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I Loved Him First!

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A charming and funny friends-to-lovers BL one-shot manga about an ex-yakuza member who won't let anything stand in the way of winning over his best friend's heart-including that best friend's boyfriend!

Makoto, an ex-yazuka, has harbored feelings for his best friend Ayato since high school but has always been afraid to confess his love and risk ruining their friendship. Instead, he resigns himself to the role of best friend to the bitter end...that is, until Ayato tells him he's dating-a guy...