jill was imprinted with the belief that she was stupid and unable to learn. As a result, she felt inadequate and struggled to succeed. Failures continued to mount as her perseverance for achievement escalated. 


As a young adult, Jill yearned for a life of balance in order to teach disenfranchised students and raise her own children productively in love. Although she struggled to gain employment in a saturated field of educators, she took a different path, secured advanced degrees, and became an exemplary educator for deprived students. However, she found herself limited by administrators in ways she never imagined. As a highly trained instructor of children and teachers, she often found herself at the whimsy of supervisors who had the ability to make choices which impacted her teaching, yet failed to serve children's full potential for learning. Throughout, she found herself striving for change in order to experience a more positive life for herself, her family, and her students.

 

Upon retirement, the author began to reflect on her efforts and conflicts, as she attempted to extrapolate meaning and insight from the history of her life to make decisions about her future. Her excavation of the unexplored miracles in her life magically led her on a journey, which transmuted her hatred into understanding and compassion.


Speering's Rubies in the Rubble is more than a memoir; it's a call to action for anyone who has ever felt helpless at the hands and will of a bully. It is a story of triumph over difficult circumstances and refusal to succumb to the aggression of a manipulative egomaniac more than willing to make personal attacks and create chaos where reason should clearly be the reigning motivation


This is a story of how we can look beyond the behavior of others in order to overcome trauma and adversity - to stand in conviction against a world of naysayers and condemnation - a story both vastly entertaining and poignant. It is a heart-racing story that you will be unable to put down. Rubies in the Rubble shows us how to stand firm in our convictions and how to either endure our path in life or to choose our own fork in the road of possibilities.



Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781087992822
Publisher: Jill Speering
Publication date: 10/20/2021
Sold by: Barnes & Noble
Format: eBook
Pages: 282
File size: 6 MB

About the Author

Jill Speering is a 35-year educator of primary students. As a reading specialist, she taught disenfranchised students to read through their writings. She gained her certification as a Reading Recovery Teacher Leader at The Ohio State University and taught graduate classes in reading instruction to teachers and administrators for 15 years. Jill is the recipient of research and outstanding teaching awards including Master Teacher from Tennessee's Career Ladder program and Middle Tennessee's Teacher of the Year. Speering has shared her vast literacy knowledge in school districts across the state. She has presented at local, state, national, and international conferences. Jill is the author of an educational research case study, as well as multiple magazine and newspaper articles. After retirement, Speering continued her advocacy for low-performing students through her work on the Nashville School Board where she was elected to served for eight years, two as the Vice Chairman. She has two daughters and five grandchildren and lives in Nashville with her husband, Dan.

Table of Contents


Author's Note

Introduction


  1. Flawed
  2. Family
  3. The War Changed Him
  4. Death of a Soldier
  5. A Glimpse
  6. Reminiscing Time
  7. Changing Tides
  8. Moment in Time
  9. Post War: Living with Dad
  10. Jesse Neal
  11. Starting Over
  12. Bobby
  13. Please Don't Go
  14. Graveyard of the Past
  15. Eunice: "Shiney bye Dodee"
  16. School Daze
  17. Paradox of Failure
  18. Carter Family
  19. St. Cecilia Academy
  20. Finding My Voice
  21. Gateway
  22. Balancing Act
  23. Loss
  24. Healing
  25. Career Ladder
  26. Creative Process: Writing
  27. Transformation
  28. Expectation
  29. Trust
  30. Motivation and Support
  31. Career Ladder Evaluation
  32. Reading Recovery Teacher Leader Training
  33. Embarrassment and Isolation
  34. Sacred Writing
  35. Reading Recovery in Nashville
  36. Voice for the Voiceless
  37. Surfacing from Obscurity
  38. Comprehensive Literacy Initiative
  39. Lies, Mistrust, Betrayal
  40. When Leadership Fails
  41. Parris Island
  42. From the Battlefield Field
  43. Retaliation
  44. Beyond the Reach of Reason
  45. Censorship
  46. Arbinger Summit
  47. Land of Promise
  48. Journey Without Distance

Epilogue

Appendix

References

Acknowledgments

About the Author


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