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Restless Heart: My Struggle with Life & Sexuality

Restless Heart: My Struggle with Life & Sexuality

by Kim Zember
Restless Heart: My Struggle with Life & Sexuality

Restless Heart: My Struggle with Life & Sexuality

by Kim Zember


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In this candid and vulnerable memoir, Kim Zember exposes details of her life that many wouldn’t dare to admit, let alone publish.

Her desires for women, money, and comfort lead her down a path far from that of her Christian upbringing. Her impulsive lifestyle, coupled with an underlying fear of being alone, constantly drive her to drown out the small whisper of God she hears in moments of silence and stillness. 

Torn by her desires, she lives a double life, jumping back and forth from husband to girlfriends, drunken nights to morning church, Southern California real estate to nonprofit work in Ethiopia.

These pages of conflict, questioning, and seeking embody the struggle of a human soul. Yet even out of the darkest moments, love breaks through in radical ways and carries her into her God-given purpose, into serving others, into joy. 

Kim’s transparency about her life offers encouragement to those seeking peace and joy for their own restless hearts. In the end, love wins.

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Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781644132203
Publisher: Sophia Insitute Press
Publication date: 09/17/2020
Pages: 192
Sales rank: 1,158,278
Product dimensions: 5.40(w) x 8.40(h) x 0.70(d)

About the Author

Kim Zember speaks internationally about the love and freedom she has found in her life. She loves people and strives to be totally transparent, to help others know they are safe to do the same. When Kim is not in Southern California, she is most likely found in her ‘home away from home’, Ethiopia, surrounded by her 280+ children.

Table of Contents

A kiss 3

The guy 11

My heart 19

Ethiopia 25

"shoes" 31

Real life 39

Marriage? 45

The cruise 49

Stained 57

Caught 61

The beach 67

"freedom" 73

Playing God 81

Happiest place on earth 87

Lost 91

The mountain 97

Yobe 107

Romans 115

The waitress 121

Brothers 125

October 17 131

Oops 141

Love is love 143

Please leave 151

Come back 153

Prodigal son 157

Appointed 161

Jail break 165

All in 171

The unfinished ending 175

If you're curious 181

A very special thanks 183

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