Disability at Age 39 - What a Change

Disability-what is it, where does it come from? Who knows! All I know is within minutes my life changed forever. Things are so different-and not for the better.
But it hits, it's there, and you have to deal with it. I did many things wrong as you will see but it is not like I took a class in 'How to be Disabled'. Read and you will see my many mistakes and some small triumphs.