Table of Contents
Prologue: Opening the Box 1
Chapter 1 My First Friend 17
Chapter 2 Learning How to Disappear 31
Chapter 3 My Last Happy Moment 39
Chapter 4 An Enemy Rises 51
Chapter 5 London Respite 65
Chapter 6 Going to Hell and Making Another Friend 81
Chapter 7 Pushed Through a Door 91
Chapter 8 The Unhappy Law 105
Chapter 9 Sheep to the Wolves 117
Chapter 10 John is Dead 131
Chapter 11 A Castle on an Island 143
Chapter 12 Giving Up 153
Chapter 13 Underneath My Clothes 167
Chapter 14 The Lost Bag 179
Chapter 15 A New Hope 187
Chapter 16 An Emergency Exit 199
Chapter 17 A Betrayal 209
Chapter 18 Coming Home 219
Chapter 19 Time to Let Go 229
Epilogue: Closing the Box 235
Acknowledgements 248