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A Beautiful War: Finding Hope in the Darkest Moments

By Amanda L. Scarborough
Unabridged — 2 hours, 55 minutes
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By Amanda L. Scarborough
Unabridged — 2 hours, 55 minutes
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After the birth of her son, Amanda found herself in the grip of a postpartum depression so deep she saw no way out. Dark, ugly thoughts held her mind captive, and she contemplated harming her baby and ending her own life.

She says, “For me, the darkness that postpartum depression held was all-consuming and terrifying. I would have done anything to escape it without thought or reason. It was an ugly, shameful place that kept me isolated and fearful-a place so brutal that I felt as though I...