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In her stunning debut, Nicola Monaghan lays bare the gritty underbelly of life in Nottingham, England.

Very early on, Kerrie-Ann begins to dream of the world beyond the rough council estate where she lives. Her father is nowhere to be found, her mother is a junkie, and she is left to care for her little brother. Clever, brave, and frighteningly independent, Kerrie-Ann has an unbreakable will to survive. She befriends her eccentric, elderly neighbor, who teaches her about ...

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Overview

In her stunning debut, Nicola Monaghan lays bare the gritty underbelly of life in Nottingham, England.

Very early on, Kerrie-Ann begins to dream of the world beyond the rough council estate where she lives. Her father is nowhere to be found, her mother is a junkie, and she is left to care for her little brother. Clever, brave, and frighteningly independent, Kerrie-Ann has an unbreakable will to survive. She befriends her eccentric, elderly neighbor, who teaches her about butterflies, the Amazon, and life outside of her tough neighborhood. But even as Kerrie-Ann dreams of a better life she becomes further entangled in the cycles of violence and drugs that rule the estate.

Brilliant, brutal, and tender, The Killing Jar introduces a brave new voice in fiction. Nicola Monaghan's devastating prose tells an unforgettable story of violence, love, and hope.

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"Monaghan's is a powerful, loving, and honest new voice." — A. L. Kennedy, author of Paradise and So I Am Glad

"The thrills and horrors of life as a young drug dealer play out against a backdrop of suburban decay in Monaghan's sharp-edged debut. The stark material and unsentimental prose make for a wrenching look at devotion, crime, and violence." — Publishers Weekly (starred)

"Startling and potent . . . The Killing Jar is a vibrant, shocking blast of life from Broxtowe. [Monaghan's] convincing characters swing unpredictably between terrifying and tender, and the often violent encounters usually have a bleakly funny edge." — The Independent (London)

"When literature is at its best it transports us, takes us into the souls of people we might not otherwise know; it expands our humanity, and this is the extraordinary achievement of Nicola Monaghan's novel The Killing Jar, which opened up a world I never knew existed." — asha bandele, author of The Prisoner's Wife and Daughter

"A gripping, mile-a-minute British debut. Enthralling." — Kirkus Reviews (starred)

"This is class writing and gripping narrative, a true talent. It is an excellent piece of storytelling in language that is fully alive." — George Szirtes, author of Reel, winner of the T. S. Eliot Prize

"Monaghan's novel is direct and deceptively simple. In spite of suffering there are surprising touches of humour and tenderness that bloom like flowers on asphalt." — The Times (London)

"Utterly gripping." — Booklist (starred)

Publishers Weekly
The thrills and horrors of life as a young drug dealer play out against a backdrop of suburban decay in Monaghan's sharp-edged debut. The narrator, Kerrie-Ann, nicknamed "Kez," lives in Nottingham public housing with her heroin-addicted mother. By the age of 10, Kez is working as a drug courier for her mother's dealer boyfriend. By 13, she's had an abortion and is dropping Ecstasy; when her mother leaves, she's making enough money on her own to take care of her younger brother, Jon, and to save money for a better life. In the meantime, she shacks up with another dealer, Mark, whose tenderness transforms into violent possessiveness as his heroin addiction gets the better of him. Though Kez's lifestyle involves her with crimes worse than dealing drugs, her principled discipline and vulnerability are what make the reader root for her. Monaghan writes in a heavy but readable dialect ("any normal gell'd of talked to her mam about it"; and a liberal spattering of "owt," "summat" and "wi") that fans of Irvine Welsh will recognize. This novel could have easily fallen into clich s of juvenile delinquency and teenage disaffection, but the stark material and unsentimental prose make for a wrenching look at devotion, crime and violence. (Apr.) Copyright 2006 Reed Business Information.
Kirkus Reviews
Gripping, mile-a-minute British debut about selfishness, self-obliteration and one girl's perseverance. Daughter of a smack-addled prostitute who raised her in a drug-induced haze of apathy, violence and self-destruction, narrator Kerrie-Ann Shell understands by age five that addiction is an octopus whose tentacles reach far beyond any one junkie. Her neighbor, autodidact entomologist Mrs. Ivanovich, takes an interest in Kerrie-Ann, teaching her about butterflies and life beyond their depressing council estate in Nottingham. Then, without explanation, Mrs. I takes her own life, turning her living room into a human-scale "killing jar," asphyxiating herself in the noxious fumes. (Years later, Kerrie-Ann realizes that she unwittingly had helped facilitate the suicide.) That's just the beginning of the bad times. Kerrie-Ann's grandmother, Mommar, joins the family in a vain attempt to restore order and nurse her daughter back to health after she gives birth to a biracial crack baby, Jon. Mommar goes to the store one afternoon and doesn't return. From there, things go further downhill for Kerrie-Ann. She's forced to sell and transport drugs, shoot heroin, watch her mother engage in coitus with "Uncle Frank" and take the fall for them when police raid the estate. At 15, Kerrie-Ann is all grown up, a full-fledged drug dealer and user who has had an abortion. Yet she yearns almost naively for something better. She finally summons the courage to leave the estate and permanently extricate herself from Mark, the abusive, doped-up boyfriend she suspects of killing Jon. What could have been just another vapid novel about sex, drugs and violence is rescued by Monaghan's evident familiarity with theculture she depicts and her gift for nuanced observation. Enthralling.
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Product Details

  • ISBN-13: 9780743299701
  • Publisher: Scribner
  • Publication date: 3/2/2013
  • Edition description: Reprint
  • Pages: 288
  • Product dimensions: 4.90 (w) x 7.90 (h) x 0.80 (d)

Meet the Author

Nicola Monaghan grew up in Nottingham, England. A career in finance took her to New York, Paris, and Chicago, but she gave it up to pursue an MA in creative writing at Nottingham Trent University. She lives in Nottingham.

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The Killing Jar

A Novel
By Nicola Monaghan

Scribner

Copyright © 2007 Nicola Monaghan
All right reserved.

ISBN: 9780743299688

One

Some people'd say I was destined for all this killing when Uncle Frank came into my life but it goes back further than that. To when my brother was born.

Jon came out wailing like a banshee and didn't stop for months. It were Mam's fault, that. Her bad habits got him hooked on smack and coke before he was even born, poor bogger. She didn't care much that he was screaming. She slept and slept after he was born, and let the nurses feed him from a bottle.

"Your mam's very tired," one of them told me.

I shrugged. Mam'd always slept a lot and I'd never thought much of it. I looked at the baby, his mouth open and tongue wriggling as he screamed. I noticed he used his whole body to cry with. Looking back now, I wonder why the nurses didn't give him a bit of methadone or summat to help him out but they let him go cold turkey instead. What a way to come into the world. Never stood a chance, our Jon. I walked over to the cot and put my hand on his cheek. He tried to suck my thumb but the nurse told me not to let him cause of the germs, so I tickled his hand instead, and he grabbed my finger, clung to it with his fist. Can't imagine that no more, Jon's hand fitting tight round my finger, but it used to. I fell in love.

"In't he clever already?" I said to thenurse.

"Don't get carried away. All babies do that. It's a reflex," she told me.

But I stood there, letting him squeeze my finger as if his life depended on it. I looked up at the nurse.

"Is he brown cause my mam shoots brown?" I asked her.

She clamped her hand over her mouth as if the bad words'd been summat she'd said. I didn't have a clue what were up with her, didn't understand what I'd said. It were just summat I'd heard in a row with a neighbour.

The lady next door, Mrs. Ivanovich, was the only reason I wasn't put into care. Mam'd left me at home when she went into labour and walked to the hospital, off her head. Mrs. Ivanovich found me sitting in the garden at two in the morning and I ended up stopping at hers. She took me on a bus to visit when the baby'd come and the people at the hospital could tell she was a good sort, thought she'd keep an eye on me. They weren't to know. Anyway, I was glad I was staying with her. I wanted to stay at her house forever cause even if it were only next door, being at Mrs. Ivanovich's was more interesting than being stuck in our house.

She was foreign, and everyone thought she was a bit of a nutter, avoided her. She came across like that cause she was old and had her ways, like how she kept butterflies. She had a cage in her back garden made out of a rabbit hutch, the wire replaced with this white gauzy stuff, same as she'd folded into a net on the end of a cane to catch them with. When we moved in I watched her through the hedge and saw how she struggled to get the butterflies out the net. Her fingers were all twisted and mangled.

"Can I help?" I asked. Not exactly out the kindness of my heart, but cause I was into the butterflies. She smiled and gestured at me to come into her garden. She showed me how to take the butterflies out the net without touching their wings.

"You can damage the scales, you see, and then they have trouble flying properly. Aerodynamics," she told me.

She spoke English perfect, but was hard to understand down to her strong accent. It made that last word, aerodynamics, stretch and vibrate so's I asked her to say it again. I just looked at her, all snot and open mouth. She leaned over and whispered in my ear.

"They're covered in fairy dust. You brush it off and they can't fly anymore. But I can't say it too loud because butterflies don't believe in fairies and if they heard me they'd never take off again," she said.

I wiped away the snot with the back of my hand and Mrs. Ivanovich magicked up a tissue, showed me how to blow my nose.

Ever since then, she let me help her. She gave me the net so I could try and catch butterflies but I never did. I'd run till I fell over knackered, waving the net round and trampling down the tall weeds at the back of her garden, but I still didn't catch one. I asked how come she got so many, when she had to use a stick to walk and couldn't hardly move her hands. She said I needed to be more "stealthy." That was the exact word she used, cause she wrote it down for me in this notebook thing what she let me keep. She wasn't happy at all when she heard my mam wasn't sending me to school, and started to teach me stuff her-sen.

I used to love to sit with her in the garden, watching the butterflies stutter and hop between the plants and twigs she'd arranged in the cage. She showed me how to use a magnifying glass so's it didn't catch the sun and burn them, but helped me watch them dead close while they fed. Watch their bubble eyes and the suckers they pushed into the flowers so's they could get out the juice. Aliens in the flowerbed, and fucked-up scary ones at that. Mrs. Ivanovich had stories about bigger monsters, though, from trips she'd took. She told me she'd worked all over, but was from Russia in the first place. Had come here for her husband's job, then he'd gone and died on her. He'd left her with nowt cept savings back home what she wasn't allowed to touch down to summat legal. Her eyes went all watery and red when she told me that. The Amazon basin was her favourite place, she'd said, and I imagined a massive sink full of the great big insects she described. She told me she used to be an entomologist, another word I made her write down, which was a kind of scientist who studied how insects worked. But it wasn't till I went to stay with her I realised what this meant. When I found her killing jar.

It were the middle of summer, a good few weeks after Jon'd been born. Mrs. Ivanovich was in the garden catching "specimens," as she used to say, and told me to go inside in case I moved too sudden and scared the bugs away. I heard her swear, then she shouted in she needed her other net, and it were under the sink somewhere. I was searching for it when I caught a glint of summat shiny. Kids' eyes are always turned by things what sparkle, especially them as belong to the sorts who've never had owt. I grabbed at the glittery thing and pulled it into the air where I could see it.

The glass was so thick its contents were magnified and distorted. At first glance I thought it were shredded newspaper inside. I looked closer and saw big blank eyes and furry bodies, washed-out velvet wings. Moths. Dead ones, sitting on a layer of plaster. I screamed and dropped the jar. The glass was too heavy to shatter, but it cracked round the base and the top section fell on its side. I sat on the floor looking at what I'd done. There was this smell, not very strong, not nice but not rank, only just there so I could of believed I'd imagined it. Mrs. Ivanovich walked in to see what was keeping me. She threw the back door wide open and grabbed me, pushed me outside. I saw her sprinkle summat what looked like salt all over what'd spilled.

Mrs. Ivanovich made me go through the jitty and in through the front garden. It took her ages to unlock the door, and while she was doing it, Piercey came, his van throwing out a mangled "Lara's Theme" what made my mouth water for ice cream. Mrs. Ivanovich went to the van and got me a 99 with two Flakes and that red sauce and everything. That was a big treat for me back then. She took me through to the living room and sat me down.

"Kerrie-Ann, sweetheart, you have to stay in here now for the rest of the day. Those chemicals are strong, and if you breathe them they could kill you," she told me. I crunched through a Flake, making sure the crumbs dropped back onto the ice cream.

"Is that why them moths was dead?" I asked her through a mouthful of chocolate. She didn't tell me not to talk with my mouth full like she usually did so I knew summat serious had happened.

She sighed. "How to explain to a five-year-old?" she said, to her-sen, I think. She walked over and sat down next to me, put her hand on my arm. "Some things have to be sacrificed so you can do more or know more," she said. I nodded. "Those moths," she said. "If I can find out what goes on inside them, it helps everyone understand the world better. Like we wouldn't know how to make helicopters if it wasn't for dragonflies. And maybe I'll realise something as important from the inside of a moth."

"The inside?" I said.

Mrs. Ivanovich walked over to the wall unit behind the telly. She pulled out a book and brought it over to me. It were full of dead butterflies and moths, and other insects too. Beetles, ants, teeny creatures called aphids. The little ones were stuck to card and glued down, but the bigger insects were skewered to the page with pins. Then she showed me a wooden box. There was a moth inside. She used a tiny knife and a magnifier to cut it into pieces and showed me its different parts. The heart, the air sacs, what she told me were called spiracles, the nerve cord running right down its back. The exoskeleton. That meant bones on the outside.

"Do you understand now? Why some things have to die?" she asked.

I nodded again, but she must of been able to tell I didn't cause she carried on talking.

"Death is part of life, Kerrie-Ann. A very clever man told me that once. A shaman, which is kind of an Indian doctor."

"Did he wear feathers on his head?" I asked her.

"He wore feathers all over the place," she said. She stroked my hair and I snuggled up against her. I could feel her ribs dig through her jumper. "You've got to remember that," she said. "Death is part of life, not a bad thing. You must remember it and be strong because I'm going to die soon."

I bit into my ice cream and pain stabbed through my gum and jaw.

I didn't sleep well that night. I turned over and over in my bed so's the blankets wrapped me up like layers on a Swiss roll. I dreamed of dead butterflies, and beetles as big as me standing at the end of my bed, goggle-eyed, rolling out their suckers into my stomach. I dreamed of Mrs. Ivanovich, dead and in the bottom of a jar. I couldn't get the smell from the kitchen out my nose.

Jon got better in the end, and Mam brought him home. I don't know how long it took, it all feels like forever when you're little. It must of been a while, though, cause by the time they came back to the close nowt ever wiped the dopey smile off his face. It made me think they might of swapped the baby, and looking back I wonder if Mam'd started putting summat more interesting than sugar on his dummy. The good weather had gone on and on that year, an Indian summer, they called it, but it wasn't so sunny then and there wasn't many butterflies around. Mrs. Ivanovich was cutting up ants, and it were delicate work so she needed my help more than ever. She swore loads as she tried to get her mangled hands round the tiny knife she used. She had a bath twice a day, and used to send me down the Co-op to get that Radox stuff for her and let me keep the change. Sometimes it took her all her time to stand up or sit down, and I'd stay all day bringing her cups of tea. Mam never asked where I'd been. Mrs. Ivanovich told me I was a good gell, but she wasn't sure she'd be able to cope with another winter, not with her sore old bones. I should of seen it coming.

It were her daughter what found her, one afternoon. She didn't visit very often, and I reckon her mam knew she was coming, set it up that way deliberate. All's I knew was the woman coming out the front screaming, falling on her hands and knees with a screwed-up face and shouting "Mam!" using all the air in her lungs. By the time I got out the house, she was lying on the grass with her head in her hands and wouldn't speak to me. I knew what'd happened. The smell was in the air, kind of nutty, almost not there. Mrs. Ivanovich's killing-jar chemical.

When you're young and don't know no better, you're fascinated by everything. Apart from insects, the only dead thing I'd ever seen was a bird I found in the hedge, a sparrow or summat. Its beak was jammed open with a bright red rowanberry in it. I knew them berries were poison cause we had a rowan tree in our back garden and I'd been told never to touch them. I couldn't work out if that was why the bird'd died, or if it'd choked. I couldn't understand why God made owt so red and juicy when they'd kill you if you ate them. God was supposed to be good, but that was a mean trick. I'd never seen a dead person, though, not even someone pretending on the telly. Mam'd sold ourn in the middle of the night when I was three, and Mrs. Ivanovich used to let me watch hers but was well strict about what kind of programmes.

I put my hand over my nose to try and block out the lethal fumes and walked through Mrs. Ivanovich's front door. Inside, the place had been set up like one huge killing jar. Bowls all over, on the shelves, the gram, everywhere, with that chemical shit inside. The fumes'd filled the room, then Mrs. I.'s lungs, then each one of the cells inside her. Pop. Pop-te-pop, pop, pop.

She was sat on the sofa with one eye open and one eye closed, like she was winking at me. The eye what was open freaked me out so I walked over and closed it. The skin on her eyelid felt like cold fish. With her eyes closed she looked better, like she was having a quick nap. I noticed she had summat in her arms then, was hugging it to her like a doll. I pulled it out from under her elbow. It were a butterfly in a smart glass case. Framed to go on the wall, like a picture. Not one like you'd see in the garden, with green-white leafy wings, or even them red velvety boggers you'd see if you waited long enough. This was shiny. Its wings were blue and black and looked like metal. A pin skewered through its body and held it fast against a bit of card, and underneath there was some writing. I didn't feel proud of me-sen but I couldn't leave it there for Mrs. Ivanovich's daughter to find. She wouldn't know what it were. Wouldn't care. So I tucked it in the waistband of my skirt and pulled my T-shirt down over it, was careful how I walked.

I went through to the kitchen and kicked open the back door before the stuff got to me too. I went out and shoved my find under the hedge. I had a thought then, and ran back into the kitchen. Under the sink was a big bottle, the leftover cyanide. I took it, though Christ knows what all I can of thought I'd need it for. I hid it in the same spot of privet as the dead butterfly. I heard noises in the house and backed away from the hedge quick as. I could see the butterfly cage from where I was stood and knew it wouldn't take much of them gases to do for the delicate boggers. I walked over and looked at them one last time. Then I opened the cage and let them go.

There wasn't many butterflies left in the cage, and a couple were dead already. But them as could fluttered straight off. They wouldn't have long, I knew that. Summer was over.

Copyright © 2006 by Nicola Monaghan



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    hope author writes a sequel

    This book is so different from anything I've read before. I want to know what happens to the main charters. Hope she writes a sequel.

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