The Demons of Schizophrenia
THIS book is about Living with Schizophrenia and the daily hell which that involves. It is largely a Carer’s Story: one which sets out to show the extent of parental and sibling ignorance of mental illness; the initial disbelief and reluctance to face up to its emergence in one’s genetically ‘sane’ family; the awful domestic disruption and disharmony which are brought about; the conflicting and confusing advice meted out to beleaguered parents; and both the historic, and often still today, social stigma which causes many families to be ashamed to acknowledge it and thus to seek to conceal it from public view. For them, social awareness of madness in a family is the ultimate degradation. And the smaller the society, the deeper that perception will be. The book is also, essentially, about the sufferer, the victim, violated cruelly by forces apparently beyond control and not yet fully understood by either science or medicine. It is the carer’s fate to be immersed in and to suffer from the sufferer’s suffering. The sufferer, however, is beyond insight into the turmoil within, or its devastating effects without.The American composer Charles Ives (1874-1954) wrote a piece for orchestra enigmatically entitled The Unanswered Question. The music suggests that he didn’t attempt to. Should I? Indeed not. But I know some other unanswered questions. Like, for example, the relationship with or connection between, dreams and hallucinations. Sanity, if you like, and madness; as viewed from the adjacent edifices of parental detachment and total involvement. A hopeless contradiction.T 18th century English poet John Dryden wrote: "Genius and madness are near allied And thin partitions do their bounds divide." I don’t have any pretentions to genius, you will be glad to know. But when I dream – as I did the other night – questions arise: why did the dreaming occur, what does it mean and what should I, the dreamer, conclude from it?
In the dream, I was in Bangkok at the headquarters of Thai Broadcasting, seeking out Chris Venning, a former Fiji Broadcasting Commission chief announcer and BBC radio play producer. Yes, they said, he is here, but is currently unavailable. Can you come back tomorrow?
‘No. Never mind. I’m flying out tonight.’
But I didn’t. My flight was delayed once, then again and finally cancelled. I spent an uncomfortable night in the departures lounge, while other passengers arrived and departed. By first light, my head ached; and my wallet, passport and tickets had gone. There was white powder in my shirt pocket. Two policemen approached, menace in every step. I jerked myself awake, tortured but relieved, the nightmare over...
The trouble is that I have never been to Bangkok, apart from transitting its airport. I have not spoken to Chris Venning for 20 years; have no reason to seek to do so; and think it highly unlikely that, having retired from the BBC, he would now be working for Thai Radio.
Why then, those dreams? Were they demons in disguise seeking to imprison me? I don’t know. But you could surmise that they wished to get their revenge: on someone bent on exposing them in this book for what they are – destroyers of mental stability and sanity.
Can such venomous, malevolent, psychotic influences really exist? I am afraid so. If you think otherwise, I hope that you will read on to find out, as we did, that they do.
Easy to Remember
So Hard to Forget – Popular Ballad.
Kenneth Bain
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In the dream, I was in Bangkok at the headquarters of Thai Broadcasting, seeking out Chris Venning, a former Fiji Broadcasting Commission chief announcer and BBC radio play producer. Yes, they said, he is here, but is currently unavailable. Can you come back tomorrow?
‘No. Never mind. I’m flying out tonight.’
But I didn’t. My flight was delayed once, then again and finally cancelled. I spent an uncomfortable night in the departures lounge, while other passengers arrived and departed. By first light, my head ached; and my wallet, passport and tickets had gone. There was white powder in my shirt pocket. Two policemen approached, menace in every step. I jerked myself awake, tortured but relieved, the nightmare over...
The trouble is that I have never been to Bangkok, apart from transitting its airport. I have not spoken to Chris Venning for 20 years; have no reason to seek to do so; and think it highly unlikely that, having retired from the BBC, he would now be working for Thai Radio.
Why then, those dreams? Were they demons in disguise seeking to imprison me? I don’t know. But you could surmise that they wished to get their revenge: on someone bent on exposing them in this book for what they are – destroyers of mental stability and sanity.
Can such venomous, malevolent, psychotic influences really exist? I am afraid so. If you think otherwise, I hope that you will read on to find out, as we did, that they do.
Easy to Remember
So Hard to Forget – Popular Ballad.
Kenneth Bain
The Demons of Schizophrenia
THIS book is about Living with Schizophrenia and the daily hell which that involves. It is largely a Carer’s Story: one which sets out to show the extent of parental and sibling ignorance of mental illness; the initial disbelief and reluctance to face up to its emergence in one’s genetically ‘sane’ family; the awful domestic disruption and disharmony which are brought about; the conflicting and confusing advice meted out to beleaguered parents; and both the historic, and often still today, social stigma which causes many families to be ashamed to acknowledge it and thus to seek to conceal it from public view. For them, social awareness of madness in a family is the ultimate degradation. And the smaller the society, the deeper that perception will be. The book is also, essentially, about the sufferer, the victim, violated cruelly by forces apparently beyond control and not yet fully understood by either science or medicine. It is the carer’s fate to be immersed in and to suffer from the sufferer’s suffering. The sufferer, however, is beyond insight into the turmoil within, or its devastating effects without.The American composer Charles Ives (1874-1954) wrote a piece for orchestra enigmatically entitled The Unanswered Question. The music suggests that he didn’t attempt to. Should I? Indeed not. But I know some other unanswered questions. Like, for example, the relationship with or connection between, dreams and hallucinations. Sanity, if you like, and madness; as viewed from the adjacent edifices of parental detachment and total involvement. A hopeless contradiction.T 18th century English poet John Dryden wrote: "Genius and madness are near allied And thin partitions do their bounds divide." I don’t have any pretentions to genius, you will be glad to know. But when I dream – as I did the other night – questions arise: why did the dreaming occur, what does it mean and what should I, the dreamer, conclude from it?
In the dream, I was in Bangkok at the headquarters of Thai Broadcasting, seeking out Chris Venning, a former Fiji Broadcasting Commission chief announcer and BBC radio play producer. Yes, they said, he is here, but is currently unavailable. Can you come back tomorrow?
‘No. Never mind. I’m flying out tonight.’
But I didn’t. My flight was delayed once, then again and finally cancelled. I spent an uncomfortable night in the departures lounge, while other passengers arrived and departed. By first light, my head ached; and my wallet, passport and tickets had gone. There was white powder in my shirt pocket. Two policemen approached, menace in every step. I jerked myself awake, tortured but relieved, the nightmare over...
The trouble is that I have never been to Bangkok, apart from transitting its airport. I have not spoken to Chris Venning for 20 years; have no reason to seek to do so; and think it highly unlikely that, having retired from the BBC, he would now be working for Thai Radio.
Why then, those dreams? Were they demons in disguise seeking to imprison me? I don’t know. But you could surmise that they wished to get their revenge: on someone bent on exposing them in this book for what they are – destroyers of mental stability and sanity.
Can such venomous, malevolent, psychotic influences really exist? I am afraid so. If you think otherwise, I hope that you will read on to find out, as we did, that they do.
Easy to Remember
So Hard to Forget – Popular Ballad.
Kenneth Bain
In the dream, I was in Bangkok at the headquarters of Thai Broadcasting, seeking out Chris Venning, a former Fiji Broadcasting Commission chief announcer and BBC radio play producer. Yes, they said, he is here, but is currently unavailable. Can you come back tomorrow?
‘No. Never mind. I’m flying out tonight.’
But I didn’t. My flight was delayed once, then again and finally cancelled. I spent an uncomfortable night in the departures lounge, while other passengers arrived and departed. By first light, my head ached; and my wallet, passport and tickets had gone. There was white powder in my shirt pocket. Two policemen approached, menace in every step. I jerked myself awake, tortured but relieved, the nightmare over...
The trouble is that I have never been to Bangkok, apart from transitting its airport. I have not spoken to Chris Venning for 20 years; have no reason to seek to do so; and think it highly unlikely that, having retired from the BBC, he would now be working for Thai Radio.
Why then, those dreams? Were they demons in disguise seeking to imprison me? I don’t know. But you could surmise that they wished to get their revenge: on someone bent on exposing them in this book for what they are – destroyers of mental stability and sanity.
Can such venomous, malevolent, psychotic influences really exist? I am afraid so. If you think otherwise, I hope that you will read on to find out, as we did, that they do.
Easy to Remember
So Hard to Forget – Popular Ballad.
Kenneth Bain
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BN ID: | 2940011863356 |
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Publisher: | PanOrama Publishing |
Publication date: | 10/18/2010 |
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