Bending But Not Breaking

Have you ever just sat and wondered where was God when all hell broke out in your life from a baby to a young adult? Did He fall asleep when the sexual predators came to destroy my innocent body, mind, and self-esteem? Did He take a lunch break when the beatings took place in the home that was supposed to be best for me, which turned out to be the death of me? The more I called on you the more it seemed as if you really didn't exist. But my Great Aunt said you are with me, so where are you?...