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A classic queer text of trauma, written by one of the most talented novelists of her generation.

The reason it’s never just once is the same reason money’s only a part of it. Most anyone can take or leave that, though they don’t think they can. The cover story of all time, that’s what money is. The excuse of excuses no one will question because they so much need to use it themselves.

Published by Doubleday in 1994, Heather Lewis’s chilling debut novel took place on the northeastern equestrian...