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When Others Shuddered: Eight Women Who Refused to Give Up

When Others Shuddered: Eight Women Who Refused to Give Up

by Jamie Janosz

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When Others Shuddered: Eight Women Who Refused to Give Up is the story of eight women called to serve God and who, in doing so, changed the world. They lived at the turn of the century, rubbing shoulders with the well-known men of their time, like John Rockefeller, Marshall Field, and Dwight Lyman Moody.

These women—Fanny Crosby, Mary McLeod


When Others Shuddered: Eight Women Who Refused to Give Up is the story of eight women called to serve God and who, in doing so, changed the world. They lived at the turn of the century, rubbing shoulders with the well-known men of their time, like John Rockefeller, Marshall Field, and Dwight Lyman Moody.

These women—Fanny Crosby, Mary McLeod Bethune, Nettie McCormick, Sarah Dunn Clarke, Emma Dryer, Virginia Asher, Evangeline Booth, and Amanda Berry Smith—were unique. They were single and married, black and white, wealthy and poor, beautiful and plain, mothers and childless. Yet, each felt called to make a difference and to do something—to meet a pressing need in her world.

These women wanted to live lives less ordinary. Their stories inspire us to follow God’s calling in our own lives. They teach us that each individual person can make a difference. These eight women will show you how God can use your life to change the world.

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When Others Shuddered

Eight Women Who Refused to Give Up

By Jamie Janosz, Karen L. Waddles

Moody Publishers

Copyright © 2014 Jamie Janosz
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ISBN: 978-0-8024-8955-5


Longings of a Blind Girl

* * *

Fanny sat next to her grandmother Eunice on the old, wooden rocking chair. It was her place of safety and comfort. She fingered the hem of her grandmother's worn cotton apron and nestled closer to her soft, warm body, listening to the words of Scripture. Her grandmother's voice was kind and firm. No matter how long she would read, Fanny always asked for just a bit more.

"It's a beautiful day, Fanny," said her grandmother, reaching for her cane and straightening her aging knees. "Let's go for a little walk."

Taking the child's hand in her own, she led Fanny off the porch and down the path. Guiding her carefully over the stony ground, she described the blossoms on a nearby apple tree. "It won't be long," she said, "and we will see apples on this tree—shiny red and shaped like a tooth."

"A tooth," said Fanny, laughing. "That's a funny shape!" She loved these nature walks—just the two of them—where she could touch and feel and smell the nature objects with her grandma. She could almost glimpse the golden sunlight, but the rest was just a shadow. Frances Jane Crosby had been blind since she was an infant.

She was born March 24, 1820, in eastern Putnam County of New York. Frances, or "Fanny" as she was called, was the only child of John and Mercy Crosby. Fanny never knew her father as she was only one year old when he died. She was raised among women: her mother and grandmother, as well as extended family. The Crosbys came from Puritan stock—with a solid Christian faith and a strong, serious work ethic.

Fanny did not remember when she became blind. As her mother explained, it happened when she was just six weeks old. Mercy was worried about her infant daughter who had developed a severe cold—the baby's eyes were inflamed and red. Since the family doctor was out of town, they asked another self-proclaimed medical expert, traveling through the area, for assistance. The stranger applied a hot mustard poultice to little Fanny's eyes. While the poultice might have helped reduce the swelling, it also burned and left the little girl completely blind. The man left shortly after the incident and was never heard from again.

Throughout her life, Fanny said she never felt a spark of resentment against the man. When Fanny was in her late eighties, she wrote: "I have always believed from my youth to this very moment that the good Lord, in His infinite Mercy, by this means consecrated me to the work that I am permitted to do."

Although she was blind and the world darkened around her, Fanny describes a childhood filled with sunshine and happiness. She never wanted her blindness to cause others to treat her differently. She was full of energy and mischief—and loved to play with the other children in town.

Fanny said, "One of the earliest resolves that I formed in my young and joyous heart was to leave all care to yesterday and believe that the morrow would bring forth its own peculiar joy, and behold, when the morrow dawns, I generally have found that the human spirit can take on the rosy tints of the reddening east."

Fanny was taught plain language by the Quakers and Scripture from her grandmother. She was determined to learn as much as she could and refused to be limited by her blindness. "Why should the blind be regarded as objects of pity?" said Fanny.

While Fanny had an optimistic attitude, her mother, Mercy, struggled with the unfairness of her daughter's infirmity. Why should her little girl have this terrible disability? Why should she live in a world shrouded in darkness? As a mother, she felt pressure to do something, to find a solution, to solve the problem. She talked to doctors, seeking medical advice, and was finally referred to a famous physician in New York City, Dr. Valentine Mott—the best eye specialist in the United States of America. If anyone could cure Fanny's blindness, it was Dr. Mott. Mercy was excited and determined to meet him.

She and Fanny, then just five years old, traveled to New York by horse drawn carriage and boat. Mercy became ill on the sea voyage and left Fanny in the care of the captain who entertained the little girl by telling "sea yarns."

Fanny remembers sitting on the deck of the boat and having tea. It was April, and the sun was setting. Although most of the beauty was invisible to her, she could distinguish some faint colors on the right kinds of background. Today, she could see a faint golden hue from the blinding sunset. "I sat there on the deck, amid the glories of departing day, the low murmur of the waves soothed my soul into delightful peace."

Once they finally reached their destination, the doctor's visit was disappointing. Dr. Mott, after careful examination, confirmed what Mercy probably suspected was true. With great sadness, the doctor delivered the bad news—Fanny would never recover her eyesight. This was devastating to Mercy who had set great hopes upon the doctor. The return trip was somber. This time it was Mercy who turned to the comfort of her own mother for words of hope from hymns and Scripture.

While others were devastated by a lack of cures for the little girl's condition, Fanny refused to be seen as an object of pity. She wrote this poem at age eight:

"Oh, what a happy soul I am,
Although I cannot see,
I am resolved that in this world
Contented I will be.

How many blessings I enjoy
That other people don't!
To weep and sigh because I'm blind
I cannot and I won't."

Her childhood was a normal one, or as normal as it could be without the ability to see. Fanny wrote later, "The sunny hours of my childhood flowed onwardly as placidly as the waters of the Hudson." She would attend the village school from time to time, but the teacher was often too busy with the other children to spend time individually with young Fanny.

The little girl had discovered, much to the amazement of her family and teacher, that she was a bit of a poet. She could weave together bits of verse and begged her mom to read her famous poems. She loved words and music. Twice a week, she took singing lessons from a traveling music teacher who would visit their church. As she sat with the other children on the hard wooden pews of the old Presbyterian meeting house, the room would echo with the joyful strains of Handel and Haydn.

Fanny loved to read stories. She heard about the adventures of Robin Hood and Don Quixote. She was raised on Sunday school stories and easily memorized the Bible. "Many quiet evenings, I would sit alone in the twilight and repeat all the poems and passages of Scripture I knew."

She was smart and hungry for more. Her grandmother did all she could to satisfy Fanny's growing desire for knowledge, but it was often not enough. Fanny said it felt like a great barrier rising before her shutting her out from the information she so desired. In the quiet hours of the evening, when no one had time to entertain her, she would often pray to God, "Dear Lord, please show me how I can learn like other children."

Her blindness, while she did not see it as a limitation, did restrict her abilities to learn the way she desired. She could not attend school each day like the other children. She could not read books on her own. She was always dependent on the kindness and patience of others to satisfy her growing craving for knowledge. Fanny wrote: "I was not content always to live in ignorance, and, in the course of time, in a way of which I had no previous intimation, my wish was to be granted in fullest measure."

One day, in November of 1834, an acquaintance told Mercy Crosby about a new school in New York City—a school specifically intended to educate the blind. Mercy was conflicted by the news. How could she send her daughter so far away? How would she protect her? How could she bear the separation from the little girl she loved so dearly? Yet, she knew that this would be an amazing opportunity for her daughter.

Somewhat reluctantly, she told Fanny about the New York Institution for the Blind. "It was the happiest day of my life," said Fanny. "Not that I craved physical vision—for it was mental enlightenment that I sought. It was my star of promise."

Certainly a few tears were shed while mother and grandmother packed clean clothing and supplies for young Fanny's journey. Finally, the trunk was shut with a resounding click, and all that was left was to bid farewell to their girl.

On March 3, 1835, a stagecoach pulled to the door of the Crosby home. Fanny hugged her mother closely, and trembled a bit as she was pulled into the familiar arms of her grandmother. She almost turned around and went back into the safety of her home. Her mouth felt dry and her stomach rumbled with nervousness.

Could she leave behind everything she had ever known? Taking the hand of the stagecoach driver, she stepped up and took her seat. She could not see her mother or grandmother waving as the coach pulled away from her childhood home, but she knew exactly what they looked like.

Tears silently fell down the young girl's face—and she fumbled for her handkerchief to wipe them away. She refused to look sad. She knew this was the right decision. It was what she had longed for—it was what she had prayed for year after year. "Please God, be my vision," Fanny prayed. "Thank You for answering my prayers. Help me to have the courage to follow Your leading."

The stagecoach, carrying Fanny and other passengers, rumbled toward the bustling, growing metropolis of New York City.


Learning and Love

* * *

As the stagecoach pulled up to the New York Institution for the Blind, Fanny felt as if her heart was beating loudly enough for everyone to hear. She was nervous, yes, but also terribly excited. A fellow traveler asked her if this school was her destination.

"Yes," said the young girl. "Can you tell me what it looks like?"

The school resembled a large European castle. It stood three stories tall with elaborate stone turrets—four rising in the center over the doorways. Surrounding the building were acres of grass and trees and a lovely view of the Hudson River.

The New York Institution for the Blind was founded by several men who believed the blind could be educated. Up until that point, those struck blind, deaf, or dumb were pitied but were not believed to be useful members of society. The New York Institution for the Blind opened in 1832, just three years before Fanny arrived. The school started simply, in a single room in lower Manhattan, but soon moved to the grand estate donated by James Boorman.

On that first day, Fanny was taken to the little room where she would sleep. Someone brought in her trunk, and as she sat on the bed, she thought how strange it all seemed. She did not know anyone at the school. No one knew her. She felt utterly alone.

Although she was determined to be brave, when the matron arrived to check on her new student, Fanny broke down in tears. The Quaker woman drew the small girl into her arms, hugged her, and let her cry. It was frightening to begin a new life, and to be so far away from home.

Fanny's sadness did not last for long. She was warmly welcomed to the school by the superintendent, Dr. John Ross, and became their thirty-fifth pupil. "I loved him dearly," wrote Fanny at a later time. She was excited to begin her studies. With her fellow students, she was taught Scripture and poetry and learned a phonetic alphabet. The students learned by reading and lecture, as Braille had not yet been invented. The school was very strict, and no conversations were allowed between boys and girls. However, Fanny jokes, "I was one of the first to revolt."

As much as Fanny loved literature, she despised mathematics. "I loathe, abhor, it makes me sick / to hear the word, Arithmetic!" quipped the young girl, framing her thoughts in her best talent, poetry. Fanny's gift for writing, music, and poetry quickly became obvious to both her teachers and fellow pupils during her years at the school.

She wrote so many poems that one day she was called in to the principal's office. Fanny was certain she was being commissioned to write for a special occasion. Instead, she was reprimanded for becoming too prideful about her talent. The schoolmaster told her, "We have no right to be vain in the presence of the Owner and Creator of all things." From then on, Fanny determined to give God the credit for her abilities.

One day, a phrenologist visited the school to examine all of the pupils. Phrenology was a medical and scientific fad at that time—studying the shape and measurements of the skull to determine personality and ability. After closely examining the shape of Fanny's skull, the expert declared that "This young lady is a born poetess. She should be encouraged."

When Fanny was twenty-two, after attending the school for seven years, she was appointed as a teacher. She would instruct students in the areas of rhetoric and history. Fanny was thrilled and honored by this new position. She loved learning, loved young people, and enjoyed this confirmation of her intelligence. This also gave her a platform to meet others. Since the school was considered highly innovative, many famous people would come to visit and observe the "new" methods of education.

Fanny, because of her charm and outgoing nature, was often asked to greet the guests—and, sometimes, to recite one of her poems. Among the many famous visitors Fanny met during those years were: singer Jenny Lind (the "Swedish Nightingale"); the United States 11th president, James Polk; poet and journalist William Cullen Bryant; and publisher Horace Greeley. She was thrilled when the publisher invited her to write poems for his New York paper, the Tribune.

Interest in the school and in blind education continued to grow, and the next year, 1834, Fanny was invited to speak before the United States Congress with a delegation of students and faculty from the New York Institution. Fanny wrote an original poem for the event. Normally, she had no problem reading her poems, but the prospect of speaking before such a large and prestigious audience made her extremely nervous. She prayed to God to help her as she spoke: "I believe I have never refused to pray or speak in a public service, with the result that I have been richly blessed."

The audience, a joint assembly of both houses, was moved to tears by the young blind poetess who wrote such beautiful poetry and recited so confidently. Throughout the years, Fanny's political ties continued, and she became friends with several presidents, most closely with President Grover Cleveland. Before he became president of the United States, Cleveland served alongside Fanny as a faculty member at the school. "To know and make friends with the builders of this nation was a desire of my growing womanhood," said Fanny.

Many years later, after a lifetime of friendship, Cleveland wrote of Fanny, "It is more than fifty years ago that our acquaintance and friendship began, and ever since that time I have watched your continuous and disinterested labor in uplifting humanity and pointing out the way to an appreciation of God's goodness and mercy."

In 1844, Fanny published her first collection of poetry, The Blind Girl, and Other Poems. Her life was happy and full. As a teacher and a writer, she was traveling and speaking. She was expanding her mind and heart in ways she had never thought possible as a girl. And then, her life expanded in a way she had never dared to hope: Fanny fell deeply and madly in love.

Alexander Van Alstyne came to the Institute in the 1840s as one of Fanny's students. He had been stricken blind just a few years earlier, and his mother sought out Fanny to instruct her son. Alexander, or "Van" as Fanny called him, was described as magnetic and charming. Students at the school were not grouped according to age and many came to the Institution at various points in their life. Van was an older student.


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I was one of four sons and the father of three, never wanting for great role models. As the grandfather of three granddaughters, however, I’m constantly scouring the media landscape for true stories of women my young beloveds can aspire to emulate. When Others Shuddered fills the bill. I love everything about this book, from the women Jamie Janosz chose to the quirky design, and from the stories themselves to the resolve they inspire in me. Imagine the impact such a work can have on the lives of young women.

Jerry B. Jenkins, Novelist & Biographer, Owner, Christian Writers Guild

Warning: This book might just change your life. These women will inspire you to ask God that your life might count for His kingdom—whatever the cost. No woman is too young or too old, too poor or too rich to become a mighty vessel in the hands of the Lord. "Here am I Lord send me!"  

Dr. Juli Slattery, Clinical psychologist, Author, President and Co-founder of Authentic Intimacy, MBI Trustee

Meet the Author

JAMIE JANOSZ is a wife, mother, writer, and Content Development Manager for Moody Global Ministries. She studied theology and writing at Moody Bible Institute, Columbia College, and Illinois State University. Jamie writes monthly devotionals for Today in the Word and has published non-fiction essays with Christianity Today's Her.meneutics blog. In her off hours, you will most likely find her poking through antique shops, adding to her collections of old books, mid-century furniture, and vintage purses. Jamie and her husband Milt have been married 23 years. They live with their daughter Sabrina on the Atlantic coast of Florida.

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