Table of Contents
Self-Portrait with La Sonora Dinamita Playing in the Background 1
I
Sift 5
Building the Backyard House with Abuelo 7
At Eight 9
My Amá After, a Portrait 11
Abecedarian Payday Inside the Projects 12
September 1996 14
Helping my Amá Practice for her Citizenship Test 16
Pigeons 18
Hot Cheetos con Queso 20
Amá Teaches Me How to Whistle 22
Three Eagles Flying 23
Dear Amá, 27
Hey Pops, 29
Happy Father's Day Amá 30
Is My Life Really Worth 12 Dollars an Hour? 32
How I Eat the Stars 34
A List for Every Time My Depression Tries to Obituary Me 35
II
Prima Perita, a Portrait 39
Tío Urbano Visits Santa Teresa Cemetery, a Portrait 40
Primo José, a Portrait 42
Prima Monse on a Park Bench, a Portrait 43
Tío Danny, a Portrait 44
Tío Willie Working as a Security Guard, a Portrait 45
Prima Refugio, a Portrait 46
My People, a Portrait 48
Mi Gente, un Retrato 49
Prima Nacho, a Portrait 50
Prima Jesus Works on Taco Tuesday, a Portrait 51
Dear Amá, 52
III
Border Walls 56
IV
Watching a Video of Earth from the ISS Live Feed 67
Ameriposx, a Flower Song 68
Fuji Apples 69
Dear Cuñada, 70
Staring at the Sky 72
Prima Pancho's Corrido 74
The 92 Bus 75
Tagging on the Side of a Wendy's 77
An Airplane Pulls a Giant AD through the Sky Saying: Pepsi, Drink It. 78
Dear Primo José, 80
I'm Not Sorry for Being Human & Smoking a Joint While Watching Planet Earth 82
Para Mis Chiquistriquis 84
Dear Hermanita, 85
Dear Hermano, 86
Dear Amá, 88
V
Greyhound Americans 93
Infinite Gratitude 104
Acknowledgements 107
About the Author 109