Agnes doesn't know it, but she only has one hundred days left to live. When she was just a baby, she was diagnosed with Progeria, a rare disease that causes her body to age at roughly ten times the normal rate. Now nearly sixteen years old, Agnes has already exceeded her life expectancy.
Moira has been Agnes’s best friend and protector since they were in elementary school. Due to her disorder, Agnes is still physically small, but Moira is big. Too big for her own liking. So big that people call her names. With her goth makeup and all-black clothes, Moira acts like she doesn’t care. But she does.
Boone was friends with both girls in the past, but that was a long time agobefore he did the thing that turned Agnes and Moira against him, before his dad died, before his mom got too sad to leave the house.
An unexpected event brings Agnes and Moira back together with Boone, but when romantic feelings start to develop, the trio’s friendship is put to the test.
100 Days by Nicole McInnes is a compelling YA novel that manages to blend just the right combination of heartbreak, humor, tragedy and friendship.
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About the Author
Nicole McInnes is an author, speaker, writing and literature instructor, animal lover, chocolate aficionado, and mom. Born and raised in the San Francisco Bay Area, she attended the University of California at Santa Cruz and Northern Arizona University. Nicole lives in the mountains of northern Arizona with her family. 100 Days is her second novel.
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By Nicole McInnes
Farrar, Straus and GirouxCopyright © 2016 Nicole McInnes
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DAY 100: MARCH 17
I step onto the packed dirt just outside the front door and rub my hands together. I blow on them for good measure, which never helps. There's something comforting in the gesture, though, like maybe I have some minuscule bit of control over this one simple thing, warming my fingers.
Of course, that's a complete joke.
Where the hell are the leather work gloves, the ones I've only recently started to think of as my own? The gloves used to belong to my father, like most everything else in my life.
I head to the paddock, say, "Yeah, same to you," as the gelding grumbles a low whinny. The sound is both friendly and demanding, like, I love you, man. Now, throw my freaking breakfast over the fence. For some reason, it makes me want to wrap my arms around the horse's neck in a hug. Diablo would never stand for it, though. Not until after he'd finished eating.
I grab a fat flake of alfalfa from the open bale on a pallet in the makeshift feed room. I take the purple bucket from its hook and scoop some sweet, expensive senior feed into it until the bucket's a third full. Try not to think about what me and Mom and Diablo are going to do now that my hours at the Feed & Seed have been cut to just weekends. Even though it's still cold, it's not the right season for loading up the truck with firewood and selling it on the side of the road. It's actually the opposite of the right season.
The horse is a ridiculous expense. If I wasn't able to turn him out into the big pasture from late spring until fall like I do, there's no way we'd be able to keep him.
For the past two-plus years, ever since horse chores fell to me (all chores, really), I've made a habit of checking Diablo's water trough for everything from slobbery clumps of half-chewed alfalfa to floating turds. Horses can be disgusting like that, and I like to clean stuff out of his tank before it gets too gross. When you live out in the middle of nowhere and have to haul your own water, you learn to conserve it pretty quickly.
This time, I don't find either of those things in the trough. Instead, I find two dead birds. Barn swallows, maybe, or wild finches — I can never keep them straight. Their wings are splayed out on the slushy surface of the water. The tip of one bird's right wing and the other bird's left wing are touching, like only seconds before death they reached for each other.
I just stand there, can't believe it. The backs of their wings are totally dry. For a crazy split second I think maybe they could still be alive. But, no. The birds are still, and the water is still. Which means they've been there for a while, possibly since right after I left for school this morning. I feel so awful all of a sudden — and so foolish for feeling awful about two stupid dead birds — that I clench my fists and hold them to my forehead. I tense all the muscles in my body as tight as they'll go until I feel like I might scream or explode. After a minute, I let everything relax again and drop my hands to my sides.
I walk to the shed for the mucking fork to fish the birds out of the trough. It occurs to me to wonder if they have a nest somewhere. Spring is just a couple days away, after all. It's not unusual at this time of year to see small birds trying to guard their nests from huge, pillaging ravens. Somewhere close by, a cluster of naked, wide-beaked chicks might be, right this very second, cheeping for their parents to return with some tasty earthworms. I could try to locate any potential babies, but then what? Their chances of survival with two dead parents would be nil, and it's not like I have time to nurse a nest full of newly hatched mouths to feed.
It does no good to linger on that thought. It does the opposite of good, in fact. Lingering on thoughts like that is just one more thing that makes me weak, so I push the image from my mind. Remind myself that nature can be a heartless bitch. Swipe at my eyes with the cuff of my jacket, then look around in case anyone saw. Which is moronic. Who'd be crazy enough to be standing around way out here in the middle of nowhere this late in the day in this kind of weather? Don't answer that, I think, trying to cheer myself up. It's probably the first sign that I've finally gone completely mental.
Back at the trough, I lower the mucking fork into the water and bring it carefully up under the birds. A part of me is half-afraid they'll startle and flap at the sensation, but nothing happens. One bird falls from the mucking fork as I lift it. Plops back into the water, wings akimbo. In the process of being scooped up again, both birds get twisted and tangled. When I finally get them onto the plastic tines, they're like feathered pretzels, dripping wet. They'll be frozen solid before some other animal finds and eats them in the next day or so. Circle of life and whatever. I say a few words in my head before flinging them as far over the pasture fence as possible, something like, Thank you for these birds, amen.
It will be getting dark soon. After hanging the fork back on its hook inside the feed room, I head toward the forest with a flashlight to look for a piece of wood to keep in the trough. Years ago, I overheard one of my dad's horseshoeing clients talking about how it was smart to keep a fat stick inside big water tanks so animals that got in could get out. Otherwise, they'd drown in there, creating a botulism threat. And when that happens, you have no choice but to empty the whole trough and bleach it, wasting potentially hundreds of gallons of water that you've spent precious time, money, and wear-and-tear on the truck hauling from town to your cistern.
Which is exactly, I realize, what I'm going to have to do now.CHAPTER 2
DAY 99: MARCH 18
Another day. Spring isn't even here yet, and I'm already sick of it. Sick of the relentless beatdown from icy rain, screaming wind, and half-frozen puddles of mud that soak through the worn soles of my Doc Martens the second I set foot outside the building. Judging by how sullen the lunch line is today, I'm not the only one who feels this way.
Even normally peppy Agnes is zombied out. She's not chattering the way she usually does as we wait for whatever slop is being passed off as lunch. Instead, she's focused on nothing in particular, totally lost in space. I look down at the top of Agnes's wig. She's wearing the blond bob. High gloss. It looks like Barbie hair, or the hair of one of the insipid pop stars she's always trying to emulate. Give me 1920s silent film star hair any day. Louise Brooks (by way of Siouxsie Sioux) is the particular goddess my own hair's modeled after now.
If we can just get our trays and leave, things will turn around. I'm pretty sure the headache that's been inching its way up the back of my skull will go away once we make it to the home ec room and start working on the dresses that will be worth about half our grade in the class. The assignment is to design and sew an outfit for a special occasion. It has to fit, and it has to be something we'd actually wear. Agnes isn't sure yet how she wants her dress to look. Mine is inspired by two of Alfred Hitchcock's leading ladies: Eva Marie Saint in North by Northwest and Grace Kelly in Rear Window. I'm using gray silk with tons of slubs throughout the fabric, which gives it that wonderful, imperfect texture, almost like the silk is scarred.
The home ec room is, hands down, the best place to be during lunch. That's the only time the room is quiet and there aren't a bunch of other people hogging the sewing machines and spreading their fabric all over the workstations. I don't know what we'd do if the teacher didn't let us eat in there almost every day. Agnes and I both adore Mrs. Deene. She looks like she time-traveled straight from the 1950s. I imagine her crafting molded Jell-O salads and greeting her new husband with a martini every night when he gets home.
Sudden mayhem erupts in the lunch line behind us. An argument, probably, or a practical joke. Who knows? It's always a madhouse in here, which is why I prefer to bring my own food whenever I'm not too rushed, like I was this morning.
I sigh and adjust my posture, instinctively transforming myself into a human shield to protect Agnes from whatever's going on back there. It's too late. An unstoppable domino effect is happening in line, and there's no time to get out of its way. Someone shoves me hard from behind, almost knocking me off my feet. Tipping point, I think. My hands fly up and brace against whatever's in front of me.
It's some guy I don't recognize right away. He's a mountain of a humanoid. Not fat exactly, not like me, but solid and tall, like the side of a barn. My hands are planted between his shoulder blades, my arms ramrod-straight and forming a bridge over Agnes's head. Agnes looks up at the bridge and smiles, has no idea how close she just came to being a pancake. Crushed by her protector. God, the irony. I regain my balance and clear my throat. Think about how to apologize to the person I just shoved, but apologies have never come naturally to me.
The guy turns around and glares at us through long, frayed bangs. Looks first at me, then down at Agnes, and back at me. When he does, a little shooting star of recognition fizzles across my brain. I ignore it. An unreadable expression passes over his face, and he turns away again. Like we're not worth his time.
I shoot Agnes my "What a dick" look, but she's busy fishing for the lanyard looped around her neck. So she recognizes him, too. She finds the strap and follows it down to the little digital camera hanging from the end. "Hey, you," she says to the dick's back.
When he turns around again, she points, clicks, and shoots in one fluid motion.
"Not now, Agnes," I say (too late) from above. I blink away the unexpected flash and listen to the sound of my molars grinding together. Remind myself to breathe. Remind myself that it's Friday and that there are only a few hours to go before I'm free of this hellhole.
The guy blinks, too, says, "What the ..." He notes the way Agnes is smiling up at him and the way I am definitely not smiling. What a piece of work, he's no doubt thinking, this whale of a girl I once knew bulging out of her Black Sabbath shirt. Skin like white paint now. Lips like coal. He shakes his head and lets out a disgusted sigh before turning his back to us yet again.
My hands made indentations where I planted them against the rough fabric of his jacket. I stare at the handprints as the guy just stands there, not moving even when the line ahead of him thins out. "Sometime this year would be nice," I say, insulted by what I know he's thinking about me.
The guy turns back around like it's all just too much. He wipes his hand down his face, dragging his lower eyelids down with it. Sighs. "What the hell did you just say?"
That's it. I belly up to him the way belligerent drunks do in movies, just before a bar brawl. I force my voice to come out as low and menacing as possible. "I said: Sometime. This year. Would be nice."
"I'll move when I'm ready to move. Shamu."
I shrink back at the sound of my old nickname. "It's Moira," I say in a voice so soft and wounded that it surprises even me. You know that, I almost add, but then I think better of it.
Before I realize what's happening, Agnes is standing on tiptoe between the two of us. "That's mean!" she says, coming to my defense, her lower jaw thrust forward.
The guy lets out a bitter laugh, points his face in her direction. "Whatever, Gollum."
Agnes looks dumbfounded. One hand rises up, index finger punctuating the air. "Shame on you! Just ... just ..."
Nervous laughter bubbles up from the line behind us. Nobody calls Agnes names. Not to her face, anyway.
"Agnes, don't. Let's get out of here." I take hold of my best friend's hand and lower it down, my eyes never leaving Dickhead's face as I pull Agnes away from the line. God knows what he might do. It kills me that I can't come up with a decent comeback. No doubt I'll think of one tonight as I'm falling asleep.
Traces of adrenaline are still pulsing up my spine and through my veins once we get to home ec and start working on our dresses. We never did get to eat lunch. I don't say anything about it, though. Don't bring up the fact that I'm still feeling shaky and combative, even once the weather lets up and a strip of sunshine cuts through the clouds.
After school, Agnes climbs into the booster car seat I installed for her inside El-C, my beater of an El Camino. "You're lucky I have an old car," I told her when I got my license a few months ago. "No airbags in this baby, so we can put your seat in front." El-C does have a truck bed, though. Also big black polka dots that I painted all over her primer-gray paint job.
"Anarchy in the UK" blasts from the ancient speakers as soon as I turn the key in the ignition. Agnes puts her fingers in her ears, even though I know she likes this song. She once told me her favorite part is when Johnny Rotten's voice cracks as he's singing about the Irish Republican Army.
Ever since we left the cafeteria, Agnes has stayed quiet. Now she's staring out the passenger side window. When we're a few blocks away from school, she reaches toward the stereo and turns down the music. "Did you recognize him?" she asks me.
"Who?" I'm already pretending that what happened didn't happen. Already stuffing it down the way I do.
"That guy from the lunch line. Boone Craddock."
"Of course," I respond. "What an ass." I'd say something worse about him, like the word that's been at the tip of my tongue since lunchtime — the one that starts with mother and ends with -ucker — but Agnes doesn't like it when I use words like that.
"He didn't use to be an ass."
"People change, Agnes." The words come out harsher than I mean for them to, and I instantly wish I could take them back. But just the name of that, that ... I can hardly stand to even think his name, much less say it.
"Hmm. I guess so," Agnes says. "I've never even seen him at school, probably because he's been in those at-risk classes." Then she says, "I wonder if he remembers us."
I almost say, How could he not? But I don't. Instead, I reach for the volume knob and crank up the Pistols as loud as they'll go.CHAPTER 3
DAY 98: MARCH 19
I remember them, all right. Waking up Saturday morning, yesterday's incident replays itself over and over again in my head, like a scene from some lame after-school movie special.
Standing in that lunch line, I'd been ready to slug whoever just shoved their hands into my back. People are always giving me shit. And for what? For what? What have I ever done but try to survive? Just last week, some guy in the hallway called me "retard" under his breath, hit himself in the chest with the back of his wrist when I walked past. A girl standing nearby gave the guy a little slap on the arm. "That's so mean," she said. And then she laughed at me, too.
It's the kind of thing that makes me miss the Alternative Classroom Experience track I've been on since starting high school last year. So what if being an ACE student marked me as an "at-risk youth"? The Bad Seed Track, some ACE kids liked to call it. Maybe we were bad seeds. At least there was a place where we could hang out and be bad seeds together without getting into too much trouble. Now, thanks to budget cuts, that place is gone. ACE has only been shut down for a few weeks, but I can already tell things aren't going to end well. Being mainstreamed into "normal" high school classes is going to mean constant vigilance. Daily navigation through a minefield of the kind of shit that might just get somebody killed because there won't be an ACE teacher there to talk me down.
I get out of bed and head for the bathroom, wonder if I have any reasonably clean clothes. I have to hustle if I'm going to make it to work on time.
Judging by how dark the kitchen is when I go in there, Mom's not up yet. Big surprise. I flick on the light and head to the cereal cabinet, the cafeteria scene from yesterday still replaying in my mind.
Feeling those hands shove against my spine, I turned around in slow motion, like whoever did it was going to get what they deserved. Who cared if there was no more Alternative Classroom Experience for guys like me? Who cared if juvie was my next stop? I was done. Done. The shover was about to learn what a heartless bitch nature could be.
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I hadn't heard of this book until I went to TxLA and when I saw it, I immediately grabbed it. The cover and the synopsis reminded me of a classic movie that I LOVE: The Breakfast Club. And I am so glad I grabbed it, because it was definitely a book that I will remember for a long while. Agnes has been diagnosed with Progeria, a disease that makes the person with it age really fast. Then there's Moira who has been Agnes' "protector" since they were in grade school. The reason being? Moira is big. Bigger than even she wants to be. She uses that and her goth make-up to make people stay away and not mess with them. It's her armor. And then there's Boone who hasn't been friends with the girls in a very long time. But then something happens and things change between them when they least expect it. When I said this was like The Breakfast Club, I meant it. It had the different people from all of the different cliques, then there was the detention that had to be served, and then there was them finally coming together for a reason. I think for this reason I fell in love with this book. It reminded me of one of my favorite movies and put me in a bit of a comfort zone. I also really fell for the characters. Well the main characters. I really don't like some of the teachers or some of the students. They were terrible and I hate the way they made Moira and Agnes feel. There were some that were terrible to Boone as well, but I'll just say he can hold his own lol In the book they were described as "quite a sight" and I can see that being true. But I couldn't see them by themselves either. They completed each other and that completed the story for me. And lastly, I really loved the diversity. I didn't know much about Progeria, but this book definitely made me look at many different websites and want to know more about it. I really liked the way it made me want to learn. And I liked the way all of the characters seem to finally feel happy with themselves. It really showed them finally learn to start really living. This book is one that will stay with me for a long time. Not only for the way it was written or what it was about, but also because of the way it reminded me as well as the characters to live for myself and not to be scared to experience new things. Definitely something everyone needs to be reminded of all the time.
This book was a total surprise for me, I went into it without really knowing what it was about, I just went with the initial premise and I have to say I found myself really enjoying it almost from the first chapter. The book is told from 3 different points of view Agnes, Moira and Boone. And is told in Agnes’s final 100 days on this earth, and before you freak out about that, it is not a spoiler since it is in the description (I checked several times). Each chapter told from a different PoV on one of the 100 days, so that makes the book go by so very fast, the chapters are short and to the point which I appreciated but sometimes I felt like I was missing something, I wanted to know more about the things that were happening on that day or how certain character felt. Agnes, Moira and Boone are wonderful characters, each one going through the pains of growing up, finding yourself and your comfort in this world, dying and having to be somewhat ready for it and the back breaking responsibility of being the one that has to pull your family through dark times. I found myself longing for the time I got to go back home and read, the characters really took a part of my heart and would like to know what happened after those 100 days, what happened to the people left behind, how did they cope with the sadness and also relief.
Book was a pretty good read. Each day is usually represented by a different person. I will say there were two things I didn't like about the book. The first was that there was a lot of build up to the reveal of why the girls weren't friends with Boone anymore and even though I got why Moira was mad...it still seemed sort of childish. I expected a really big to do and unforgivable act. Was it a bad thing that he did, yes. Was it as bad as I would have expected, no. But then again for pre-teens (at the time) and sophomores (in the present) I guess I understand it. The second was the ending. Yes I knew it was coming thanks to the description an the countdown, but what I didn't like was how at the end it was clear that her friends thought Agnes's death was their fault and it wasn't (not entirely anyway). I don't think they ever got that closure, which sucks. We as readers knew it was inevitable and Agnes herself knew at that point, but no one shed light on it to Boone and Moira, unless I missed that part. All and all though, it was a good read, though I don't think I'd read it again any time soon. Also, the whole thing with Boone's neighbor was sort of weird and seemed unnecessary especially since that whole thing was just sort of left in the air and again wasn't resolved or even addressed.