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Narrated by: L.L. Kirchner

Unabridged — 7 hours, 15 minutes

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Overview

Never give up, especially on yourself.

In L.L. Kirchner's Pushcart-nominated memoir of “resistance and surrender... [the author's] voice is humble and self-aware” (Kirkus Reviews) as she undertakes a desperate post-divorce search for nirvana, leaving behind university halls in the Persian Gulf for the streets of Manhattan and, ultimately, a sex cult in India.

Between the gym her family owned and the years she'd spent in substance abuse recovery, Kirchner believed she was grounded in all thing...