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| ISBN-13: | 9781913062255 |
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| Publisher: | RedDoor Publishing |
| Publication date: | 09/01/2019 |
| Series: | Shadow of the Raven |
| Sold by: | INDEPENDENT PUB GROUP - EPUB - EBKS |
| Format: | eBook |
| Pages: | 320 |
| File size: | 710 KB |
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CHAPTER 1
What's wrong with the name you already have?' asked Aelred as we rode towards my former Abbey.
Once there, I intended to renounce the vows I'd sworn as a novice monk, something I felt I'd been remiss in not doing before. I was determined to set matters right before embarking on the mission for Alfred – and was hoping to persuade Aelred to be the one who would come with me to Leatherhead. Although not of noble birth, he'd more than proved his worth in helping me to escape from the slavers as well as with all that which had since befallen me. So much so that I'd come to regard him as a true and trusted friend.
'The name "Matthew" was bestowed upon me when I first joined the Abbey,' I explained. 'I was named for one of the Apostles in the hope that I might emulate such a Holy personage. Once I leave the order that may no longer be appropriate especially given the role I'm charged to perform. By rights, I should now revert to my given name.'
'What, and be known as Edward?'
'Exactly. As I told you, that was the name with which I was christened. It was derived from that of my father, Lord Edwulf.'
'Yet I've never heard anyone call you that,' he said. 'You're known to all as Matthew. Either that or by your reputation as the so-called warrior with the pierced heart.'
'I wish that were not so,' I mused. 'A reputation such as that isn't always welcome.'
'Why, when it means that your enemies fear you?' asked Aelred. 'Surely that's an advantage given the troubled times in which we live?'
'Perhaps. But anyway, appropriate or not, I'm minded to remain as Matthew for, as you say, it's the name that everyone knows me by. At least, all those who matter.'
'Well, whatever name you choose to go by, you never did tell me how you got away from that bastard Torstein.'
'Have I not?' I was surprised as I seemed to have been telling that particular story so often in the few days since arriving back at Winchester. Yet it was true that Aelred and I had not had much chance to speak since meeting up again. 'Well, like you I made it to the shore when the boat capsized,' I explained. 'But I ended up on the Vikings' side of the river. I was so weary that all I could do was rest and, whilst I did so, was taken captive then marched back to the Viking encampment to stand before Jarl Hakon himself. There I was accused of having upset the boat on purpose ...'
'Which sounds fair enough given that's exactly what you did!'
'Yes, but I convinced them that it was Torstein's fault as the man he let manage the steering oar was drunk.'
'And the fools believed you?'
'It made no difference whether they did or not. They were afraid I'd tell Alfred about the longships we'd seen being built beside the river and resolved to silence me. However, that little runt, Arne, told them that I'm known to the King so rather than risk his displeasure by simply killing me, they decided to let Torstein do it for them. Their plan was that if I died fighting him over some personal grievance, no questions would be asked afterwards.'
'Phew! Rather you than me, that's all I can say. That Torstein was a bloodthirsty bastard if ever I saw one. He'd slaughter anyone – man, woman or child – and he'd do so without cause or compassion! How the hell did you get away from there?'
'I didn't. Or at least I did but I had to fight him first.' 'What? You actually managed to better him?'
'Yes, thanks to you I did.'
'Thanks to me? What the hell did I do? I wasn't even there!'
'I remembered that story you told after we'd escaped from the slavers – the one about the small man in the land of giants. Like Hereric, I refused their offer of a mail vest so I could move more freely and instead fought stripped to the waist so that Torstein could see the scar on my chest. Because he was so in awe of that, he chose to fight whilst dressed in full mail, the weight of which made him tire more quickly. When he did, I slew him, just as Hereric did in your tale.'
Aelred looked surprised. 'And Hakon then actually freed you?'
'Yes, but he sent a man to guide me back to Winchester who I was certain had orders to kill me along the way.'
'So you slew him as well? No wonder you feel the need to make confession given how many men you've now killed!'
'Actually, I didn't kill him, I let him live. And I'm not going to the Abbey to make confession; you are. I'm going there to renounce my vows.'
Aelred gave a snort of derision. 'What's the point of me confessing anything? I'm bound to commit a few more sins sooner or later so why waste time on it now?'
'Because you need to absolve yourself of all the things you've done, then mend your ways,' I explained.
'I will,' he said. 'But I plan to do it just before I die. That way I'm not wasting God's time any more than I have to.'
'Well, there's good cause for you to do it now,' I offered. 'If you make confession Lord Alfred has agreed to pardon all your past transgressions.'
'What, all of them?' pressed Aelred, sounding almost incredulous. 'Why would a great man like Lord Alfred be prepared to do that without even knowing what I've done?'
'Ah, well there's a little bit more to it than that,' I admitted. 'You then have to come with me to Leatherhead and there help me to train the fyrd.'
He shrugged. 'That doesn't sound so bad. Why does the fyrd need more training?'
I could see that he was going to press me hard on the real nature of our mission so decided it was time to tell him all. 'It needs more training because parts of the Shire suffer many raids and yet the fyrd has not once managed to intercept them. In fact it's proved so inadequate that we suspect there may be those who profit from the raids in some way.'
'A traitor you mean? So who do you suspect?'
'Well, the son of the Ealdorman for one.'
Aelred reined his horse to a stop and stared at me. 'The son of the Ealdorman! God's truth, Matthew, you certainly know how to choose your enemies! First you slay Jarl Torstein, a man known to Hakon himself, then you want to accuse the son of an Ealdorman of treachery!'
'Yes, but I'm afraid that's not all we have to do,'I continued. 'Whilst there we have to fortify the settlement as well.'
Aelred was quiet for a moment. 'Why does the settlement need to be fortified?' he asked, clearly sensing there was even more to it than I was saying.
I decided to choose my words with care. 'You remember all those Viking ships we saw at London?'
He nodded.
'Well, Alfred fears that Jarl Hakon is planning to launch an attack on Wessex and will march his army south to meet those ships once they've sailed around the coast so they can then be used to supply his army and ...'
Aelred was already ahead of me. 'And he'll need to march right through the settlement at Leatherhead to do it! So how many warriors were in that camp?'
'Whilst I was there I estimated about two hundred, but all those ships he was building probably mean he's expecting more.'
'And you expect the fyrd at Leatherhead to fight them off ?'
'No, not fight them off, just delay them.'
He looked very doubtful as he considered what I'd said. 'Delay them? For how long?'
'Just till reinforcements arrive,' I assured him. 'Possibly for just a few days or a week at worst.'
'A week! Why so long?'
'Alfred has set spies to watch Hakon's camp but it will take them at least a full day to ride to Leatherhead to warn us if the Vikings start to move. It will then take us two days to get word to Winchester, another day or so for Alfred to muster his men and then two days more for them to come to our aid.'
'Do you really mean to hold off two hundred Viking warriors for almost a week with just a handful of poorly trained men and a makeshift fence?'
'Hakon won't attack until his ships are ready. Even then it's unlikely he'll risk them putting to sea until he can be certain that the winter storms have abated or there's a gap in the weather. We can use that time to properly train the men. Besides, reinforcements from the neighbouring settlements should reach us more quickly.'
'Oh, that's all right then. For a moment I thought you and I were going to fight them all ourselves!' he teased.
'So will you come with me or not?' I asked.
He shrugged as though it made no difference one way or the other. 'Why not?' he said, pressing his horse forward to continue as we'd come. 'You've nearly got me killed so many times now that one more won't make much difference.'
* * *
Alfred had assured me that there was no need for me to go in person to see my abbot in order to renounce my vows as he could have others deal with it on my behalf. Even so, I'd made it clear that it was something I felt I needed to do for myself.
As we approached the gates to the Abbey, I recalled how the abbot, Father Constantine, used to say that there's no rest for the wicked in this world nor precious little for the righteous. For me that surely seemed to be the way of it for, having spent so long wrestling with my conscience whilst desperately trying to survive all that which befell me, I longed for the chance to rest and restore myself and thereby determine whether all the changes forced upon me were indeed for the good. Yet, barely having had time to catch my breath, I was charged by Alfred to set forth once more on what promised to be a hazardous and extremely dangerous mission. Thus when Aelred and I passed through the Abbey gates I was looking forward to a chance for some quiet contemplation in a place where, as a young and innocent novice, time for such reflection had been a part of my daily routine.
The Abbey was just as I remembered it, looking more like a fortified farmstead than a religious enclave. It comprised various buildings, all formed from timber and thatch, surrounded by a stout fence and with a pair of sturdy gates to the front. It had been founded by a group of committed monks who sought to form a community wherein they could worship according to their own particular creed. As their number grew, they'd added more buildings to provide dormitories, a chapel and various stores, workshops and shelters. They also had the benefit of extensive pastures, a large and well-stocked pond and, like most Abbeys, access to a nearby river. Despite the fortifications, it was a miracle it hadn't suffered unduly from Viking raids, perhaps having been spared only because it was so close to the major settlement at Winchester.
As Aelred and I approached a man came forward to greet us. I recognised him at once as being a lay brother who had been in service there for many years.
'Seth?' I said when I saw him. 'So you're still here?'
'Aye my Lord. But then I've no place else to go but the grave. Besides, they couldn't manage without me if I had.'
As a lay brother, Seth was indentured to serve at the Abbey in whatever capacity was needed but was not sworn to a life in orders. In return he was granted board and lodging and, more importantly from his point of view, the promise of salvation in the life to come. Whilst we were never told what he'd done to be so much in need of redemption, he was much liked by all, having a cheery manner which seemed to find humour in even menial tasks. Even so, I found it strange that he should defer to me as befitted my station beyond the Abbey precincts rather than as one of the brethren, though assumed that word had reached even him regarding the purpose of my visit.
'So has much changed since I was last here?' I asked as we dismounted so that he could take our horses to be fed and watered.
'Nothing changes here, my Lord,' he said. 'All is much as it was before, though some members of the order come and others go.' He then mentioned two brothers who had died and named another who had recently joined the order. 'I think Father Constantine is expecting you, my Lord,' he added as if to hurry me.
It was true that the good Father was indeed expecting us so we were ushered into a lobby where we removed our weapons and were told to wait until summoned.
After some time, I alone was shown through to the main Hall which, given its supposed humility of purpose, was much grander than it needed to be, having walls bedecked with numerous icons of the Holy saints and fine tapestries depicting scenes from the Bible. A large and elaborate chair had been placed at one end which had a cushioned footstool and a canopy of fine yellow silk. I recalled that it was there that Father Constantine liked to sit in order to receive people, particularly those he wanted to impress. I clearly didn't warrant such treatment as he entered the Hall from an arched doorway to the side and came directly to greet me.
I knelt at the abbot's feet and kissed his ring in order for him to bless me. 'Father abbot, I have come to ...'
'I know full well why you've come,' he said, graciously allowing me to stand. 'Lord Alfred in his wisdom has sent word of what he intends and has asked that you be allowed to renounce your vows free from penance. Given that he's truly such a great benefactor of the Holy Church, I'm minded to accede to his request but first we must pray together for guidance on such an important matter.' So saying, he led me towards an alcove which housed a simple wooden cross and the Abbey's most precious relic, a small jewelled reliquary which contained a rag said to have been dipped in the blood of St Paul.
I knew from experience what praying together would involve. The goodly abbot thought nothing of praying for a full hour at a time and sometimes more. As a novice, I'd learned how to deal with this by lying prostrate on the floor, something which Father Constantine took as a sign of humility and devotion. In reality it was simply a way for we novice monks to avoid the pain of having to kneel for so long on the cold, hard tiles.
When at last he'd finished, he bade me rise and went across to sit on his magnificent chair whilst I stood before him with my head bowed in reverence.
'So Brother Matthew, what are we to do in this matter?'
'Father abbot I must confess that I've strayed since I left this hallowed place but have always strived to keep my faith in God.' I omitted to mention all the doubts I'd been having about my faith and the many sins I'd committed.
'I've followed your exploits with interest,' said Father Constantine. 'Word has reached us even here of some of the things which have befallen you. I cannot say that I approve of all I've heard but am glad that you've retained your faith despite your many trials and temptations.'
I wondered what he'd actually heard and hoped that he wouldn't press me to make confession, fearing that if he did I'd be there for a week! 'Father, my heart has readily confessed my many sins but I now feel God has shown me the path he wants me to follow.' I then told him about the monks we'd come across during the retreat from Chippenham and of the church they intended to restore based on the Holy Splinter, a relic which they believed had been part of the cross on which Christ had been crucified. 'They showed me that it's better to play a small part of something that's good rather than a large part of something that's not. Thus I recognise that it's my Christian duty to serve Lord Alfred, though I know it may well cost me my life on this earth if I do.'
'Matthew, that's all to the good but I fear that some of the sins you refer to include the shedding of much blood and also consorting with pagans. Do you truly repent those sins?'
'Father, all is not as you fear. I didn't willingly consort with Ingar but trusted her to heal a dreadful wound which I suffered whilst in the service of Lord Alfred. It's true that she took advantage of me but it was not of my accord. As for the men I've slain, it was never without good cause. Many Holy men have done as much for the glory of God and for the protection of the Holy Church.'
He nodded wisely as though accepting all I'd said. I noted that he seemed not to know about Emelda and our unborn child and I deemed it better not to enlighten him lest that gave him further cause for concern.
'This is not the time for confession, rather it's an opportunity to review and set right your standing within this Holy community. To that end, if this severance is what Lord Alfred and you both truly desire, it's a relatively simple process given that you didn't progress beyond the station of being a novice. I have here letters of renunciation of your vows which shall suffice and which I shall send to Lord Alfred and to the Bishop. However, I'm bound to raise the matter of the contribution made by your father when first he sought for you to join our order.'
(Continues…)
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