I should not exist. But I do.
Eva and Addie started out the same way as everyone else—two souls woven together in one body, taking turns controlling their movements as they learned how to walk, how to sing, how to dance. But as they grew, so did the worried whispers. Why aren't they settling? Why isn't one of them fading? The doctors ran tests, the neighbors shied away, and their parents begged for more time. Finally Addie was pronounced healthy and Eva was declared gone. Except, she wasn't. . . .
For the past three years, Eva has clung to the remnants of her life. Only Addie knows she's still there, trapped inside their body. Then one day, they discover there may be a way for Eva to move again. The risks are unimaginable—hybrids are considered a threat to society, so if they are caught, Addie and Eva will be locked away with the others. And yet . . . for a chance to smile, to twirl, to speak, Eva will do anything.
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Kat Zhang is an avid traveler, and after a childhood spent living in one book after another, she now builds stories for other people to visit, including the Hybrid Chronicles.
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What's Left of Me
By Kat Zhang
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The end-of-school bell blasted everyone from their seats. People loosened their ties, slapped shut books, shoved folders and pencils into backpacks. A buzz of conversation nearly drowned out the teacher as she yelled reminders about tomorrow's field trip. Addie was almost out the door when I said <Wait, we've got to ask Ms. Stimp about our make-up test, remember?>
<I'll do it tomorrow> Addie said, pushing her way through the hall. Our history teacher always gave us looks like she knew the secret in our head, pinching her lips and frowning at us when she thought we weren't watching. Maybe I was just being paranoid. But maybe not. Still, doing poorly in her class would only bring more trouble.
<What if she doesn't let us?>
The school rang with noise - lockers slamming, people laughing - but I heard Addie's voice perfectly in the quiet space linking our minds. There, it was peaceful for now, though I could feel the start of Addie's irritation like a dark splash in the corner. <She will, Eva. She always does. Don't be a nag.>
<I'm not. I just—>
"Addie!" someone shouted, and Addie half-turned.
"Addie - wait up!"
We'd been so lost in our argument we hadn't even noticed the girl chasing after us. It was Hally Mullan, one hand pushing up her glasses, the other trying to wrap a hair tie around her dark curls. She shoved past a tight-knit group of students before making it to our side with an exaggerated sigh of relief. Addie groaned, but silently, so that only I could hear.
"You're a really fast walker," Hally said and smiled as if she and Addie were friends.
Addie shrugged. "I didn't know you were following me." Hally's smile didn't dim. But then, she was the kind of person who laughed in the face of a hurricane. In another body, another life, she wouldn't have been stuck chasing after someone like us in the hallway. She was too pretty for that, with those long eyelashes and olive skin, and too quick to laugh. But there was a difference written into her face, into the set of her cheekbones and the slant of her nose. This only added to the strangeness about her, an aura that broadcasted Not Quite Right. Addie had always stayed away. We had enough problems pretending to be normal.
There was no easy way to avoid Hally now, though. She fell into step beside us, her book bag slung over one shoulder. "So, excited about the field trip?"
"Not really," Addie said.
"Me neither," Hally said cheerfully. "Are you busy today?"
"Kind of," Addie said. She managed to keep our voice bland despite Hally's dogged high spirits, but our fingers tugged at the bottom of our blouse. It had fit at the beginning of the year, when we'd bought all new uniforms for high school, but we'd grown taller since then. Our parents hadn't noticed, not with - well, not with everything that was happening with Lyle - and we hadn't said anything.
"Want to come over?" Hally said.
Addie's smile was strained. As far as we knew, Hally had never asked anyone over. Most likely, no one would go.
<Can't she take a hint?> Aloud, Addie said, "Can't. I've got to babysit."
"For the Woodards?" Hally asked. "Rob and Lucy?"
"Robby and Will and Lucy," Addie said. "But yeah, the Woodards."
Hally's dimples deepened. "I love those kids. They use the pool in my neighborhood all the time. Can I come?"
Addie hesitated. "I don't know if their parents would like that."
"Are they still there when you arrive?" Hally said, and when Addie nodded, added, "We can ask, then, right?"
<Doesn't she realize how rude she's being?> Addie said, and I knew I ought to agree. But Hally kept smiling and smiling, even when I knew the expression on our face was get- ting less and less friendly.
<Maybe we don't realize how lonely she is> I said instead.
Addie had her friends, and I, at very least, had Addie. Hally seemed to have no one at all.
"I don't expect to get paid or anything, of course," Hally was saying now. "I'll just come keep you company, you know?"
<Addie> I said. <Let her. At least let her come ask.>
"Well ..." Addie said.
"Great!" Hally grabbed our hand and didn't seem to notice Addie flinch in surprise. "I have so much to talk to you about."
The TV was blaring when Addie opened the Woodards' front door, Hally following close behind. Mr. Woodard grabbed his briefcase and keys when he saw us. "Kids are in the living room, Addie." He hurried out the door, saying over his shoulder as he went, "Call if you need anything."
"This is Hally Mul—" Addie tried to say, but he was already gone, leaving us alone with Hally in the foyer.
"He didn't even notice me," Hally said.
Addie rolled her eyes. "I guess I'm not surprised. He's always like that."
We'd been babysitting Will, Robby, and Lucy for a while now - even before Mom had reduced her hours at work to care for Lyle - but Mr. Woodard still had moments when he forgot Addie's name. Our parents weren't the only ones in town with too much work and too little time.
The living room TV was tuned to a cartoon featuring a pink rabbit and two rather enormous mice. Lyle used to watch the same thing when he was younger, but at ten, he claimed to have outgrown it.
Apparently seven-year-olds were still allowed to watch cartoons, though, because Lucy lay on the carpet, her legs waving back and forth. Her little brother sat beside her, equally engrossed.
"He's Will right now," Lucy said without turning around. The cartoon ended, replaced by a public service announcement, and Addie looked away. We'd seen enough PSAs.
At the old hospital we'd gone to, they'd played them on a loop - endless rounds of good-looking men and women with friendly voices and nice smiles reminding us to always be on the lookout for hybrids hiding somewhere, pretending to be normal. People who'd escaped hospitalization. People like Addie and me.
Just call the number on the screen, they always said, displaying perfect white teeth. Just one call, for the safety of your children, your family, your country.
They never said exactly what would happen after that call, but I guess they didn't need to. Everyone already knew. Hybrids were too unstable to just leave alone, so calls usually led to investigations, which sometimes led to raids. We'd only ever seen one on the news or in the videos they showed us in Government class, but it was more than enough.
Will jumped up and headed for us, casting a confused and rather suspicious glance at Hally. She smiled at him.
"Hi, Will." She dropped into a squat despite her skirt. We'd gone straight to the Woodards' from school, not even stopping to change out of our uniforms. "I'm Hally. Do you remember me?"
Lucy finally looked away from the television screen. She frowned. "I remember you. My mom says—" Will jerked on the bottom of our skirt and cut Lucy off before she could finish. "We're hungry."
"They're not really," Lucy said. "I just gave them a cookie. They want another one." She climbed to her feet, revealing the box of cookies she'd been hiding from view. "Are you going to play with us?" she asked Hally.
Hally smiled at her. "I'm here to help babysit."
"Who? Will and Robby?" Lucy said. "They don't need two people." She stared at us, daring someone to say that she, at seven, still needed a babysitter.
"Hally's here to keep me company," Addie said quickly. She picked Will up, and he wrapped his arms around our neck, setting his tiny chin on our shoulder. His baby-fine hair tickled our cheek.
Hally grinned and wiggled her fingers at him. "How old are you now, Will?"
Will hid his face.
"Three and a half," Addie said. "They should be settling in a year or so." She readjusted Will in our arms and forced a smile onto our face. "Isn't that right, Will? Are you going to settle soon?"
"He's Robby now," Lucy said. She'd grabbed her box of cookies again and munched on one as she spoke.
Everyone looked at the little boy. He reached toward his sister, oblivious to our scrutiny.
<She's right> I said. <He just changed.> I'd always been better at differentiating between Robby and Will, even if Addie denied it. Maybe it was because I didn't have to focus on moving our body or speaking to other people. I could simply watch and listen and notice all the tiny little ticks that marked one soul from the other.
"Robby?" Addie said.
The toddler wriggled again, and Addie set him down. He ran over to his sister. Lucy dangled what remained of her cookie in front of his face.
"No!" he said. "We don't want that one. We want a new one."
Lucy stuck her tongue out at him. "Will would've taken it."
"Would not!" he cried.
"Would too. Right, Will?"
Robby's face screwed up. "No."
"I didn't ask you," Lucy said.
<Better hurry> I said. <Before Robby pitches a fit.> To my surprise, Hally got there before we did, plucking a cookie from the box and dropping it into Robby's outstretched hands.
"There." She crouched down again, wrapping her arms around her knees. "Is that better?"
Robby blinked. His eyes shifted between Hally and his new prize. Then he grinned shyly and bit into the cookie, crumbs cascading down his shirt.
"Say thank you," Lucy told him.
"Thank you," he whispered.
"No problem," Hally said. She smiled. "Do you like chocolate chip? I do. They're my favorite."
A small nod. Even Robby was a little subdued around strangers. He took another bite of his cookie.
"And what about Will?" Hally said. "What kind of cookies does he like?"
Robby gave a sort of half shrug, then said softly, "Same kind as me."
Hally's voice was even quieter when she spoke again.
"Would you miss him, Robby? If Will went away?"
"How about we go into the kitchen?" Addie jerked the box of cookies from Lucy's hand, inciting a cry of outrage. "Come on, Lucy - don't let Robby eat that in the living room. Your mom will kill me if you get crumbs on the rug."
Addie grabbed Robby's hand, pulling him away from Hally. But she didn't do it fast enough. Robby had time to turn. He had time to look at Hally, still crouching there on the ground, and whisper, "Yes."
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(I received a digital copy of this book for free on a read-to-review basis. Thanks to HarperCollins publishers, and Edelweiss.) 15-year-old Addie lives in a world where every baby is born with two souls; two different consciousness’ living in the same body and mind. Between the ages of 5 and 10, every child loses their second soul, in a process known as ‘settling’. The dominant soul fully takes control of the body, and the recessive soul simply fades away. Addie is unusual in that she didn’t settle until she was 12. A fact that nearly cost her her life, but what nobody knows is that while Addie has full control of her body, her sister Eva still lives on within her mind. Addie/Eva are what is known as a hybrid, and in the USA this is basically illegal, if they are caught they will be experimented on or killed, so Addie says nothing, and Eva remains trapped in her own body. When a girl at school Hally reveals herself to Addie as a hybrid too and tries to get Addie to admit that Eva never disappeared, Addie wonders if it is a trick, but Eva is desperate to find out if she could get her control back and no longer have to live imprisoned in her body. Unfortunately though, Hally manages to get herself sent to an institution for hybrids, and tells the people there Addie’s secret, meaning that Addie is taken too, and must now find a way out, before the people there try to take Eva away from her forever. I really enjoyed this book. I loved the relationship between Addie and Eva, and felt sorry for poor Eva being totally unable to exert control over her own body. Eva was such a strong character, stronger even than Addie who was supposedly the ‘dominant’ soul. She hung on in there, desperate to hang onto life, not wanting to fade away, always wanting to experience more, even when everybody told her that she should be gone already. I felt sorry for Eva in the way that she was treated, even by Addie, who at one point blames their hybrid status on Eva, because if Eva had just let herself fade away like she should have, Addie would be normal. I also felt sorry for the other children at the institute who were being experimented on. It was so terrible how their other halves were being ripped away from them, and how they were told that they were sick and wrong because they were hybrids. I really don’t understand how people could possibly live with this kind of torture! Having a child who has two separate personalities inside, naming them different names, and then having to live with the knowledge that at some point one of them will basically cease to exist! I also find it very difficult to imagine living with someone else in your head, and having to share a body, but also, if you had had someone else in your head since birth, how would it be to have them disappear and be no longer there! The grief that the children felt about the loss of their twin was just so poignant, and sad. The story was well paced, and the finale was so tense! My heart was racing, my hands were shaking, and I was silently begging ‘They’ve got to make it, they’ve got to make it!’ There was a little touch of romance, but nothing too much, I’m guessing that this might be explored more in future books. Overall; I really enjoyed this book and can’t wait to read the next books in the series! If you love dystopian YA, you’ll love this! 8.75 out of 10.
This is one of the coolest covers I've seen in a really long time! I've been staring at it for a couple of weeks and only just now noticed the profile of the other girl. I was really looking forward to reading this because the summary sounded intriguing and unique. Kat Zhang has done an excellent job of presenting a story that questions what it is that makes us a person. Is it our soul or is it a physical body? This was more Sci-Fi than I expected and I did find it hard to keep track of who was who at times. For example, you might have three physical people in the same room but there would actually be six total - two souls each sharing one body. When the topic of romance came up, I felt a little awkward because how do you handle a kissing situation when both people can experience things but only one wants too? I'm sure this will be explored in future books but I couldn't help thinking that it vaguely reminded me of a Siamese Twin scenario. I do feel this story is well written with a very interesting concept and raises thought provoking questions. While it may not have been the book for me, someone else will love it, I have no doubt!
I am fascinated by the idea of two souls living in every body. What an out of the box, interesting thing to think about, let alone craft into an intriguing story. Kat Zhang has hit a home run with WHAT'S LEFT OF ME--the first book in THE HYBRID CHRONICLES. Can't wait to read more.
Fantastic premise that starts off so promisingly, then falls flat and slogs through severe pacing and convenience issues. Plastic bad guys and contrivance of circumstance made most of what wasn't poorly paced difficult to read. The story was good, the plotting disappointing. Requires much suspension of disbelief--not that this could happen, but that the adults who wield so much power in this setting could make such stupid mistakes, that a facility of such importance could have such lax security and such little oversight. This favoring of "what I need to happen" over "what would logically happen next" really ruined an otherwise enjoyable novel for me. That said, Eva is a fascinating character, and the ideas here are interesting, if sadly framed in cookie-cutter "thriller" motifs. Hoping for a much tighter sequel.
First things first—is that a stunning cover or what? Whoever the artist is, they captured perfectly the dichotomy that exists in Addie/Eva and, even before you read the book’s description, you know there is an intense story here. The really good news is there is no mislead, no deception. What’s Left of Me is a story that’s every bit as stunning as its cover. In some ways, this reminded me of The Host by Stephenie Meyer, the only book of hers that I like. In that tale, the two entities sharing the same body and brain are a human and an alien invader. That’s really where the similarity ends because those two entities have not been together since birth and they are not teenagers seemingly abandoned by any adults who ought to care what happens to them. I love that the recessive personality, Eva, is the narrator because we get so much of what she has had to do to survive, hidden from everyone but her partner, Addie. We also learn a great deal about Addie since, after all, no one could know her better than Eva does, but we also get a very distinctive voice in Addie. Addie is the one that the world knows and she’s the one who has to make sure no hint escapes to let others know that Eva didn’t fade away as a good recessive should. Even her own parents and brother don’t know the truth because the truth will lead to disaster. Ms. Zhang does a really nice job with secondary characters, too, and the children being “tested” are especially poignant while the fear and hopelessness engendered by Mr. Conivent and the review board are palpable. If I wished for anything in this first book, it would be more worldbuilding, more explanation of how hybrids came to be and why America has become so isolationist. I do want to mention that the Mullan family is a nice touch, an example of ethnic bias gone very wrong. More than anything else, though, I was terribly saddened by the simply awful choices that have to be made by the very people Addie (and Eva) count on the most and how the girls must come to terms with what they can only see as betrayal. All in all, What’s Left of Me is a unique take on a person’s fight to survive despite horrendous odds. Kat Zhang has written a captivating story, made even more remarkable by the fact that her publisher picked up her trilogy when she was all of 19 years old. That’s not unheard of, certainly, but the wonder of her prose and her imagination is rarely found without many more years experience. Addie and Eva are in my heart now and I hate having to wait for the next book. I’m looking forward to the complete trilogy but also to years of pleasure reading the work of this author who has immense talent. What’s Left of Me will be in my list of favorite books of 2012.
This book is so far the best I've ever read. There's A LOT of suspense and action and maybe love and friendship and all kinds of stuff. Its a mashup of everything I like in a book. Can't wait to readtherest of the series. Trust me. Its awesome!
I was originally really excited to read this book but it quickly became disappointing. This book was horribley slow and the main character was irritating. I really wish i hadn't spent my money on this book.
I don't want to imagine what it'd be like to be in Eva's position, watching the world pretend to forget about you when before they would call you along with the other soul inhabiting your body. Before, it was Addie and Eva, Eva and Addie, but now it's just Addie. To watch your parents sob with relief when they think you've disappeared. Eva hasn't heard anyone call out her name in years. Because of this, I don't know if I can fault her for jeopardizing her and Addie's safety for the chance to speak again and walk, just to feel herself in control of their body again. Eva is compassionate. She doesn't fault Addie for being hesitant to relinquish control of their body or even for being the one to dominate all of their parents' love, for living the life she could have had. She's the more self-assured of the two for all that Addie has the outside friends; she knows that Addie couldn't live without her and keeps an eye out for her other self. Eva is the one willing to take risks whereas Addie is the meeker of the two and tends to follow the rules. Addie is forgetful, hesitant at crucial times, and dependent on Eva to make the hard choices. She can come off as self-centered, but she's a sweet girl. As much trouble as she gives Eva, she truly does care about her and does the best she can in her own way to protect the two of them. The strength of the novel lies in the power of Eva's voice. In the way she oftentimes talks about her and Addie's shared body as "our body," their hand as "our hand," because it belongs to both of them. They're like twins, only closer. They share a life. The only difference is that Addie is the one in control most of the time, and Eva can only assist her as she takes them through their daily life. Out of all the characters, the two of them are the most developed, though their daily conversations with each other. I do wish that we got to see more of the other characters, especially Hally and Lissa, Devon and Ryan. However, it doesn't mean that they're any less dynamic than Eva and Addie. It only feels as though we see less of them because Eva and Addie interact with each other so much; and also because they are so heavily supervised at the Ward. Most of the world-building takes place within Eva and Addie's head. We know that the Americas claim to have severed all trade and connection with the rest of the outside world, that hybrids are considered a threat to society, and that those who fail to separate are sent to institutions. Why so, we have yet to find out. However, it's all right for this book because Eva and Addie are still trying to figure out what the truth is; they're still fighting to stay alive. Mostly, What's Left of Me is a setup for the greater plot, and it looks like there's a lot more action to come. I can't wait to read the second book in the Hybrid Chronicles. I'm looking forward to seeing more of the hybrids and learning more about the dystopic world they live in.
Now this is a peculiar book. After reading the synopsis, I wasn't sure what to think other than it intrigued me.If you know me, then you know by now that I like books that are out-of-the-box. I like stories that are new and fresh. Similar plot lines begin to repeat and bore me. This book is FANTASTIC! The elements weaved into the characters, the crispness of the book left me wanting more. From the first chapter, it's a never-ending sea of mystery. Why are people born like this? What happens to those who do not settle? Is it wrong? Or is it a new era? All of these questions and more, left my mind reeling.I have never gone into a book where the love interest is...awkward. Awkward in a good way. I have to admit that this love interest is most definitely new and innovative. At first, I was unsure of how exactly it would work but after reading the chapters and getting into it, I found myself settling in their shoes. And then I laughed. Cause once I settled and knew the characters, I enjoyed the story so much more.The characters of the book are way different. Even though they are in one body, the personalities stand out. I know that most people when reading this might feel weird, but I assure you, you will not get confused or feel bereft. I can not wait to see what the author has in store for these characters.What's Left Of Me is an spellbinding start. Once in the story, you can't help but feel the pull of the characters. Each chapter is well-constructed to pull the reader deeper. And the conclusion delivers a grand feeling of giddiness. What's Left Of Me is awesome!
Before I get started on this review I need to rave for a minute over the cover of What's Left of Me. Y'all, it's gorgeous - and not only is it gorgeous it FITS the story in so many ways. The outline of a face in profile half covering another, the expression, the coloring, the text with the large "ME" - everything is perfect.So that said, I think this is one of my favorite dystopian young adult reads this year. It's smart, it's well thought out, and it has such creative, fantastically likeable characters. Within just a few pages I knew Addie and Eva - I can't stress that enough, I just knew them. I knew who they were, who they would be, what decisions they would make and I relished the thought of reading a story where I knew characters so well, so quickly, and could enjoy seeing their decision making process as they hurdled each challenge thrown at them.The idea of two people inside each body is a different one for me. That said, having just come from reading a book in which the main character jumps to a new body every day, I think I was primed to read this book. My mind was open and I eagerly embraced the idea of two personalities - because in a way, don't we each have one? That dominant voice which determines our outward actions and the quiet voice which pushes us to do something against our instincts. I know I have them - so seeing them named in Addie and Eva, and feeling the pain through both personalities at the circumstances surrounding their life was thrilling and exciting and heartbreaking all at once.The only flaw this book had - and it's mostly a bunch of little things - was that there were times the action was paced too quickly. I had to go back and re-read some sections because I'd missed something in the flurry of everything else. Also, I dislike the whole mechanism of using a character to push the story forward (as in: harm of that character) and failing to follow through on it. I will not elaborate further here because I don't want to spoiler it, but you'll know what I mean ... if that sort of thing bothers you. But it's such a small thing that it won't prevent me from recommending this book like crazy.And, like I said earlier, if others out there are wow'd by the cover like I was, this will be a very, very widely spread read novel.
I dont know how to even BEGIN with how great this was. Well obviously i DO apparently. :p Its so thought provoking, for a start. The idea of two people fused as one just in itself is so original and captivating. All of the characters were developed so well and the way they interacted and coped with their other soul. Though i DO have to say, Devon was a exception. Uts not that i thing th author was lazy, im just not a fan of the idea of him NEVER talking or realy interacting with anyone. (Ironic coming from an introvert. But still, my opinion stands) Though i totaly understand his slight unwillingness to interact with Addie further along, as it becomes more obvious somethg is happening with Ryan and Eva. That seems very akward. BIGEST UNDERSTATEMENT EVER but other than that this book is amazung and it kept me on the edge of my seat. Completely recomend it. IGNORE THE HATERS!!! THEY ARE FULL OF IT!!! Please exuse my book nerd outburst. :p
I loved this book. First of all the cover got you thinking. Also, i dont know how Kat Zhang came up with the idea. It kept me on the egde of my seat the whole time. I loved it. It is one of my favorite books ever. I hope everyone likes it as much as me.
OMG if there was a second book it should be called whats right of me!!! Hahaha get it!! SORRY ITS JUST SOOO TRUE!!!!! when i told my friend that, she said the worst thing possible... that the third book should be called whats on top of me.... i started laughing soo freakin' hard, but she didn't get it until like ten minutes later and then felt really stupid. ANYWAYS... this book is really great... i totally recomend it :)
Can u tell me the deets my friend has it but i want to read it
Wheres book two i have been dying to read it already
Rating: 4.5 stars "What's Left of Me" is set in a world where every person is born with two souls. Two personalities, two people, one body. They alternate control of the body until one soul, the dominant soul, takes over completely, leaving the recessive soul to fade away. If the other soul refuses to fade, the person is deemed a hybrid and is sent to a correctional hospital. Addie and Eva had trouble settling, and now everyone believes Addie is the dominant soul, but Eva's still there, though she can no longer control the body. When Eva gets a chance to move again, will Addie and Eva take the risk for Eva to be able to walk and talk? I have to say, this book was truly fantastic. I was hooked and couldn't wait until the moment I could just stick my nose right back inside its cover and continue where I left off. The whole idea of two souls in one body is so original and I really like that. Kat Zhang does a great job of creating a plot all around this idea. Oh, and can I say that the cover is beautiful? *SPOILER ALERT AHEAD* . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . However, the only downside I'd have to say is that the book had mentions of North America being the only continent left in the world. Unbeknownst to North America, they're not the only ones left, and the other continents are still functioning. I really would have appreciated it if this subject was delved into a bit more, otherwise, great book. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . *SPOILER ALERT OVER* In all, I've just got one thing left to say: when's the next book in the series coming out? c:
I read this book for a school lesson and I thought it was ok. It was about hybrids which is one person with two souls basically. If you are still a hybrid at the age of 11you can be taken away by the police, I guess you would call them. Then you are usually never seen again. I liked this book because it was pretty interesting to think what if this would be our world eventually. I didn't like it because it was pretty confusing to read. Also at some parts it was slow moving. Other wise I would recommend this book to any one who likes a calling to read, or if they like reading about a messed up government.