Tess used to be normalor at least, she knew how to fake it. Then her mother started showing up at her fancy prep school and acting crazy, which turned Tess into social cyanide. Now, her days at school, once almost tolerable, are unbearable. She longs for summers at her grandmother's lake house, binging on old movies and Oreos, and weekends with her best and only friend, Tabitha. Until then, Tess just tries to survive, with long runs through Central Park to keep the anxiety down by day, although her nights are increasingly haunted by strange, dreamlike visions that fill her with dread. Then Tabitha drops Tess without warning, switching her allegiance to the school's clone-like popular girls, and leaving Tess without a friend in the world. Before Tess can even cope with losing Tabitha, a horrific tragedy happens one night at school, and Tess is blamed for it. Now, she must fight to find out the truth about that night, and to clear her name, all the while wondering if her visions were really a prophecy, or if she is going to end up in the grip of an uncontrollable mental illnessjust like her mother.
About the Author
Jennie Yabroff was a staff arts and culture writer for Newsweek and now writes freelance criticism and essays from her New York base. She holds an MFA from Columbia University. This is her first novel.
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This was not an easy read nor was it a light one. This was a heavy, dark story that reflects the difficulties teens face in the complex hierarchal society of high school. This read had me fascinated as well as horrified within the first few pages, and admittedly I teared up more than a few times. Tess was never popular, yet she had never been an outcast either, but when her mother's depressions takes a turn for the worse, as in, she shows up at school sobbing and embarrassing her daughter, Tess quickly falls from the grace of popularity and becomes as pariah - and known as a freak, especially when for some unknown reason a swatch of hair turns grey on her head. However, it is during this time that she meets a solid, good friend, Tabitha - the quirky, spazzy, friendly girl and so it went for a few years. But things change and so do people. Tabitha wanted more for herself, she wanted to be popular. Not going to lie, when I started to read this book I was hooked. I wasn't overly invested in the characters, because to me they were a little flat and in Tess' case [and perhaps the point of it,] she was unlikable. But she faced real challenges and was flawed. She was an angry sixteen-year-old, bullied and cast aside. I could relate to the general topic though, wanting to be popular or at least not bullied or looked down on. I wanted to experience the cliquey society Yabroff depicted and she didn't disappoint. It was a gritty chick-eat-chick world and sadly reflects the cruelties of such a society. The overall story was interesting, is Tess gifted, insane, is she part of the tragedy that surrounded her best friend, Tabitha? Maybe she's following in her mother's footsteps. Whatever it is, this gift haunts Tess but she grows with it over the course of the book. It isn't a gift in the supernatural sense, so don't expect that - and it doesn't really go into explaining as to why there may be more with gifts - it's one of those things you just have to nod your head and accept. It just is. There are many difficult topics that were tackled, peer pressure, bullying, acceptance, depression... Honestly, this was a good read, difficult but a good read