The Edge of Normal

The Edge of Normal

by Carla Norton

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''Norton has given us living, breathing characters that we know and understand . . . and who inhabit our imaginations after we've finished this book." —Jeffery Deaver

In many ways, Reeve LeClaire looks like a typical twenty-two year old girl. She's finally landed her own apartment, she waitresses to pay the bills, and she wishes she wasn't so nervous around new people. She thinks of herself as agile, not skittish. As serious, not grim. But Reeve is anything but normal.
Ten years ago, she was kidnapped and held captive. After a lucky escape, she's spent the last six years trying to rebuild her life, a recovery thanks in large part to her indispensable therapist Dr. Ezra Lerner. But when he asks her to help another girl rescued from a similar situation, Reeve realizes she may not simply need to mentor this young victim—she may be the only one who can protect her from a cunning predator who is still out there, watching every move.
From the author of the #1 non-fiction bestseller Perfect Victim: The True Story of the Girl in the Box comes a novel that draws you into a chilling and engrossing world. With masterful plot twists and shifting points of view that make it as irresistible as Gone Girl, Carla Norton's The Edge of Normal is a stunning debut thriller.

Product Details

ISBN-13: 9781250031051
Publisher: St. Martin''s Publishing Group
Publication date: 09/10/2013
Series: Reeve LeClaire Series , #1
Sold by: Macmillan
Format: NOOK Book
Pages: 320
Sales rank: 90,832
File size: 751 KB

About the Author

CARLA NORTON is the author of the #1 New York Times bestseller Perfect Victim, which the FBI put on their Behavioral Sciences Unit reading list. She served as the special sections editor for the San Jose Mercury News and has written for numerous publications. She has an MFA from Goddard College and has twice served as a judge for the Edgar Awards. The Edge of Normal, which won a Royal Palm Literary Award for best unpublished mystery, is her debut novel. She lives in California and Florida.
CARLA NORTON is the author of The Edge of Normal, a finalist for an ITW Thriller Award for Best First Novel, coauthor of the #1 New York Times bestseller Perfect Victim, which the FBI put on its Behavioral Sciences Unit reading list, and author of What Doesn't Kill Her, which was the winner of the 2016 Nancy Pearl Award and the President's Book Award Gold Medal. She has twice served as a judge for the Edgar Awards. She lives in California and Florida.

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The Edge of Normal

A Novel

By Carla Norton

St. Martin's Press

Copyright © 2013 Carla Norton
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-250-03105-1


San Francisco, California Tuesday Before Thanksgiving

Tuesdays are always a test, and getting to his office is the hard part, but twenty-two-year-old Reeve LeClaire has never told her psychiatrist about her route. It begins with a short walk to the Ferry Building, where she routinely orders a hot chocolate and carries it outside, sipping its sweetness while watching the ferries emerge from the fog. The boats come from Vallejo and Larkspur and Sausalito, trailing white foam and flocks of gulls before stopping to off-load a morning rush of commuters.

When the sun breaks through the fog, Reeve turns her face to it, shuts her eyes, and savors the red heat on her eyelids.

No one notices her in the flow of the crowd, and she feels almost smug about her anonymity. She's hardly recognizable as the schoolgirl pictured in the "Missing" posters, or the pasty waif heralded in the tabloids. Though still on the small side, she has grown an inch and gained sixteen pounds. Her teeth are fixed. She is clean and smooth and has plucked her eyebrows to precise arcs.

Her hair has grown back so nicely that it's almost a source of pride. She often changes its color to black or blond or, today, maroon. She wears it neatly cut, feathered, and always long enough to cover the scars that remain visible on the back of her neck.

When the clock tower begins its 9:00 A.M. chime, Reeve shoulders her bag. By the time its elaborate music is finished and it's pealing seven ... eight ... nine, she is out of the Ferry Building and crossing onto Market Street. The street vendors and musicians are too busy to bother her. But the farther she makes herself walk down this street, the more cautious she must become.

She sets her jaw. Here comes the wooly-faced man with the tarp-covered cart. He's always here, hustling the corner by the bank, but she forces herself to look straight ahead as she hurries down the sidewalk, skin prickling.

Next comes the BART station, with its gauntlet of grubby people. She veers around them and comes face-to-face with the tall man in the smeared raincoat. She holds her breath and charges onward as he barks, "God bless you!" at her back.

She squares her shoulders. She's doing fine. Two more blocks and then she's nearly there. She feels the air on her face. Her legs are strong and she walks with purpose.

As she passes the sidewalk café, a handsome young waiter catches her eye and smiles, but she looks away. Why would she trust guys who pretend she's pretty? She knows very well that she is not, with her crooked nose and pointy chin.

She looks down at the sidewalk and follows the feet walking in front of her, then glances up and sees the safety of the Hobart Building, where the guard makes every visitor sign in. She waits at the crosswalk, balanced on the balls of her feet, watching traffic, scanning the last dangerous stretch. The light changes and she hurries across the intersection. The moment she reaches the other side, the filthy man in the wheelchair rolls into view.

Reeve stops, feeling her chest knot. She considers crossing back to the other side of the street and approaching the building from the far corner, by the flower stand. But the man is looking the other way. If he just keeps rolling forward, Reeve can slip past behind him, unseen.

She calculates, takes a breath, and hurries toward the building's entrance. She is twenty feet away ... ten ... five ... when the man in the rolling chair works his wheels and pivots. His eyes blaze. His whiskers jut out like wire.

Reeve jumps back, swallows, and charges past him into the building, where she stops in the cool lobby to catch her breath. Next, she confronts the elevator. It's so old and small that it feels cramped with just three people. She knows she could do it; she has done so in the past. But not today. She opts for the stairs.

The waiting area of Dr. Ezra Lerner's office is always scented with citrus, and she is relieved to arrive early so she can enjoy the fragrance and cool down after climbing nine flights. She nods at the receptionist, a pleasant woman with a Cupid's-bow mouth, and slides into her favorite chair.

The walls are pale jade, and a white orchid blooms from a cobalt-colored pot on the coffee table. She picks up the latest copy of The New Yorker and flips through, looking at photos and reading cartoons. Sometimes she gets all of them, but today they seem obscure. She studies them for meaning and chides herself for not following the news.

At exactly 9:30, the receptionist says, "Miss, Dr. Lerner will see you now."

Patient privacy is strict office etiquette, another reason Reeve feels safe here. The receptionist never calls out her name, even if no one else is in the waiting room. Only her family, a few people in law enforcement, and Dr. Lerner know that Regina Victoria LeClaire, the girl who was kidnapped at age twelve and held captive for nearly four years, has legally changed her name.

She is no longer "Edgy Reggie," the feral girl who responded to media attention by whacking down cameras. She now thinks of herself as agile, not skittish. As serious, not grim. She has transformed into a composed young woman who is living a pleasant, structured life. She even has a job.

As Reeve replaces the magazine beside the orchid and stands, the office phone rings, which is slightly unusual, and as she walks down the carpeted hallway to Dr. Lerner's door, she hears the receptionist's bright greeting fade to a darker tone: "Oh no. ... Oh no ... Yes, of course, but the doctor has a patient and ..." Reeve puts her hand on the doorknob and pauses to listen, but Dr. Lerner swings open his door, saying, "Reeve, always so good to see you."

Dr. Ezra Lerner perhaps looks too young to be an expert of any kind, but he is in fact a leading authority on captivity syndromes, which is why Reeve's father first contacted him. He has the taut, compact physique of a gymnast. His face is clean shaven, his eyes observant. His little dog, a shaggy mutt named Bitsy, stands beside him, wagging her tail and looking up at Reeve with canine adoration.

Reeve stoops to scratch Bitsy's head. "It's good to see you, too."

She crosses the small room to take her usual seat on the sofa, pats the cushion, and Bitsy jumps up beside her.

Dr. Lerner settles into his chair, watching her, and asks how she's sleeping. He always asks this.

"Nothing to report. No bad dreams. No panic attacks. I haven't had a nightmare in so long, I'm starting to feel boring."

Almost normal, she thinks, though that's a term that Dr. Lerner would never use. During the early stages, she met with him for hours at a time. Then three times a week. Then twice a week. And now only on Tuesdays, a measure of her progress.

He asks a few questions about her new job, and with a slight smile, she retrieves a sheet of folded notepaper from her pocket. "Homework," she volunteers, waving the paper. "Right here."

She unfolds it, saying, "I thought about the reasons I like working at the restaurant. And even though it's only part-time, it's a pretty long list." She glances up, adding, "A good thing, but I'll try to keep it brief."

A smile flickers across Dr. Lerner's face an instant before his cell phone pings a muted note and his smile fades. "I'm very sorry, Reeve. Please excuse me a second," he says, checking the screen.

She stiffens. Dr. Lerner has never allowed himself to be distracted during their sessions before. "Is it an emergency?" He scowls at the phone, shakes his head, and sets it on the corner of his desk. "I'm sorry, Reeve. Please continue."

"But do you need —"

"No, no, it can wait." He takes a breath, bringing his gaze up to hers. "You were telling me about the restaurant."

She hesitates.

"You were afraid you wouldn't like it," he prompts.

"Um, right. But just the opposite. And part of the reason I like it so much, I think, is that it has no emotional baggage."

"Ah. Meaning what, exactly?"

"Well, Japanese food is a long way from cold pizza and warm soda." She smirks, dimpling one cheek.

"That's a good realization on your part. What else?"

Holding the list in her right hand and stroking Bitsy with her damaged left hand, she tells him about the pleasure she takes in the simple formality of the Japanese, the ritual of bowing, the fresh clean smell of green tea. "And I'm learning the language," she adds.

"Excellent. It's a tough language." He steeples his fingers. "You were good at languages in high school, weren't you?"

She shoots him a cross look. "You're not going to start bugging me about college now, are you?"


Rolling her eyes, she continues, "Anyway, on the topic of my homework, I've realized that sounds really affect me. You know, maybe after so much silence." She has written, Dr. Lerner's voice is smooth as caramel, but doesn't say this, and now recalls how his tone sharpened when he testified in court, how everyone sat forward, watching as a strange intensity rose off him like heat.

"Yes? What kinds of sounds?"

"For instance, Takami-san has this very soft voice, almost a whisper. And the sushi chef's knife clicks on the cutting board. And the music in the restaurant is almost Zen-like. Instrumentals, you know. No insipid lyrics."

"You enjoy it? That's progress."

She'd had trouble with music for years, complaining that it all sounded like noise to her. Dr. Lerner had suggested that she was suffering from anhedonia, the inability to experience pleasure.

She strokes Bitsy's head. "Now you're going to ask me about Thanksgiving."

"Right, good. You're having dinner with your family, aren't you? Any anxieties about that?"

She shakes her head, leans back, and tells him about her father's new live-in girlfriend. "She's going to cook Thanksgiving dinner, which will certainly give us all something to be thankful for."

Dr. Lerner is nodding and commenting as usual when his cell phone pings again. His gaze flickers to the phone and back. "I apologize again, Reeve. Please excuse me a moment." He picks up the phone, studies it, then glances toward the door.

She rocks forward, unsettling Bitsy. "Seriously, don't you need to answer that?"

His brow creases as he shoots another look at the door. "Not just yet."

"Are you sure?"

Reeve can't help but notice his pained expression as he sets the phone aside. She wonders if hostages have been released somewhere in Mexico or Iran, and again chides herself for not following the news.


Jefferson City, California

Otis Poe's size helps him. He sits a foot taller than any of these interlopers. One newscaster after another tries to edge him aside — here's that skinny bitch from Sacramento, that flashy dude from CNN — but no out-of-towner is going to claim his turf.

He owns this story.

Poe has been working it since the first day of the first kidnapping. He has written dozens of articles and countless blogs. These newcomers can shuffle and bump all they want, but damned if he'll give an inch.

He got here early, like he always does. He claimed a seat in the very first row. But word has leaked out. News vans are parking out front, satellite dishes are sprouting like mushrooms, and all kinds of news-people are clamoring for a spot.

Some of them recognize him, of course. His shaved head, roughly the shape and color of baked bread, is hard to miss, especially in this small, vanilla community. A few reporters shake his hand and try to pump him for information, but he just chills. Poe has been sniffing out leads and covering news for The Jefferson Express for nearly seven years. He has earned his connections. And if these leeches want any news from him, they can buy a copy of the paper. Or better yet, read his blog.

The decibel level climbs as spectators crowd in and sidle along the rows of pew-like benches, wedging themselves into any available seat. The room would be plenty large for the usual press conference, but it's ill- equipped for this growing mob.

The bailiff turns away stragglers and shuts the doors. The crowd buzzes with anticipation, and Poe keeps his ears open, ready to jot down anything new as opinions are shared and rumors embellished all around him. Uniformed deputies and police officers file in and stand behind the podium, and Poe sits forward to watch a feminine officer who always reminds him of his curly-haired high school sweetheart. She looks pensive, talking with that muscle-bound FBI agent.

Poe smirks. He'd heard the FBI was back in town.

Three times Poe has watched federal agents charge up to Jefferson, hoping to be heroes. They arrive with speed and gravitas, but then slowly drift away. Because everyone knows that a child missing more than forty-eight hours is rarely saved. And Poe figures that the FBI doesn't like to wait around while days turn to weeks and months, that they don't like taking the blame for finding only decomposed remains.

Now that the story has changed, this steroid-infused agent and his buddies have made the long trek up from the Sacramento field office so they can help themselves to a big slice of glory pie.


Sheriff Mike Garcia, a stout man in cowboy boots, finally enters from a side room. Heads turn and the room quiets as the sheriff approaches the podium. Pens are poised, cameras are focused, lights glare, and the temperature rises. The sheriff adjusts his steel-rimmed glasses, bends toward the microphone, tests for sound. Television reporters cue technicians. News feeds are opened as Sheriff Garcia makes introductory remarks, acknowledging various civilians and law enforcement officers. At last, he stands tall and gets down to business, declaring, "It is my pleasure to announce to you today that thirteen-year-old Tilly Cavanaugh, who was kidnapped in October of last year, has been found alive and —"

A collective gasp surges through the room.

Louder, the sheriff continues, "Tilly Cavanaugh was rescued early yesterday from a locked basement in a residence on the outskirts of Jefferson County."

The crowd murmurs, but Otis Poe yawns. He already knows the address, a remote place west of town on Tevis Ranch Road. He drove all the way out there and was taking pictures at dawn.

"She was found alive," the sheriff is saying, "and was taken to St. Jude's Hospital, where, after a full medical examination and necessary treatment, she was declared in good enough health to be reunited with her family."

The crowd ripples with excitement. "Have you arrested someone?" a man yells, and reporters start barking questions.

"Quiet, please!" The sheriff's voice cuts through the hollering. "Hold your questions. Please let me finish." He glares from wall to wall and the crowd goes still.

"A suspect in the abduction of Tilly Cavanaugh has been arrested," he continues, and the room seems to collectively hold its breath, waiting for the name of the man they are all poised to hate.

The sheriff grips the podium. "Thirty-five-year-old Randy Vanderholt, a janitor at Three Rivers Mall, was taken into custody, and —"

"Hang him!" someone bellows.

"Shoot the pervert!" another agrees.

The sheriff scowls. "Quiet down, please. This investigation is at a preliminary stage. I'll have only limited comments today, but would like to outline some of the facts leading up to Tilly Cavanaugh's rescue."

"Please do," Otis Poe mutters under his breath. He posted this same news on his blog hours ago. Now he's on deadline, and his usual sources have come up short, so he's itching to hear something new. Ace detective work. Astute deductions. Eyewitness accounts, or perhaps overheard screams. Something dramatic.

"Will the family be speaking today?" a reporter calls out.

The sheriff ignores the question and gestures to his right, saying, "At this point, I'd like to turn the microphone over to Lieutenant Paul Stephens, who heads up the Joint Special Operations Task Force."

Poe sits forward and jots down: Lt. Stephens,JSOTF gets the credit?

A tall, reedy man approaches the microphone. His Adam's apple bobs up and down, but Lieutenant Stephens speaks in a deep, resonant voice: "Early yesterday morning, we received a call regarding possible evidence in a vacant house."

Poe's eyebrows rise. He has seen the house on Tevis Ranch Road himself, with the blinds open, the furnished interior exposed. He clicks his pen and writes: What vacant house? A 2nd address?


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