Redefining Family: A Birthmother's Path to Wholeness

In an unconventional blend of poetry and prose, a birthmother shares her experience of an open adoption. The fear and uncertainty in planning. The heartbreak of losing her child. And the work of healing and building a life after placement. This memoir hits every emotion on the way to the happy and hopeful ending.

I am not ready, not able, to raise you. Ten years too early, I need time to grow up.

To offer you, I have love. And nothing else.

You need more than I have to give, Unless I give you...