Table of Contents
I Closer to Clouds
More Vulnerable Than Others 3
Walking Out on the Lyric 4
Macabre Dance 5
The Problem with Music 7
A Matter of Time 8
Taste the Sun, 10
What I Saw When I Looked out the Window of a Clairvoyant House 11
Arioso 13
To the Tune of One Valley 14
After Being Loved 16
Preface to a Cloud Chronicle 18
Reincarnated, but Not for the First Time 19
Has It Been Eight Months 20
Far from Description 21
II Small Storms
To Suffering, to Liberation 25
Mimesis: Cloud Chronicle 26
11 27
A Frozen Requiem 29
From a Winter That Isn't a Rehearsal but the First Sequence of Atonal Pitches 30
The Reality of a Nightmare 31
Wolinski 1934-2015 32
Never Once 33
Self-Reliance 35
Ode to Disappointment 37
To Critics 38
Loose Cloud Chronicles 40
Strand 44
Duende 45
III Nine Solitudes
IV Django Fontina
P 61
Estampes 62
Sea Ballads 67
Not Meant as Poems 72
V Child, Don't Hide
The Illusion of Tenderness 79
Agrippina the Younger 80
Muse, If I 81
Give Up Thinking Twice 82
Six Plainsongs 86
The Saying and the Said: Ventriloquistic Cloud Chronicles 88
The Great Wall of China 96
Self-Portrait as a Landscape without Its Memories and My Age 99
Eternity 101
Notes 103
Acknowledgments 107