This Time for Keeps

by Jenna Mills

Overview

A great husband and kids…that's how Meg Montgomery has always seen her future. Her present…well, it looks a little different. Then suddenly she's guardian to her baby niece. And while the circumstances aren't ideal, Meg's determined to give Charlotte the home she deserves. That may be hard to achieve when Charlotte's uncle Russell comes back to town.

Because Russell is also Meg's almost ex-husband.

The distance between them has done nothing to diminish their powerful attraction. If anything, seeing him with Charlotte makes Meg realize what a great father he could be. And being together this way makes those dreams of her future almost a reality.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9781426866357
Publisher:	Harlequin
Publication date:	09/01/2010
Series:	Suddenly a Parent , #18
Sold by:	HARLEQUIN
Format:	eBook
Pages:	256
File size:	639 KB

About the Author

Jenna grew up in south Louisiana, amidst romantic plantation ruins, haunting swamps, and timeless legends. It's not surprising, then, that she wrote her first romance at the ripe old age of six! Three years later, this librarian's daughter turned to romantic suspense with Jacquie and the Swamp, a harrowing tale of a young woman on the run in the swamp and the dashing hero who helps her find her way home.

Since then her stories have grown in complexity, but her affinity for adventurous women and dangerous men has remained constant. She loves writing about strong characters torn between duty and desire, conscious choice and destiny.

Prior to being published, Jenna was a Golden Heart finalist and a double winner in the Silver Lining and TARA's First Impressions. She also won the prestigious Winning Beginnings, the Marlene, the Laurie, the Heart of the Rockies, Ignite the Flame, and Southern Heat, which brought her in contact with the editor at Silhouette who purchased her work.

When not writing stories brimming with deep emotion, steamy passion, and page-turning suspense, Jenna spends her time with her husband, two cats, two dogs, and a menagerie of plants in their Dallas, Texas home.

Jenna loves to hear from readers! She can be reached via email at [e-mail], or snail mail at PO Box 768, Coppell, TX, 75019.

Read an Excerpt

Whispers of morning sun leaked through the blinds, casting the small room in an ethereal glow. A cloth doll sat in the rocking chair. A soft pink towel lay on the changing table. And in the far corner, the crib stood in shadow. That was by design. Meg wasn't sure what she'd been thinking, putting a baby in the room that was first to greet the morning. Actually she was pretty sure she hadn't been thinking at all.

Pure emotion, much like pure adrenaline, had a way of sending logic straight out the window.

She slipped closer, careful not to step on the blocks or squeaky teething toys scattered across the rug. Just the slightest sound, and her morning routine would shatter before she even made it to the shower.

Little Charlotte slept. She lay sprawled on her back, her arms thrown over her head, her soft yellow blankie long since discarded. No matter how many times Meg crept in to cover the baby, Charlotte persevered. In those first few fragile weeks, Meg had even slept on the floor.

The swell of pure, unchained emotion still caught her by surprise. This was her favorite time of day, when it was still and quiet, before the craziness began. Little Char looked so peaceful. Her chubby cheeks were relaxed, her sweet little mouth slightly parted. And the baby-fine hair, as red now as the day she was born. She looked so like—

Meg blocked the thought, didn't want the memory. She had a day to start and not a second to spare. Resisting the temptation to retrieve the blanket yet again, she slipped back into the hallway, all too aware of the light steadily encroaching upon the moss-green wall.

One of these days, she'd find time to paint.

In the bathroom, the blast of warm water from the shower felt good. She lingered, indulged in a new lavender body wash her cousin had insisted she try. By the time she turned the water off, she was a good ten minutes behind schedule—and Charlotte was crying.

Grabbing a towel, Meg dried off as she ran from the bathroom down the hardwood of the hallway. Charlotte's screams grew louder, coming in virtual stereo between the now brightly lit nursery and the baby monitor. By the time Meg raced into the room, Charlotte had her chubby little hands wrapped around the crib rail and was working hard to hike her leg over the edge.

"Oh, sweetie," Meg muttered, securing the towel around her as she hurried across the room. The vivid green of Charlotte's eyes swam with frustration—tears made her face splotchy.

"Mama-mama-mama." She sniffed between wails, lifting her little arms toward Meg.

"I'm here," she cooed, and somewhere deep inside, an echo stirred. "I'm here, baby." With you. Swooping her from the crib, Meg drew Charlotte close. "I've got you now."

And I'm never going away.

Charlotte burrowed closer, sweet fists closing tight around the flesh of Meg's arms. "Mama-mama…" With the babbling, she nuzzled toward Meg's chest. "Baba-baba…"

Meg's throat tightened. "Bottle," she murmured, grabbing at the towel that kept sliding toward her waist. "You've been such a good girl," she said, heading for the kitchen. "Staying in your bed all night."

About half the time, she ended up cuddled next to Meg.

"You must be hungry," she continued in a soft, singsong voice. "Let's get you some formula."

Charlotte pulled back and gazed at Meg with a longing that threatened to break her heart all over again.

It wasn't so long ago that Meg had been quite sure there was nothing left to break.

"I know, sweet girl," she whispered. "I know. I miss her, too." Closing her eyes, she let the memories form, the tears and laughter, the smiles…the promises.

There'd been a lot of those.

"Let's get you that bottle," she said, easing Charlotte to the floor. Sweeping had become part of her nightly routine. "Here are your pots," she added, scooting the nesting toy closer. "We'll cook together."

The eleven-month-old plopped down in front of the dishwasher, her tight little pajamas reminding Meg of a pink floral baby sausage. In fire-resistant fabric— the considerations of parenthood were a whole new world.

But it was a world she'd desperately wanted.

As the baby banged the plastic pots together, Meg turned on the water and got the coffee going, measured out formula and poured Cheerios for both of them.

She was opening the fridge when her cell phone rang. Twisting back toward the table, she grabbed the phone and flipped it open. "I'm up, I'm up," she said by way of greeting.

Julia's calls had become an everyday ritual.

"Good," her cousin, the self-appointed alarm clock, said. "That's a start."

Cradling the phone between her ear and shoulder, Meg reached for the milk—and lost her towel. "Oh, crap."

Julia laughed. "You were saying?"

"I—" Forgot. Somehow in her rush to soothe and feed Charlotte, she'd completely forgotten that she'd yet to get dressed. "My hair is wet."

"Usually happens when you take a shower," Julia said. "The key is to dry it before you come to work."

Lately, that didn't always happen.

"Or wash it at night," her cousin went on as Meg rifled through a basket of laundry for clean underwear. "That's what I started doing after Austin." Mother of an almost teenager, Julia ran her family like a drill sergeant. If there was a problem, Julia had a solution. She could hold down a job at the paper, she could cook, she could clean, she could keep her son in line, and still have time for a pedicure.

Meg hadn't quite gotten there yet.

"I know, I know." She struggled into her panties and fastened her bra. "It's just…" There'd been so many changes in such a short period of time. And nowhere near enough sleep. "I'll try."

Julia didn't miss a beat. "And you'll do great. But until then, I'm guessing you need me to cover for you."

Meg blinked. Cover for her?

"The meeting?" Julia went on, reading Meg's mind, as always. Only four days separated them in age. Most of their friends referred to them as twins born to different mothers. It was only natural that they worked together at the Gazette. "You know…breakfast? Henry? Veronica?"

Meg's lawyer—and her accountant. Of course. To discuss the Gazette's finances—and how long they could continue operating at a loss. Meg herself had scheduled the meeting. Breakfast had been the only time available. The rest of the day was consumed by an editorial meeting then an all-afternoon planning meeting for the Wildflower Festival. It was less than a week away and the silent auction benefiting the March of Dimes was still up in the air. Plus she and Charlotte had a photo shoot scheduled.

"I'll be there," she said, tearing at the dry cleaning draped over a chair. The office was only a few miles away. "Give me twenty—"

"Meg."

She shoved the tangled mess of wet hair back from her face. All she needed was a comb—

"Stop it."

She stilled, her hands fisted against the linen of her favorite black blouse, not because of her cousin's words. But because of the gentleness in her voice. The quiet understanding.

"Don't," she whispered.

"It's going to be okay," Julia said quietly. "I promise."

Meg squeezed her eyes shut.

"You can do this."

She swallowed. "I know."

"We're here for you…all of us. You're not alone."

The smile was automatic. She had the greatest friends in the world. "I know," she said again, and this time her voice was a little stronger.

"I just…" Julia let out a rough breath. "I don't understand. Did his parents call again?"

Briskly, Meg stepped into her favorite cargo pants. "Yesterday."

"Did you call them back—"

"No."

"Meg, you can't—"

"No," she said again, this time firmer. She'd only spoken to Russell's family once in almost two years. She had neither the time nor the interest to cater to them now. They'd had more than enough chances. "There's no reason to."

"There's every reason to. You can't ignore them and hope they'll go away. She's their granddaughter. They have a right—"

The thud of wood against wood, followed by shrieking, stole the rest of Julia's words. Meg swung toward the kitchen—no longer saw the baby.

"I have to go!" She dropped the phone and ran toward the wails, found Charlotte on the floor of the dining room—underneath one of the big antique chairs.

"Char!" Meg was by the baby's side in a heartbeat, on her knees and yanking the heavy chair away, scooping Charlotte into her arms. "Are you okay—" The nasty red welt on the side of her forehead told Meg what she needed to know.

She'd forgotten. In her rush to get breakfast and get dressed for the meeting she'd spaced, she'd forgotten about Charlotte. She'd set her down on the floor to play, completely overlooking the fact that Charlotte could now pull up and cruise.

"I'm so sorry," she murmured, gently inspecting the emerging goose egg. "So sorry," she said again, and this time the dam broke, and the tears came. Wearing only her bra and panties, her hair still damp, she cradled the baby in her arms and buried her face against Charlotte, pressing soft kiss after soft kiss against bright red hair. "I'm trying," she promised. "I'm trying."

But she'd never planned to do this alone.

Like a sweet little angel, Charlotte nuzzled closer, once again lifting her mouth to root at Meg's breast. "Mama-mama…"

The tears came harder. "I know." She gulped. "I know." And she did. She could love this child of her heart and care for her, feed her and rock her and cradle her, give her every second of every day, every drop of time and energy she had, every creature comfort imaginable.

But she could never give her niece the one thing she wanted—needed—the most.

Her mother.

The big green banner stretched high over Main Street, secured to light posts on either side of the road.

Join Us For The Flowers…Stay For The Fun!

Meg tensed as she zipped beneath, barely cruising into the intersection before the light turned red. The festival had become an annual rite of spring in Pecan Creek, attracting visitors from all across Texas and Louisiana. This year she'd proposed extending their marketing to include Oklahoma and Arkansas. East Texas wasn't that far a drive from either, and if they could attract a hundred or so new attendees, the extra dollars would go a long way toward helping local merchants.

In the historic district, restaurants and hotels saw a significant jump in business. The gift shops ran special promotions. The high school band used money from the bake sale to fund their annual day trip to Six Flags in Arlington. The moms' club counted on the sales from their cookbook to fund the local women's shelter.

Meg wasn't sure what had possessed her to take on the extra responsibility. Of course, when she'd stepped forward, she'd had little else to fill her days. Or her nights. The Gazette had not yet started to hemorrhage money—and her sister-in-law, Ainsley, had been beautifully, gloriously alive. Vibrant. Pregnant. They'd been over-the-moon excited.

The memory hurt.

Zooming past the row of shops and restaurants eagerly awaiting the onslaught of tourists, Meg headed for the small parking lot on the corner. Across the street sat the renovated former general store that now served as the main office for the Piney Woods Gazette. The paper had been in Meg's family since her great- grandfather had founded it over a hundred years before.

She was not going to let it fold on her watch.

Throwing the car in Park, Meg grabbed her briefcase and all but ran to the office.

Henry and Veronica were long since gone.

"They left some financials for you to review," Julia explained as soon as Meg walked inside. She took the thick folder and glanced down, cringed at the title greeting her: Mid-America Media Acquisition Offer.

"Henry was going to talk to some of the other papers—"

"He did," Julia said, walking with Meg step for step. While Meg had forgone her linen suit in favor of the camo cargos and black T-shirt she preferred, her cousin looked dressed for a job interview in New York. Pecan Creek was a small, sleepy town. Casual. Everyone didn't quite know everyone, but someone always knew someone, who knew someone. Three degrees of separation, they joked.

There was no need for a severely tailored navy suit.

But Julia was…well…Julia.

Meg had never understood why her cousin stayed.

"It's all in there," Julia said. "He talked to the editorial staff at three different regionals. His notes are in the back."

Meg flipped through the folder, saw the pages in question. "Great." But her stomach knotted. It was a good offer, the kind of money that could keep the Gazette—and all of its employees—afloat. But it also meant the end of a legacy forged a century before.

Meg tossed the folder on a desk badly in need of straightening, then dropped her briefcase in the chair and headed toward the break room. "Just give me a few minutes to get some coffee and we can get started with the staff meeting."

"Got it," Julia said. "I can't wait to tell you what I found out about the Brookhaven Institute. I'll bet my last dollar there's more than sleep research going on there."

Meg tossed her cousin a look, but before she could say anything about Julia's wild conspiracy theories, their office manager joined them. After all this time, it still felt weird thinking of Lori Bradshaw as an employee. Meg could still see her on the first day of school freshman year, a shy, slightly pudgy girl with braces, glasses and the most ridiculous pigtails imaginable.

"How's that sweet baby?" Lori asked as soon as she entered the room. Who would have guessed that beneath the awkward ugly duckling of high school lay the makings of an all-American knockout? "She didn't hurt herself, did she?"

"No worse than any other day," Meg said, pouring her coffee. She'd never gotten around to touching the pot she'd made at home. "A bump on her noggin, but she was laughing with Rosemary when I left."

"Such a sweetheart," Lori said, and Meg had to wonder if her friend even realized the way she drew her hands to her stomach. But Meg noticed…and Meg knew. Lori and Trey had been trying for a baby for over five years. Recently they'd begun tests to figure out why they'd been unsuccessful.

"How's Trey?" she asked.

"Fine," Lori said with an odd briskness. Once, she would have smiled and launched straight into her latest Trey story. Now she again changed the subject. "I'm so glad you found someone to watch Char at your place."

Meg saw no point in pushing. The pace was Lori's to set. "Rosemary's a godsend," she agreed. A friend of her mother's, the former schoolteacher was itching for grandkids—and happy to practice with Charlotte.

"Oh." Lori put a dainty little mug with a Pisces sign on it into the sink. "That guy called for you again."

Meg looked up from the sugar packet she'd just opened. "The same one from yesterday? Did he say what he wanted?"

"Nope." Lori frowned. "Wouldn't leave a message or a name—but he had a great voice."

"Did you get his number?" Julia asked.

"Came in as Out-of-Area."