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Prologue
She was exhausted. Wounded, bleeding, swimming for her life. Lungs on fire. Thin arms and legs aching from cold and the effort of pumping against heavy surf. A silent cry arose inside her, fueled by equal measures of pain, fear and indignation: I can't do this!
As a young woman, Renata thought, she might have had a chance. She'd been fit then, and strong, albeit more than a little spoiled—the indulged only child of one of the world's wealthiest men. But she was sixty-one years old now, for heaven's sake. She hadn't the stamina she once had.
Her brain snapped an obvious response: Swim or die, you fool!
She glanced nervously over her shoulder as, behind her in the dark, deep voices sounded, exchanging terse, furious commands. Had they spotted her, a tiny form bobbing on the star-sparkled water? Were they following? They seemed so close.
No, she tried to reassure herself. Not that close. It was just an acoustic trick of the clear night air. They were far away, too far even to be seen very clearly, though the sweep of the searchlight told her they hadn't yet abandoned the hunt for her.
Only her?
A flash of shame passed through her as she thought of the young girl she'd abandoned on deck. What kind of woman leaves a child in mortal danger while she flees to save her own skin? Was it true what her husband had once said about her? Renata wondered. That there was something unnatural about a woman without empathy?
Her stroke slowed. Keeping low andstill, she peered back at the boat, trying to distinguish between the silhouettes on the deck, but her vision wasn't what it had once been, either. If the girl was still on board, Renata couldn't make her out.
Perhaps, she rationalized, Lindsay, too, had managed to escape, leaping overboard in the confusion that had followed her own break for freedom. The girl appeared delicate, but they said she was a competitive swimmer. So, if she had gotten away, she had as much a chance as Renata herself of making it to safety. Maybe even better. After all, Renata thought resentfully, the girl had youth on her side.
Renata felt another quiver of guilt run down her spine. And if Lindsay hadn't escaped those thugs on the boat? There was little doubt what was in store for that lovely young thing.
Well, all the more reason to keep swimming. Renata turned back toward shore and paddled on with new resolve.
Her captors had miscalculated. All up and down the coast, from Dana Point to Long Beach, Chinese rockets, pinwheels and brilliant cascades were exploding in the blue-black sky, clamorous displays of Fourth of July patriotism. Dozens of other small craft bobbed on the water, observing the spectacle.
Those brutes may have counted on the noise and confusion to cover their escape, but they hadn't counted on one of their victims jumping overboard, had they? Renata thought smugly. And the pyrotechnics, far from making her more visible, seemed to have camouflaged her amidst watery shadow and sparkle as she made a clean escape.
Almost. But not quite.
At first, she hadn't even realized they'd fired on her, what with the noise of the fireworks. They had to have been shooting blindly, but one lucky shot had found its target. Renata winced at the caustic, burning sensation in her shoulder, but forced herself to ignore it. If she could just reach one of the small pleasure crafts lying in toward shore, she'd be home free. Then, she'd send back the authorities.
She slogged on, determined to get as far away as possible from the boat's searchlights before the fireworks finale, when her predators' eyes would readjust to the dark and have a better chance of picking her out. It would be a ridiculous way to die, flapping in the water like some wing-shot pelican. She wouldn't have it. It was as simple as that.
But her strokes were becoming more ineffectual. It wasn't just fatigue and the loss of blood. Her sodden dress was weighing her down. It would have to go, Renata decided. Her pumping legs kept her afloat while she wrestled out of it. wincing with pain. All she had on now were her sagging underthings, but her bra straps cut into her wounded shoulder. Her panties, too, drooped with the weight of the water they'd absorbed. In for a penny, in for a pound, she thought ruefully, slipping out of them, as well.
Then, she swam on, holding down rising anxiety by sheer force of her legendary indomitable will. It worked for a while, but between her injured shoulder and flagging strength, she made slow progress. Inevitably, panic began to creep up, and in spite of herself, Renata began to cry. She was so weary! She'd been paddling for what felt like hours toward the nearest boat, yet it never seemed to get any closer.
They must be moving off, leaving me all alone out here! Oh, God, I can't do this!
Her father's impatient voice rose from the deep recesses of her memory: Stop whining and get on with it, girl! We make our own fate. Don't get mad, get even.
He was right. Terrible to be so weak, Renata thought, angry with herself now. She'd become too sedentary, that was the problem. Her self-indulgences had once included scuba diving in the Mediterranean, all-night dancing and many, many men, but now they ran to more sedate pleasures—the latest gallery opening, a very good cognac, dinners at the White House. Certainly nothing that would prepare her to leap off a boat and swim, bruised and bloodied, toward a shoreline that was—what? Miles off, it must be.
She breasted a rising swell, breathing hard through gritted teeth, but her waning strokes no longer carried her forward against the rolling sea. Renata paused to catch her ragged breath and give her aching arms a rest.
Just for a moment. I'm so tired.
She lay back, arms spread, a tiny, naked crucifix on the water's surface. Something warm seeped over her right breast, a tepid rivulet trickling over her shoulder and down into her armpit. Her fingers probed the wound's sticky edges. It should hurt, she thought, but it didn't anymore. The narcotic effect of sheer adrenaline, she supposed. She closed her eyes, trying not to imagine how much blood she'd lost. How much was still ebbing away into the great, insatiable ocean.
From somewhere deep inside her head came another voice, low and drawling, offering stoic reassurance: Just a flesh wound, ma'am.
John Wayne, she thought, smiling. He used to have a big house just across the Newport inlet from their own summer place. Her father had been a stocky, barrel-chested little man, even in his elevator shoes, but his swaggering stride had always lengthened a little when he walked next to that famous, side-loping amble. In the last few years of their lives, the two men would often disappear together for a day of drinking and deep-sea fishing. The Duke and Daddy—what a couple of old bears.
Renata rocked on the waves, eyelids drooping, a profound lassitude spreading through her body. A sleepy yawn built inside her, but she stifled it, forcing her eyes open.
Stay awake!
Overhead, the sky arced like a great, speckled dome. It was beautiful this far out, away from the city lights. Lazily, she traced a constellation with her finger, her thoughts reaching into the past for names she'd learned from Nikolos, the white-haired Greek who'd crewed for so many years on her father's yacht.
Look, Renata, there is Sagittarius, the archer. And, there, up high, next to Vega. Do you see him? It is Hercules, with his foot on the head of Draco, the dragon.
Good old Niko. So full of stories. Bunk, her father said. Had he perhaps been just a little jealous, Renata wondered, of her love for that kind old sailor with a thousand tales?
Listen! Do you hear it?
What, Niko?
The celestial symphony—music of the cosmos.
I don't hear anything.
You must listen harder, little one. It is the music made by the turning of the stars. The music that the angels dance to.
Renata smiled, closing her eyes so she could concentrate. The warmth at her shoulder was Niko's big, gentle hand, and she was a child again, lying on the smooth, rolling deck of her father's yacht. So peaceful. So—
A rude bump interrupted her reverie. A surfboard? Out here? Then, another bump. And this time, a sharp, stabbing sensation in her ribs. Renata opened her eyes and looked around, irritated.
Get away! You've got the whole ocean, for heaven's sake!
Another bump knocked her sideways. She righted herself in the water, but not before a thousand tiny razors sliced her left foot—a quick sensation, gone almost before her brain had time to register it.
Oh, for pity's sake! Move on! Now, before I call the police!
That did the trick. The ruffians scattered, and Renata was left in peace, rocking on the waves. Good riddance.
She was so very tired. She needed to rest. And then, when she had her strength back, there was something else she'd been meaning to do. What was it?
She lay back on the water, eyes fluttering as she searched the stars for the answer. They were so beautiful. Her trembling hand reached up. Almost close enough to touch. And then—
Oh, Niko! I think I hear it. I do! I hear the symphony!
