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Narrated by: Arabella Arnott

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Overview

Mary has started remembering things that she knows aren't real-but the events feel exactly like her actual memories. Who is she, if she can't be sure she knows her own past?

A writer in her 30s struggling to make rent, Mary has moved back to her childhood town to bartend and save money, when she starts remembering absurd events, clear and visceral as if they'd really happened to her. But she knows they're too wild to be possible. Flashing back to her school years, she searches the past for ...