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If He Had Been with Me

By Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
Unabridged — 8 hours, 37 minutes
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By Laura Nowlin
Narrated by: Gina Rogers
Unabridged — 8 hours, 37 minutes
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If He Had Been with Me is a great many things: gorgeously written, heartbreaking, harrowing, complex, and oh so much more. This is the kind of YA title that makes a difference with its deep emotionality and lingering takeaways.

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA bestseller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen.



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