Navigating through life is a complete bitch sometimes. I have found myself tirelessly digging here, there and everwhere trying to make sense of it all. Most of the time I had no idea what the hell I was doing and I just had to try anything. As a result, I've tried pretty much everything. Some of those things felt like failures, some felt like huge accomplishments. What I can be certain of, no matter how low I have felt, I have never let myself give up.
I have compiled a selection of experiences that have broken me together, and the lessons and answers I have gained from them. Some lessons were beautiful and some, were not. The pain and the heartache I have felt getting through life up until now has not been a journey for the faint hearted. But let's be honest, the faint hearted couldn't have lived to tell the tale.
These are the very deepest layers of my soul that I am sharing with you. Why? Becuase most of the way through this, I had no bloody idea what to do and where to turn. But I found a way through it, and if my lessons offer a safe landing for your troubles then it is a job well done as far as I'm concerned.
This entire book was a channelled experience. The spelling and grammar may not be great but I believe the beauty and the perfection in life is within that which does not seem perfect. This is pure consciuosness and who am I to meddle wtih that?
This is my heart and I'm giving it to you because you are me and I love you. My only hope is that you love yoruself a little more deeply after reading this.