Cockeyed: A Memoir of Blindness

Cockeyed: A Memoir of Blindness

by Ryan Knighton

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ISBN-13: 9781586483296
Publisher: PublicAffairs
Publication date: 06/28/2006
Pages: 272
Product dimensions: 5.76(w) x 8.30(h) x 0.96(d)

About the Author

Ryan Knighton teaches contemporary literature and creative writing at Capilano College in Vancouver, British Columbia, and served for two years as editor of the literary magazine The Capilano Review. The author of a book of poetry and co-author of a collection of short fiction, Knighton has also published widely as a journalist and essayist. He has also produced, written and performed radio monologues and documentaries about blindness for the CBC.

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You might think an appetite for something called a night club would be an bad idea for someone called night blind. You would be right. Equally wise would be me joining a gun club. Nevertheless, to this day I owe a debt to punk rock. Its culture helped me become as blind as I was, but couldn't admit. My apprenticeship into the club scene had numerous dangers and disadvantages, although most were silly. In my time I have argued with empty bar stools, talked to pillars, knocked down waitresses, bounced off bouncers, pissed between urinals, drunk other people's beers and hit on shadows.

Even though I routinely tumbled down stairs, and plummeted off stages, never, not once, did it convince me to perhaps take up a white cane. Bullshit, I thought. I'm not that night blind. I'm just drunk. When the colored strobes and spotlights did their job, pulsing and spinning with the music, then I was more or less able to see enough. Step off the dance floor into the murky bar, that was a bit of a problem. Slow songs, too. They always dropped the lights for slow songs, and left me paralyzed wherever I happened to be. For a moment, anyway. Then like a gimpy Sid Vicious I'd careen off the dance floor, knocking people over instead of scooting around them politely. Sure I was a poser, not nearly close to hardcore, but blindness gave an authenticity to my recklessness when I ignored every social propriety our eyes manage. That was the best thing about the scene.

The culture camouflaged my inability to cooperate with bodies around me. In growing blindness I became, oddly enough, safer and more like the scenesters around me than I was like my peers out on the street or at school. Booze helped. Everybody was loaded, knackered, legless, gassed, goofed and every other word for blind drunk. Bumping into people was acceptable, even expected, and I was practiced at bashing into folks on a regular basis, whether I was in my cups or just spilling them. Confusion and disorientation ruled the room, too, and that pretty much described my sober state. Above all, though, I blended with ease and advantage on the dance floor. I loved to slam. What blind person doesn't?

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Guest More than 1 year ago
I really seemed to enjoy this book.. I have him as teacher. So I guess it makes me understand what he went through. It is extemely witty and funny. I suggest it because it isn't like any other book about blindenss... this book will make you laugh and see the world differently. It is very rare to see a book like this one.
Guest More than 1 year ago
An ideal book club book with one caveat. My visually impaired partner and I are in two book groups. In each group we try to select books that are also available on audio. Imagine our surprise when we chose this book only to find that it's not available on audio. Please tell the publisher to get on board. It's a travesty that such a book be available only in print.
Guest More than 1 year ago
Awesome - could not put the book down and wanted to keep reading when finished. I too laughed, cried and laughed till I cried. I would like to shake Knighton's hand someday. God Bless his parents, what a support team!
Guest More than 1 year ago
My sister read this book and can't stop talking about it. Unfortunately, I can't pick up a copy and read it. I am visually impaired and need an audio version of the book. It seems of all books this one would be available on cassette or CD.
Guest More than 1 year ago
I doubt any description of this book will truly do it justice. Knighton made me laugh at times, cry at other times, and occasionally laugh until I cried. He gives voice to a population that is not, as many of us would like to believe, an amalgamation of faceless, nameless 'blind people' but rather a large group of unique individuals looseley connected by an equally varying, individual impairment. Cockeyed touched both my heart and my mind.