The smell of cinnamon buns and apple pie remind widowed dad Chance Hawkins of the wife he lost five years ago. As does his sad-eyed little girl. So when his aunt hires a new pastry chef whom she finds onlinefor their family-owned Texas café, the cowboy cook grumbles. What's more, fancy baker Phoebe Yates is boarding in their home. But soon enough, kind Phoebe is reminding Chance how nice it is to share a sweet roll with his daughter before school. And maybe opening his heart to becoming a groom again!
About the Author
Award-winning author Deb Kastner writes stories of faith, family and community in a small-town western setting. Deb’s books contain sigh-worthy heroes and strong heroines facing obstacles that draw them closer to each other and the Lord. She lives in Colorado with her husband. She is blessed with three grown daughters and two grandchildren. She enjoys spoiling her grandkids, movies, music, reading, musical theater and exploring Colorado on horseback.
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STATUS UPDATE: PHOEBE YATES: Day 1 of my adventure into country living. First observation: Serendipity, Texas, is a small town. A VERY small town.
JOSEPHINE HAWKINS MURPHY: Indeed it is, dear. Indeed it is.
Maybe this was a bad idea, Phoebe Yates thought to herself as she pulled her luxury rental car in front of the rickety, clapboard-sided diner called Cup O' Jo. Probably this was a mistake.
She supposed she could turn around right now, head back to the airport in San Antonio and fly back to her hometown of New York City. No one yet knew she was here in Serendipity, Texas. She could just cry off and make up an excuse for why she hadn't been able to make it.
But she'd given her word to Josephine Hawkins Murphy, and since Phoebe was a Christian, her word meant everything. Besides, she was here because she'd wanted a break from her high-profile, culinary lifestyle. This six-week sabbatical from her close-to-insane schedule before she was due to start as head pastry chef at a new, upscale restaurant in Times Square was just what she needed. She just hadn't realized Serendipity was going to be quite this small.
One main street cut through the entire town, with only two stop signs located on opposite ends. Besides the cafe, there was a gas station, a hardware store, Sam's Grocery, a barber shop with a candy cane-striped pole on the sign and a little white chapel with red doors and a steeple.
This town was tiny.
To her credit, Jo had warned her as much from the start, but Phoebe really didn't have anything to compare it with, having lived in a big city all her life.
Exiting the car, she smoothed down her pure cotton, sky-blue dress, grimaced and sighed. Thanks to the long drive, the material was full of wrinkles. Oh, well. From the look of things, she was probably overdressed, even for a job interview, which was, more or less, what she was here for.
Yet another challenge with the town of Serendipityit didn't even have a hotel. Otherwise, she would have checked in first and freshened up before stopping by the cafe.
Jo had assured her she'd have a place to stay, though the details were vague. Not for the first time, Phoebe felt a wave of uneasiness steal over her. This was way, way out of her comfort zone.
She'd prayed about this, she reminded herself firmly. Onward and forward. She wasn't a coward.
The moment she stepped into the diner, she was immediately and joyfully accosted by an ample, smiling elderly woman whom Phoebe immediately recognized as Jo from her online profile photograph. Her bouncing red curls gave her away in an instant. She was wearing an equally bright red T-shirt that boasted the phrase "I'm right, you're wrong, any questions?"
Phoebe only had a moment for a quick assessment of the cafe itself, but it was clear that while the outside of the diner was rustic, the inside had clearly been remodeled with a contemporary coffee-shop feel.
Even with Jo's warm welcome, Phoebe was aware she'd been put on the spot. It felt as if everyone in the room had frozen in place, some with forks halfway to their mouths, some staring over the rims of the computer monitors that outlined the back wall.
They were all watching her, as if waiting for
And when conversation once again resumed, it was like listening to the drone of a hive of bees. She had no doubt they were speaking about her. The thought didn't make her as uncomfortable as it could have.
She was used to people talking about her. She couldn't be successful in her career for long without positive publicity, not to mention criticism. She wondered which was relevant now. Maybe both.
Exclaiming in delight, Jo wrapped her arms around Phoebe, hugging her as if they'd known each other for a lifetime and not only just met. Phoebe didn't know what to do with that. She wasn't used to such adamant affection, especially publi-cally so, and she found herself intensely uncomfortable with the inexplicable familiarity Jo showed her.
They hadn't even been formally introduced, though they'd corresponded online, which had resulted in her being here in the first place. Phoebe was Jo's deceased husband's cousin several times removed. At least that's what Jo had said when she'd made her friend request.
It was an unusual experience for her to feel welcomed really welcomedanywhere, especially with the ease, grace, and naturally friendly demeanor Jo obviously possessed.
"Everyone," Jo announced in a voice that pierced right through the buzz of conversation in the room, "this here is Phoebe Yates, and she's our new pastry chef."
Happily, thought Phoebe, Jo didn't mention her high-profile status. She had the feeling it was going to be tough enough to make friends in this close-knit community without adding that fact into the mix. Some patrons were openly staring at her, while others merely smiled politely and turned back to their meals, drinks or computer screens.
Once again, she felt that the rising hum of voices had something to do with her arrival in town, but she brushed any awkwardness aside. From what she'd seen thus far, she doubted Serendipity had many strangers passing through, so it made sense that she'd be a novelty for them. Besides, she'd been in the spotlight before, and most of the smiles were curious and friendly.
What did she have to worry about?
She was, she decided firmly, going to like it here. Cup O' Jo Cafe was out in the middle of nowhere, which was just what she needed. And if the glass-cased pastry shelves at the front counter were anything to go by, they needed her as well. Currently they housed a number of old knickknacks, rather than anything edible. That was something Phoebe definitely could fix for them.
"This way, dear," Jo said, indicating the hunter-green swinging doors which led to the kitchen. "Let me show you where you will be working, and then we'll get you settled in so you can rest up after all that traveling. I imagine you must be exhausted."
Phoebe smiled. This really was an adventure, in the best sense of the word. "I'm good. And I'd love to check out the kitchen."
Her excitement died the moment she walked through the double doors and met the cool, black-eyed gaze of the man at the grill. He held a spatula in one hand almost like a weapon, and his frown and the furrowing of his brow deepened with every step Phoebe took in his direction.
He was tall and broad-shouldered and his jet-black hair spilled over his forehead and curled at his neck. His face was chiseled and sharply planed, giving him a rugged look. He wore a denim shirt, faded blue jeans, scuffed black cowboy boots that looked like they'd seen better days and a stained white apron tied around a lean waist.
He had loosely tied a black bandana around his neck, giving him the appearance of an old-time bank robber, and Phoebe thought it might somehow match his personality, or what she could tell of it. He might be extremely attractive were it not for the scowl on his face, but his shadowy frown ruined everything.
"Chance, dear," Jo said, bursting into the kitchen just behind Phoebe. "Welcome our new pastry chef, Phoebe Yates. Phoebe, this is my nephew, Chance Hawkins. He does all of the cooking here. I'd be lost without him."
His scowl deepened, if that were possible, and his black eyes sparked with displeasure. Phoebe recognized the man's type immediately. After all, she'd worked with enough of them over the years.
The angry chef.
A man who'd never learned to share his toys, much less his kitchen.
And it was apparent, from the shocked, astounded expression he flashed Jo that she'd neglected to mention the fact that Phoebe would be here at all.
At least his features evened out when he looked at his aunt. Definitely not friendly, but not as openly hostile as that first, undefined moment when he had been caught off guard. As Phoebe had first suspected, he was a handsome man, in a rugged sort of way.
"Pastry chef?" Chance queried, his voice low and raspy. "No offense, ma'am," he continued, flashing his dark gaze briefly to Phoebe before returning to Jo, "but I wasn't told about this, and it isn't a good idea."
No offense? Chance Hawkins had offense written all over him with a figurative pen.
What had she gotten herself into? She'd come here to get away from drama, not step right into the middle of it.
Jo simply chuckled, not at all offended by Chance's gruff nature and harsh voice. "In case you didn't notice, we have knickknacks on the shelves of the pastry rack. Me, I'd rather have dessert."
"But Aunt Jo, you know I don't" He paused, brushing his hands down the front of his apron and adjusting the bandana at his neck, which Phoebe thought might be a nervous gesture. "I can't."
Jo stepped forward, directly in front of Chance, and ran a soothing, affectionate hand over the stubble on his cheek, as if he were a small boy.
"You can," she said softly, in a voice that made Phoebe's throat tighten with an unnamed emotion. "You need to do this. You know you do. Besides, our customers miss having pastries around here."
Phoebe averted her gaze, feeling as if she were intruding on a private family moment.
She surveyed the small but well-stocked kitchen, distracting herself by wondering how she and Chance would be able to share the space. Even if he agreed to Jo's proposal, which at the moment didn't seem likely, there wasn't much counter space, and there was only one small oven. Even if they were trying to avoid it, the two of them would be constantly walking into each other.
She turned her attention back to Chance and Jo as the room became silent. Chance was staring at her, an unreadable look in his midnight-black eyes. His lips tightened as he surveyed her, apparently weighing his options.
Phoebe pulled her shoulders straight and stood an inch taller, and then she smiled at Chance. She might feel a little intimidated by this mixed welcome, but she wasn't about to show it. He could think what he wanted. She was not afraid of all his bluster.
"I don't have a choice in this, do I, Jo?" he asked, his voice still raspy. Phoebe wondered if the low, abrasive tone was how he always talked, or whether it had something to do with him being annoyed at her presence.
"I can't imagine why you thought for a moment that you did," Jo replied with a chuckle.
The corner of his mouth twitched upward as he nodded at Jo, but his gaze was serious when it returned to Phoebe.
"We need to talk, you and I," he told her, his expression guarded.
It sounded like he was telling her, not asking her, and Phoebe bristled. She could only imagine all the things he wanted to say to her. She herself could think of at least a dozen reasons why this scenario wasn't going to work, and she was certain he had even more to add. She only wished she might have known what she was getting into before she'd traveled all the way out west.
Jo obviously believed she was doing the right thing for her nephew, and no doubt she had her reasons for not telling him that Phoebe was coming, but Chance wasn't the only one who had been taken off guard.
Jo hadn't informed Phoebe that the kitchen staff, such as it was, would be blatantly and openly averse to her being here.
This wasn't her fight. She'd come out here for some peace and quiet, not to be placed in the middle of a family squabble. She was uncomfortable just thinking about it.
"I'm sure there are many details that you two will want to hash out about how this kitchen will be run," Jo said, linking her arm through Phoebe's. "But that will have to wait, Chance, dear. Phoebe has only just arrived in town and I'm sure she'll want to get a good night's sleep before tackling anyspecifics."
Chance bit his bottom lip as if straining not to speak, but after a moment he gave a clipped nod.
Phoebe frowned. A "good night's sleep" would do little to address the problems she sensed were unspoken and unresolved, but she supposed sleeping on it wouldn't hurt. She was fatigued from the long flight and the tedious drive, and it wasn't like she had anywhere else to goat least not tonight.
"See you later, dear," Jo told Chance as she whisked Phoebe out of the kitchen and dining area, giving swift, pleasant-voiced instructions to a teenage girl, Shelley, who sported a swinging bleach-blond ponytail and was carrying a pot of steaming coffee in each hand.
It might be a small cafe in a small town, but the place was lively with customers, and Phoebe noted that it appeared to be short of help, if Shelley was the only one left to cover waiting tables while Jo was gone. She had the distinct impression that Chance, like most cooks, wouldn't leave his kitchen to wait on guests or bus tables, even though Cup O' Jo was a family-owned restaurant and he might well have at least part ownership of it.
But in her experience, chefs were royalty, and the kitchens were their castles. And unlike Jo, Chance didn't strike Phoebe as being the outgoing type. He'd probably let poor Shelley run herself ragged before offering to help.
If he offered at all.
She stopped herself mid-thought when she realized she was being completely uncharitable. She was making all kinds of unfair assumptions about Chance without really getting to know him, she chided herself. She knew better than to take someone's character upon a first meeting. It was unlike her to be so judgmental, and she promised herself she would do better, even as she asked God for forgiveness.
"If you'll follow me, Old Bessie is around back," Jo said, breaking into her thoughts.
"Bessie?" Phoebe repeated, confused. She hadn't recalled Jo mentioning a Bessie in their correspondence.
Jo chuckled. "My truck. My husband, Paul, God rest his soul, named her." She sighed deeply, and her pale green eyes took on a hazy, faraway look. "I know it sounds silly, but continuing to call the truck by Paul's pet name makes me feel close to him."
"It's not silly," Phoebe assured her. "And I'm so sorry for your loss."
"Oh, my dear, don't be. Paul has been gone these ten years now, and we had a long and happy marriage together while he was here on earth. Now he's awaitin' me in glory. I'll see him again soon enough."
Phoebe smiled and patted Jo on the shoulder. She already felt closer to this woman than to any of the people back home, even her friends. It was nice to hear her talk so comfortably about her Christian faith, as if she were chatting about the weather. She especially envied the way Jo talked about Paul. Phoebe wasn't sure there was such a thing as a long and happy marriage, but if there was, it couldn't happen to a nicer person than Jo.