Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock

Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock

by Matthew Quick
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DiiMI More than 1 year ago
A brilliant, yet lost, alone and angry young man tells his painful story of how he ended up deciding to commit murder and then suicide. His tale is emotionally torturous and he feels like a non-person in the eyes of most of the world, including his self-absorbed mother. Only two people seem to truly care about him, his next door neighbor, an aging old man with two addictions, cigarettes and Bogart/Bacall movies. The other is his Holocaust teacher, Herr Silverman. Having made his decision to die, Leonard chose his eighteenth birthday as his final day on Earth, to make his statement to the world, reveal his pain and hopefully find peace. Can anyone save him? What secrets has he kept hidden for so many years? Does he want to be saved? As Leonard says good-bye to the world in his own cryptic way, his mental dialogue is angst-filled and raw. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock by Matthew Quick is a gritty and bleak look into depression, loneliness and what happens when a child fails to thrive emotionally in a world that doesn’t seem to care about him. Matthew Quick has done an amazing job of bringing Leonard to life, warts and all. I instantly felt for this young man, because his pain was evident, the reasons revealed in small bits, one rejection after another. I felt I was in Leonard’s mind, listening to him, and frankly, agreeing with him, he definitely got the short end of the stick throughout most of his life, even Leonard recognized when it all began to go bad and the joy of being an innocent child was sucked out of him. Mr. Quick’s writing style is very descriptive, dark and foreboding, perfectly aligning with the theme of suicide and depression in a young man crying out internally for help, to be wanted and needed. This should be a MUST read for all, especially those who merely shake their heads in disgust that suicide is the coward’s way out, then turn their backs on the topic. This isn’t a piece of fluff, Matthew Quick has written a thoughtful piece, fiction or not, that will carve your heart out with a dull blade. An Arc edition was provided by NetGalley and Little, Brown Books for Young Readers in exchange for my honest review.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I saw this book had a review of only 3 stars and realized people were unfairly ignoring it. This is one of the BEST BOOKS I HAVE EVER READ IN MY LIFE! It's truly life changing and worth every penny. I stayed up all day and all night just to know what would happen next. Days after finishing it i still find myself thinking of poor Leonard and comparing the book's characters to real people in my life. As the last review said, this is a must read for all. The ending was a bit cryptic, but it allowed me to continue thinking about it and decide for myself what should happen and what would happen with the loose ends. I believe Mr. Quick made it that way to allow you to think and to make your own decisions. Though this book is a great standalone, and i don't know how you could make a good sequel, i do wish i knew a little more about the ending. But like I said, that is how we're supposed to feel. Regardless, if you have not read this book, and have not even considered reading it, think again. It's worth every penny and more.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I love Matthew Quick's style of writing. He doesn't try to glorify his characters or justify the things they think or do. He embraces the crazy side of them, and I love that. I was actually bawling because, in my 14-year-old-self-kind-of-way, I understood Leonard in his loneliest moments. Leonard was ready to commit suicide, he wanted to murder someone he used to be close friends with, but most of all, even if he didn't say it aloud to anyone, he wanted someone to realize that deep down he was not okay. So many people overlook small things, and at first "direct eye contact" or "a friendly conversation a day" seems so small and unimportant, but all of these "unimportant small things" build up overtime. Leonard was another character with a dsyfunctional family, a bad history with a former friend, and a talent for things nobody but his teachers care about. Who knows if his dad is alive, or if his mom is off sleeping with her French boyfriend, and if anyone actually remembered his 18th birthday? The author doesn't try to force down our throats at the end of the story something cheesy like "life WILL get better after you finish school" or that "a suicide hotline is only a call away!!!!". What I learned from this story was not that being different is okay, nor was it that teenage angst is just a phase, but rather that nobody feels happy all of the time. We are all capable of experiencing somewhat psychotic feelings and emotions, and that's what makes us normal. Looks can be deceiving, and while it is so easy to get lost in oblivion and ignorance, sometimes you need to stop and read between the lines. My favorite parts were when Leonard wrote himself letters from the future, as if there was really something worth living for, and my hope that Leonard would realize he was not alone, that I was by his side and that I understood his pain, has rendered me physically and emotionally incapable to finish any homework tonight. I found myself hoping for more at the end, but that was only because Nook said the novel was 215 pages, when it was actually only about 180 with the rest being acknowledgements and an excerpt from another book. Be warned that you might not be able to sleep at night because Matthew Quick has a way of writing about (slightly) crazy people and making you almost believe that, for a moment at the least, you are the character in the story and you want for them what they want for themselves. For a moment at the least you will feel like the character's problems are your problems and you can't help but just cry over them, but in the back of both the character's mind and yours you are hoping for a bright outcome, because even the craziest of people want that bright outcome, that happiness, that relief of knowing that no more worrying has to be made on anyone's part. I'm probably blabbering but my point is, this is a beautiful book, and I'm sure Leonard would appreciate your becoming of a reader of his story and world.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book is amazing. Just read this book
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Weird weird book but brillant. Didnt go they way thatni.excpected which is good i enjoyed it read it within 24 hrs. I really didnt exspect leonard to hold a gryge toward asher for that reason. I really love the relationship between leonard and his teacher.leonard was somone who didnt care about peoples opinions but he cared about others feelings, if u know what i mean,and i really liked that about him and he was clever, and thats somthing that brought the story together.honestly i love the ending which is rare so yeah
chapterxchapter More than 1 year ago
I was really interested in reading Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock by author Matthew Quick the moment I finished reading the description of the novel. It sounded like a novel that would stir up emotion in me, thrill me and keep me on the edge of my seat. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock did all of those things and then some. I absolutely adored and loved this read so much I can’t even put my thoughts or emotions into words. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock takes place on the main character Leonard Peacock’s birthday, it’s a very special day for Leonard because he is going to kill his ex-best friend with his grandfather’s P-38 pistol and then kill himself. However Leonard first plans on going to see the people who matter to him most and give them a goodbye present so that when they learn about the crime he plans to commit after he commits it they won’t have a bad final memory of him. Leonard goes to visit the four people who mattered to him most: His neighbor Walt, one of his musically inclined classmates, the girl he has a crush on and his teacher Herr Silverman. As Leonard goes to visit each of these people (and times moves toward the moment when he will pull of his murder-suicide) Leonard begins to give away the plan he is will put into action and the events that led him to make this decision. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock was a novel that I fell in love with right from the start. It was a dark and haunting read that broke my heart, took me on an emotional roller coaster and had me hoping that Leonard would change his fate before it would become too late. The writing style stirred up far too many emotions in me, the footnotes used in the novel as well as Leonard’s dark and depressing thoughts left me both sad and angry. There were so many moments where I was either brought to tears or began crying from Quick’s writing style that made Leonard come alive and become more than just a character. The characters introduced in Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock are ones that will connect with readers in some way or form. The main character Leonard is both the good guy and the bad guy and once you discover just what his ex-best friend has done you have to wonder if what Leonard’s doing (despite how totally dark and wrong it is) can be justified. There’s a variety of characters from a dedicated Christian girl to his neighbor and friend Walt who is obsessed with Humphrey Bogart movies and to himself. Despite seeing each character for only a small amount of time I felt that a relationship is established with each character that made the goodbyes very heartfelt. When reading Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock I personally think that a lot of readers will find Leonard’s dark thoughts and dark family history to be intriguing. It’s so seldom that I get to read about a character who is messed up and is actually very smart and applies those smarts in the plot. Leonard is a unique character who pulled me into the plot and left me reading and interested until the very last page. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock is a novel that will keep you hooked. I never wanted to put it down. I’d recommend Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock to readers who are looking for an addictive and dark read. Readers who are fans of plots that are thrilling and emotional will eat this read right up. Anybody who is looking for a tear jerker needs to check out Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock as soon as possible.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This is without a doubt one of the greatest books i have ever read. This is the type of book that stays with you when you finish it, the type that leaves you with something to think about when you finish it. this is a must read for everyone
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
All time favorite book ever
purplescorpion More than 1 year ago
I read this book in four days, and the only reason why it took me that long is I had to work two of the days and have a disabled husband and dog to care for! Otherwise, I would not have put this book down. I was not expecting to like it when I started it, and when I saw the footnotes I rolled my eyes. But luckily Mr. Quick didn't abuse them, but used them appropriately and in a great way. I love Leonard, and if casted correctly this would make a good movie. It would have to have a phenomenal cast, though. I sympathized with Leonard, because I was different too. And things do get better! Really thoroughly enjoyed this book--as a reader I am grateful and as a writer I am envious--but it was well worth it!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
When I first read the plot I wasn't sure I was going to like it since it seemed a little dark, but I gave it a try. SO GOOD. It's written so personally and with raw emotiom... absolutelty floored me. This is a MUST READ
224perweek More than 1 year ago
This started off kind of good but then fell flat for me. Parts of it, I did not understand, like the whole letter writing business. The ending was not satisfying either. Left you hanging with no actual ending.
JimRGill2012 More than 1 year ago
In this powerful and poignant novel—which also manages to be quite funny at times—astute readers will detect echoes of one of the seminal works of Young Adult literature. Leonard Peacock is a Holden Caulfield for the millennial generation; Leonard, however, harbors an anguish borne of something far more damaging than the generalized disillusionment with “phonies” that plagued Holden. Like Holden, Leonard’s has irretrievably lost his childhood innocence. But Leonard’s pain is far more personal, and as we follow Leonard through what he repeatedly claims will be the last day of his life, we increasingly empathize with him as the source of his depression and desperation becomes apparent. As with many YA novels, the adults in *Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock* are ineffectual when they’re not being downright mean and dismissive (Leonard’s mother is probably one of the most detestable adults ever to appear in a YA novel). Herr Silverman, Leonard’s Holocaust studies teacher, is the one exception. Like Leonard, Herr Silverman harbors a secret that makes him feel different from most of his peers. And he is the one adult in the novel who makes a genuine effort to connect with Leonard and understand him. This is by no means an easy novel to read, but I suspect most will want to plow through it (as I did) because Quick’s writing resonates so honestly, and for all his quirks and hard-earned adolescent angst, Leonard is a likeable character. The book’s title remains a mystery (intentionally, I believe). Is it a plea for forgiveness signed by Leonard, as in a note or a letter? Or is it a plea for forgiveness that is being addressed to Leonard? The story provides justification for either interpretation, and the title’s opacity is but one of a number of ambiguities central to the novel.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This is a very overdue review, seeing as I read this book about five months ago, but I have to say: it is freaking amazing. I finished it in less than two hours because it was that freaking good. Read it!
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book gripped me. I wish more people read this. The world lacks compassion.
Brianafujiwara More than 1 year ago
PLEASE READ THIS BOOK
WildfireBookBlog More than 1 year ago
There’s no way to say this without sounding like a total weirdo, but I’ve been looking for a good book about a school shooting for a while now. I saw a movie last year called The Dirties and ever since then, I kept saying how I wanted a book version of it. Now, there are quite a few books about school shootings from each point of view, whether it’s the shooter, a victim, the parent… Which is nice, but none of them were quite what I wanted. So, Breanna told me to read Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock which I got a long time ago because of the cover (not the one I’m using here, I picked this one because I thought it fit the book better) and didn’t know a lot about it. Leonard Peacock is turning 18. Today is his birthday and his mother, a fashion designer who spends almost all her time in New York while he lives alone in their home outside of the city, forgot. To celebrate his birthday, Leonard has packed up some things he wants to give to the important people in his life who he considers his friends and give them to people as gifts and for his own gift, he’s taking his grandfather’s WWII gun to school to shoot his former best friend and himself. Quite a birthday, huh? This book follows Leonard through the events of his birthday as he goes to each of his friend’s houses to give them their gifts and it goes back to flashbacks to explain their relationships and give an insight into what has lead up to Leonard getting to this place but it doesn’t immediately explain why he quit being friends with Asher, his former best friend who he plans to shoot before himself. This book was fantastically written and it’s difficult to say much about it without feeling like I’m saying too much in some way that’s going to ruin the major events of the book so basically all I can say is this: read this book. It’s hard to say that I liked a character like Leonard, someone who is planning to do something so horrific as shooting his former best friend and himself and in the beginning of the book, I honestly thought he was a little annoying. I thought his thought process with what he was going to and how he was preparing for it was just a little bit ridiculous and I felt myself shaking my head at him but I really wanted to continue and learn more about him even though I felt that way. As the book went on and I got to know him more, I got really invested in his story and actually started to like him and his story. I felt like the end of this book was realistic and the entire thing was done in a really good way and I loved every minute that I spent reading it, whether I was nervous for what he was going to do next or feeling sad about his flashbacks or the time he spent revisiting people from his past.
MorrisMorgan More than 1 year ago
If there is any book that is important to read, it is “Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock” by Matthew Quick. I feel like I could hit a character limit for reviews simply by listing all of the life lessons to be found in the book, but I will try to keep it at a minimum.  It gives excellent insight into the mind of someone who feels they have nothing left to live for, as well as all of the attempts made at reaching out that go unnoticed by most.  However, it also makes it very clear that someone does care, even though Leonard may not know it at the time.  There is another hugely important issue raised that is very seldom touched on and took quite a bit of bravery to tackle as bluntly as it was, but I don’t want to spoil what happens.  Trust me when I say that it will make you think. The characters are all very quirky and well-written, which is typically the case in anything written by Matthew Quick, and I really appreciated that Leonard is an extremely flawed character.  All too often books for young adults tend to portray a victim of bullying and/or someone with suicidal tendencies as being a perfect human being.  That is not the case here, nor is it the case with any person on earth.  It makes the entire story even more relatable by keeping it realistic. The writing flows well, and given its subject matter, it is an incredibly quick read.  However, the story will stay in your mind long after “Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock” ends. Everyone should read “Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock”.  I know that I will think more carefully about those around me and look for signs of distress, and I hope that others will, as well.
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One of the most heartwrenhing books, this one kept me at the edge of my seat and i was able toread it in one sitting.
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this book saved my life.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I don know if i hould get yhis book i realy want to know the ending does lenard kill himself. Respond togirl100% :)
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Leonard is downright crazy. This book freaked me out once i finished it. It isnt one of those wonderful books that everyone ends up reading, like The Fault in Our Stars, and its honestly best that way
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book is great! I loved it. It is simulatinsouly sad, depressing, moving, insprational, and hopeful. I really just enjoyed reading this book. It is a great read with a hopeful ending. I recommend it, you wont be dissapointed!
TheBookBar More than 1 year ago
Rating: Top Shelf, a beautifully tragic happenstance. You're immediately taken back to the toughest times in your life, the awkward stages. Maybe you were bullied, maybe you were ostracized because of they way you acted or dressed. Maybe you had your own personal demons and still had to deal with life. I instantly fell in love with this book. The moments of breath above water, the letters from Leonard's loved ones, are inspiring and uplifting, even when you feel Leonard drowning. If my classmates put as much effort into making our community better as they give to the college application process, this place would be a utopia. Appearances, appearances. The great facade. How to Live Blindly in a Blind World 101. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock. Quick, Matthew. Published August 13th 2013 by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers. Kindle edition. Loc 630 So many terrible things happen to Leonard that leave him with only one option to stop the pain. Leonard's parent's 'hands-off' approach to loving their only child cause Leonard to bottle up most of his feelings. A best friend, who is sexually abused, becomes Leonard's living nightmare. Feeling and understanding beyond the socially acceptable top layer has fellow classmates pegging him as a freak. I heard other kids in my class whisper all sorts of things about me afterward, saying that I had justified killing children and suicide, but my classmates just didn't get it, because they are spoiled teenagers living here in America at the beginning of the twenty-first century. They've never had to make any real decisions at all. Their lives are easy and unremarkable. They're not awake. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock. Quick, Matthew. Published August 13th 2013 by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers. Kindle edition. Loc 439 But it's not all gloom. He has a few 'friends' that want to help, or at least understand, but they don't know the best way to approach the situation they all fear is about to take place. Baback helps Leonard escape everyday school life by listening to the beauty of Baback's violin. Lauren, inadvertently, helps him believe in the idea of Love, even if religion gets in the way. These two are just kids themselves and only accept Leonard up to a certain point, then insist that there is something wrong and he needs help. Walt, his elderly widowed neighbor, lends an ear even but the two can only communicate emotionally through Bogart statements. And Herr Silverman taps into Leonard and tries desperately to keep him around, just a little longer. Show me it's possible to be an adult and also be happy. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock. Quick, Matthew. Published August 13th 2013 by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers. Kindle edition. Loc 476 For me, the most moving parts of this book are the letters from Leonard's future. At first I didn't understand where the book was going but they were so fun to read. After Herr Silverman let's the reader in on the concept, the fun letters become more beautiful and then heart breaking. Mom says you never thought you'd find her when you were my age, but you did. You probably never thought you'd find me either, and now I need to find the people in my future too - because that's just the way of the world maybe.... I've watched you sleep for over an hour, just because. And the whole time I wished your mind was a sea we could scuba dive in together because I'd like to see the LOVE statue that sits at the bottom of your consciousness. Forgive Me, Leonard Peacock. Quick, Matthew. Published August 13th 2013 by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers. Kindle edition. Loc 2816 I felt emotionally altered after reading this book. I highly suggest it to everyone, because no one had a perfect life growing up.