My Life on the Line: How the NFL Damn Near Killed Me and Ended Up Saving My Life
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A riveting account of life as a closeted professional athlete from gay NFL player O'Callaghan, against the backdrop of depression, opioid addiction, and the threat of suicide.
"[O'Callaghan's] story is one of beautiful vulnerability, and it further shows the importance of knowing you aren't alone." -Oprah Daily, recommended by Gayle King
Ryan O'Callaghan's plan was always to play football and then, when his career was over, kill himself. Growing up in a politically conservative corner of Cali...






















