by Kennie Kayoz

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Therapy by Kennie Kayoz

While writing D- (minus) I had the idea of turning it into a two book series in which in book 1 I would write about bullying and harassment happening in this day and age.... In the second book which is called Therapy I decided to put you in my shoes and show you how it still affects me as I went through it in high school. It can ruin & affect lives more than you know.

Product Details

BN ID: 2940045321778
Publisher: Coyotes Publishing
Publication date: 10/02/2013
Series: High School & Therapy , #2
Sold by: Smashwords
Format: NOOK Book
Sales rank: 46,935
File size: 55 KB
Age Range: 13 Years

About the Author

Growing up as Kennie was never a easy thing to do, he always had trouble making friends since he was more of a shy person than anything. As time past and he got into high school he began to get bullied and harassed.

Becoming a poet wasn't Kennie's first choice for what he wanted to do in life, as his choices tend to revolve around failure.. He first started out wanting to be a Sports Broadcaster, but he later gave up on that dream when more and more he was bullied because of his speech impediment.

Which lead him to writing poetry to vent his frustrations and have his own personal outlet from the world that surrounds him, when he first started to write poetry he wrote it on a very old computer while everyone was in bed Kennie would wake up during the night and sit down at his computer and type up his thoughts and feelings for only his eyes to see, often letting out some of his deepest feelings of how he felt the world had seen him.

High School got progressively worse, to the point of him dropping out. His home life was never anything great either he never got along with either of his parents or any of his siblings.

In October 2005 just a few days after his birthday he began to talk to whom would later become his fiancee which as you could imagine brought much joy to Kennie's life, but in December of that year it brought pain as his father was killed in a car accident.

Through many of his life's trials and tribulations he continues to write.

Kennie started to write while he was in high school, one of his "famous" peices of writing came that he wrote as a class assignment, he was told "write about something that happens every day" so he did, he wrote how every day from the moment he got on the bus in the morning to the time he got off the bus in the evening he was constantly bullied and harassed... But things actually got worse after that, he was labeled a "psycho" as his teacher proceeded to read it out loud to the class which put Kennie in a dark place, which is where he started to listen to music such as Insane Clown Posse and Marilyn Manson, he listened to them to escape from the shit that was happening in his life.. The music was an acceptance it wasn't putting him down or treating him like shit like the rest of the world was.

Back in 1999 he dropped out of high school due to bullying and harassment that got to the point of him saying "it's either me leaving this place, or I'm not going to live to see me finish high school"

When he dropped out his home life wasn't the greatest, he rarely did see eye to eye with either of his parents and for the most part growing up he didn't really have any friends, the odd friend would come into his life but rarely did they stick around.

In late 2002 he founded Coyotes Publishing to continue to pursue writing, being told by numerous other poets "there is no money in poetry" when he started to write his stuff would be dark and morbid, between the music he listened to and horror movies he watched it's what he felt most comfortable with...

He continued to write this way, in October of 2005 he started to talk to a girl on myspace that girl was Crystal (his fiancee) they began dating later that month.

In 2012/2013 he decided that things needed to change for him and his writing style as he was in a better place now. So he put out one big release called "End Of Poe-Hatery" to signify that part of his life is over, it's time to bury the darken past and move on...

Through the entire 10+ years of Kennie writing he displayed many different sides:

My anger started off as KJ Abyzz... then to Kenny Roberts

My dark side was mixed between Project Druyd & Blood Lotuz....

Blood Lotuz later transformed into Trillium Trio

My sexual side was Mr.Love Zone... then it changed to the "Loner"

Robbie Three....

But one man was the face behind it all, this is my stories from each of my characters

Now on May 7th 2014, Kennie has decided to lay the rest of his characters to rest, from here on out he shall only be himself, no matter what he does it will have one name attached to everything from now on.... that name will be Kennie Kayoz

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Therapy 4.2 out of 5 based on 0 ratings. 22 reviews.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I am a real teen who needs books like this to show me that this happens to everyone everywhere just becuase you hate it doesnt mean other people shouldnt read it this book will/might help them understand its not just them geting bullyied across thworld so just stop or youre one yourself
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Good writing but sad
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This is all happening to kids and it is all true and this book helps a lot thanks for writing this book
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I also hated high school. The poet brought it all back for me. Powerful and direct writing.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
If you read these reveiws i would like to say.. i am bullied all the time i cut my wrists i have had a really bad broken heart and turned more towards girls because of it. I have very few friends and i have tried to kill myself several times. I understand all this. I am verbally bullied by my family and verbally/phisically bullied by alot of other ople outside this family. I feel ya'll. -i cant say my name age 13
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book was really great. Since because i was bullied i know how it feels. To read this book it helps people understand why they did. Why they hurt so much. Thank you to the author for writing this book. It can be a lifesavor to a lot of people. Thankyou very much! From a middle schooler whos gone through the pain.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
This book was really bood short but good im going into high school going to be a freshmen but the sad part is for me is that most of this happend to me in middle school
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I am so sorry for you. I sorta have the same thing. My dad physically abuses me. My mom verbally abuses me. I have a speech disorder where i stutter. I twich uncontrollably. I get bullied for both things(physically and verbally) i write dark stories and poetry to stay sane. I slit my wrists,then sow them back together.(i know how to sow) i only have one friend and she is the only thing that i have that i can hold onto with hope. I am a dark artist. And i read alot. --crystal coldstone
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I always hated highschool
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
As i am in middle school i under stand how hard life can,i have been bullied since 1st grade and i just snapped at the end of 6th grade and just stop carrong any more but thay doesent mean any thing you can still live your life without caring about what people say about you because they will never know the real you by doing so.they wil only ever see a mask of you a ghost of you even but never the real me i have been bullied since i started school. But now i do not worry any because i know that no matter what they say they can never change the real you.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
I dont know if anyone reads these, but if you do and are having problems, please reach out to someone. Find a friend on twitter. Find friends on facebook or find bligs that you relate to. If youre thinking abiut suicide, call thr suicide hotline. YOU MATTER. YOU ARE LOVED.
KennieKayoz More than 1 year ago
Hi Everyone, I just wanted to thank you all for all the great reviews... Yes I am the man behind the writing. I do read your reviews so keep them coming I enjoy reading them to see what you think about how I write. If your interested in keeping up with what I do: Thanks Again; Kennie
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
The best thing to do if you really want it to stop is to stand up for yourself or act as if you don't care because to them if you don't care it gets boring and is no longer fun because you won't react the way they want you too. Yes, alot of the things they say will hurt but remeber its not important how they see you only how you see your self. I would like to believe that your grandma is saying these things in hope that when you arpe older that you will be ready to face the world. So please she means the best. And as for your cousin like i said ignore it and act like you dont care or stand up for yourself. By acting like you dont care though you will probably end up not caring for real which in a way is good if you have and more problems just post and i will check on this book for them.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
What middle school do you go to? I knaow how you feel. I am in middle school too, and evn though I am young I have problems with attempted suicide and depression, and bullying and I think this book has a lot of lessons about you are not alone.
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
When i was in elementary school people bullied me and they called me a slut ho horor and hooker they slapped me pushed me against walls and worst turned everyone in the third grade against me because they were popular and one day in class when the teacher left they said mean things about me i told my grandma and she said it was drama and she said dont tell her about my day if it was drama and when they said mean things i went to stand up for myself and that bithchy teacher said to sit down and my elementary school years were a living hell i get harassed at home by my cousin and he calls me a baby and he messes with me so much i get pissed and start crying but my grandma said i need to toughen up and live with it please someone give me advice
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Im a 16 girl i cut and smoke to forhet the pain fot a little big things like this help me :)
Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Too short
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Anonymous More than 1 year ago
Why would anybody ever even want to read thos book have you even read the title it says therapy i think we all knew we were going to have to not be such noobs and accutally read the paraphrase or look it up on the interet cause i bet i would rathr watch pain dry and was snails sllllooowwwllyy go by and so just dpnt get this worthless book. Thank you