Monarch Memoir

Jen If is confused. She doesn't know why she's not like her family or why she has trouble remembering the English words for things and can't remember anything before a few days ago.

Of course, she was always here. But here is always changing. Somehow, she needs to remember yesterday.

Monarch Memoir is an extraordinary story of growing up with MK Ultra. Freedom, friendship, family and first love under ritual and organised abuse.

This memoir may be upsetting or triggering.