The Gift of Love: One Woman's Journey to Save a Life

by Amy Clipston

Overview

Their odds were 100,000 to one.

Her faith was 1 in a million.

In The Gift of Love, bestselling fiction author Amy Clipston shares her story of almost losing the love of her life to kidney disease and the ultimate sacrifice that kept their family together. An ordinary woman who cherishes family above all else, Amy was challenged in every way—from her strength of character to the depths of her faith to the close-knit family that surrounds her. Enduring the good, the bad, and the really bad, she was determined to help her husband once again be the husband and father their family needed.

Amy’s story will give hope and encouragement to anyone who finds themselves waiting on God. Staring down adversity, Amy and her family received the most important gift of all, the gift of love. And regardless of your situation, this gift can be yours too.

An inspirational story of strength and determination, The Gift of Love is the triumph of one woman’s faith against all odds, and a soul-filling reminder that no matter how hard life gets, it is worth fighting for.

Product Details

ISBN-13:	9780310331346
Publisher:	Zondervan
Publication date:	03/04/2014
Pages:	224
Product dimensions:	5.40(w) x 8.30(h) x 0.70(d)
Age Range:	18 Years

About the Author

Amy Clipston is an award-winning bestselling author and has been writing for as long as she can remember. She's sold more than one million books, and her fiction writing "career" began in elementary school when she and a close friend wrote and shared silly stories. She has a degree in communications from Virginia Wesleyan University and is a member of the Authors Guild, American Christian Fiction Writers, and Romance Writers of America. Amy works full-time for the City of Charlotte, NC, and lives in North Carolina with her husband, younger son, mother, and seven spoiled rotten cats. Visit her online at Amy Clipston.com; Facebook: @Amy Clipston Books; X: @Amy Clipston; Instagram: @amy_clipston; Book Bub: @Amy Clipston

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The Gift of Love

one woman's journey to save a life

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By Amy Clipston

ZONDERVAN

Copyright © 2013 Amy Clipston
All rights reserved.
ISBN: 978-0-310-33134-6

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CHAPTER 1

Someone Looking Out for Me

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"I need to talk to Joe. I've been hit." I pleaded with my mother to get my husband to come to the phone. My hands shook, mirroring the terror surging through me. "Can you get Joe? I've been hit!"

"Oh, no! Wait, wait. Hang on. I'll get Joe." My mother's voice was filled with worry. "Just a minute." I heard her yell his name and I imagined her standing at the bottom of the stairs, gazing up toward where our bedroom was. "Joe! Pick up the phone! It's Amy. It's an emergency."

She returned, her voice overwrought. "He's coming. What happened? Are you all right?"

"A semi hit me," I said, tears streaming down my hot cheeks. "Can you believe it, Mom? It was a semi!" My tongue felt as if it had swollen to twice its size and it hurt to speak. Pain shot through my leg and I wondered if it was broken. But I was in one piece! I was still alive!

"Oh, no." My mom's usual loud and confident voice quavered. "He's coming. Just hold on."

The phone line clicked as Joe picked up an extension. "Yeah?" He sounded wide awake even though it was only six o'clock in the morning.

"I got hit!" I began a rant about the accident. "I was hit by a semi. You have to come. You need to come now."

"Slow down." Joe's calm tone did little to relieve my panic. "Where are you?"

The question was simple, but I was dumbstruck. I'd driven this route, a straight shot northwest from Union County to Uptown Charlotte, to and from work for the past two years. Yet I had no earthly idea where I was. I looked up at the street sign on the corner above my smashed 2005 Ford Escape and found myself momentarily illiterate. A renewed panic surged through me.

"I don't know where I am." Confused tears clouded my vision. "I don't know where I am!"

Several minutes earlier, I had been on my way to the park and ride, located at a shopping center approximately four miles from my home. I had been driving down Route 74, also known as Independence Boulevard in this location, a four-lane congested highway that is a main artery for trucks and cars headed from Charlotte to the coast. On any given day, thundering packs of tractor trailers could be spotted making the trek down Route 74. I hadn't given the behemoth vehicles much thought until that fateful day of April 30, 2008.

After exiting my neighborhood that morning, I merged onto Route 74 and sang along (albeit off-key) with Mark Wills's hit country song "19 Somethin'." When it was safe, I signaled and maneuvered into the right lane to prepare to turn into the park-and-ride lot located in the Food Lion parking lot just past the intersection at Sardis Church Road.

The light at the intersection turned red and I came to a stop. And that's when it happened. Looking into my rearview mirror, I found the jarring reflection of an eighteen-wheeler bearing down on me. I gripped the steering wheel as I realized the monstrous truck wasn't decelerating. I thought, "He's not stopping."

Now, when I think of that moment, it feels as though the accident occurred in slow motion. Stop-motion images fill my mind. The semi slamming into the back of my little Ford Escape ... The rear window shattering ... The tractor-trailer's engine filling my vehicle with the snarling growl of a massive predator devouring its tiny, defenseless prey ...

As my SUV plunged forward toward the rear of the other eighteen-wheeler, icy tendrils of fear gripped my spine. "This is it," I thought as I stared at the reflector tape on the bumper of the semi in front of me. "I'm going to die and I'll never see my boys again."

And then everything accelerated and my Escape hurtled forward with the speed of a racecar, crashing into the bumper of the other semi.

I imagine the force of my little SUV hitting that gargantuan truck was similar to a pebble hitting its windshield, but the impact knocked me out cold or I blacked out from the horror because I don't remember the moment at all. All I know is that by some miracle my Escape didn't cross the center lane and collide with oncoming traffic or plunge into a nearby ditch. Instead, my vehicle simply came to a stop in the shoulder, away from other commuters. It was as if the hand of God had retrieved my little SUV and gently placed it on the side of the road.

When I regained my awareness, I heard an unfamiliar voice shrieking. It took me a few moments to realize the strange, hysterical voice was my own. The pitch and loudness of my voice embodied the terror that had consumed me the moment the semi rammed into my SUV's rear bumper and shattered the glass in the tailgate.

I managed to curb my screams, which then allowed me to focus on the pain. Oh, such pain! Lightning bursts of agony shot through my right femur. My back and neck also hurt, but the feeling in my leg overshadowed any other discomfort. I was certain it had been broken, and tears flooded my eyes.

"Where are you?" Joe's voice rang through the phone, bringing me back to reality.

I looked out the window and spotted the driver of the semi my SUV had hit. He was walking toward me in confusion, as if he wasn't sure what on earth had happened. I was thrilled to see this stranger. He could act as the GPS to guide my husband to me. I needed Joe to save the day!

I opened the window as he approached.

"Are you okay?" the man asked.

"I don't know." I shoved my cell phone toward him. "Can you tell my husband where I am?" He looked at me and then at the phone, which I shook at him. "Please!"

Bemused, the truck driver took the phone. He explained to Joe where we were, then handed the phone back to me. I thanked him before putting the phone to my ear. "Hurry!" I instructed Joe. "I need you here."

"I'll be there as soon as I can," Joe promised before disconnecting the call.

Traffic on Route 74 was backed up, thanks to my accident, and it seemed like a lifetime before I spotted Joe's black Suburban parked on the other side of the highway. Relief flooded me when he approached with a Union County sheriff in tow. "Are you okay?" Joe asked.

"My leg hurts. I think it's broken." My eyes filled with more frustrated tears. "And my back and neck hurt."

"The ambulance is on its way," the sheriff assured me.

I studied Joe's expression as his eyes moved over my poor SUV. As I watched his expression, alarm filled me. I knew it was bad, really bad.

"Is it totaled?" I asked, my voice shaking like a child awaiting punishment.

"Yeah." Joe nodded for emphasis. "It's totaled all right."

Panic gripped me as I looked at the sheriff. "We can't afford a car!" I blurted. "He needs a kidney transplant!"

Joe shook his head and looked as if he didn't know if he should laugh or remain serious. "Don't worry about that right now. It'll be okay."

The sheriff seemed stunned as he studied me. I realized much later that it was ridiculous of me to worry about affording a new car after my SUV was crunched by a semi. After all, that's why drivers—and, in this situation, trucking companies—are required to have insurance.

The sheriff told me to wait in the vehicle for the ambulance. Soon we heard the sirens blaring in the distance as the ambulance wove through the bottlenecked traffic. When it arrived, one of the two emergency medical technicians asked me what parts of my body were in pain. I explained my leg was the biggest problem, but as soon as I mentioned back and neck pain, they brought out the dreaded wooden backboard. I'm convinced this contraption is used as a form of torture. Not only was it awkward and complicated for the two EMTs to remove me from the SUV and place me onto the board, but it was horribly uncomfortable.

Once I was loaded onto the gurney, I said goodbye to Joe, who promised to come to the hospital.

Much later, Joe told me the truck driver that had hit me approached him after the EMTs took me away in the ambulance. The driver asked Joe if we had any children. When Joe responded yes, the driver broke down and sobbed. Hearing that, I was touched by his remorse about the accident. Although he'd made a mistake that could have been tragic, he was penitent. And, as crazy as it may sound, that warmed my heart.

I never found out why his semi had crushed my SUV. Perhaps he'd fallen asleep after a long haul, or maybe he was searching for a radio station. I'll never know what caused it, but I know in my heart he was truly contrite.

During the agonizing ride to the hospital, I stared at the ceiling of the ambulance and wondered if my accident was being reported on the radio. I imagined the traffic reporter announcing, "A three-vehicle accident involving two tractor trailers has traffic down to one lane westbound on Independence Boulevard in Union County by Sardis Church Road. Drivers should consider using an alternate route, such as Old Monroe Road." I wondered how many people were late for work due to my mishap that morning. I wondered if my friends and colleagues were.

We arrived at the emergency room and the EMTs wheeled me into a treatment room, where I was moved onto a bed while still attached to the torturous board. Joe sat in a chair beside my bed. I was thankful that my thoughtful husband had taken care of all of the calls I needed him to make for me before he arrived at the hospital. Joe had called my mother to tell her I seemed okay but was at the hospital for an exam. He'd found my boss's number in my cell phone and called to tell him I would be out for at least a couple of days. He'd also connected with his parents and told them about the accident. Knowing he had done these things for me—that he had worked to allay the concerns he knew I'd have—made me love him all the more.

A radiology technician came to retrieve me and steered the gurney down a busy hallway toward the radiology room. The tall man dressed in scrubs had an amiable face and a soothing voice. He asked me what had happened, and I detailed the accident.

He shook his head and then pointed to the lapel on my brown suit jacket. "Someone was looking out for you."

Confused, I glanced down and spotted an angel pin that a dear friend at my former job in Norfolk, Virginia, had given me. I hadn't remembered I was wearing the pin until the man pointed it out. Warmth filled me at the thought of someone protecting me during that accident.

I smiled up at him. "Yes, I think you're right." Someone had been looking out for me. I knew I survived that accident through more than just dumb luck. It was divine intervention. An angel or God himself had saved me.

And that was when I began to pray. With my eyes closed and the MRI machine humming around me, I thanked God over and over again for saving me from that accident, for gifting me with two darling sons, for blessing me with a loving husband, and for giving me all of the joys in my life—my home, my parents, my cats, my job, everything. I repeated this prayer over and over again until the MRI was complete.

I cannot explain the relief that flooded me when the nurse told me that my back, neck, and leg weren't broken and I could finally get up from the backboard and go to the restroom. Resembling a zombie, I staggered on rubber legs across the length of the room toward the restroom. A man sitting in the treatment area next to me stared as if I'd just announced I was visiting from Mars.

"What happened to you?" He squinted up at me from a rickety chair.

"I was hit by a semi," I muttered. I didn't wait for his reaction or further questions. Instead, I continued to schlep past him and found the bathroom in the hallway.

When I finally stood in front of the mirror, I gasped at my haggard reflection. I truly did resemble a zombie! My hair was bedraggled and sticking out in all directions. My clothing was disheveled. Dried blood outlined my lips. I opened my mouth, stuck out my tongue, and found the source of the blood—the left side of my tongue was purple and swollen. I didn't remember the impact, so I assumed I had bitten down on my tongue when my SUV smashed into the semi in front of it.

I studied my expression. The fear and pain etched on my face made me look as if I had physically taken a blow from the accident. Images returned—the truck, the smashing of glass ...

Shaking, I grabbed a paper towel and cleaned the blood off my face and then tried to fix my hair by finger-combing it. Once I'd done what I could, I used the restroom and then returned to my treatment area, where I glared at Joe.

"Why didn't you tell me I had blood all around my mouth?" I snapped.

His eyes widened. "I didn't notice it."

Such a man response. "You should've told me. It looked gross. No wonder everyone was staring."

To that Joe had no response. Thankfully, the doctor took that moment to return. He explained my back and neck were only suffering with whiplash, and he gave me a prescription for a painkiller. He also told me that my painful leg wasn't broken and he suggested I use ice on my femur where a large hematoma had developed. He suggested Popsicles for my painful tongue. "You should take it easy for the rest of the week," he said.

After a flurry of paperwork, I was freed. Joe and I headed home as I called my mother to tell her I was fine and would be there soon. She sounded relieved.

At home, I rested on the sofa in my mother's suite with ice on my throbbing leg and a Popsicle soothing my swollen tongue. I was thankful to be there. Images and sounds haunted my thoughts, but I focused on the positive—I was alive and in one piece. I could walk, despite the hematoma on my leg and the soreness in my back and neck. I was going to make it. Like the MRI technician said, the Lord had been looking out for me.

I believed that then and I believe it now. That accident was one of the most terrifying moments of my life, but I'm certain God's angels protected me. I'm also certain one of the reasons I walked away from it all was so I could donate a kidney for my husband three years later. God needed my kidneys, and he kept them safe.

CHAPTER 2

Pen Pals, Preps, and Pepsi

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My father, Ludwig "Bob" Goebelbecker, was a German immigrant who came to the United States with his mother and his two older siblings in 1929 when he was nine months old. My grandfather had come to the United States several months earlier to find a job before sending for my grandmother. They first landed in the German section of New York City, then settled in New Jersey.

Like many families before and after them, they had immigrated in hopes of finding a better life. According to my father, back then the United States was advertised like a paradise where streets were paved in gold. It wasn't quite that easy, of course. There were lots of adjustments—not the least being the language barrier. Neither of my grandparents spoke English when they arrived, so they learned the language by listening to the radio. My grandmother even kept her oldest child, my uncle Emil, home from school an extra year in order to give him the opportunity to learn English.

My grandparents worked as superintendents in an apartment building during the day, and at night my grandfather worked as an ironworker designing railings. I was always in awe of their bravery in moving alone to a new country with young children when they were only in their twenties. Still, despite their courage, they struggled. We treasure a photo of their first Christmas in the United States. In the photograph, no one is smiling, and on the back of the print, my nana wrote, "So homesick."

My mother, Lola, who was ten years younger than my father, grew up in Paterson, New Jersey, as the daughter of a single mother. My mother's parents divorced when she was two years old and her brother, Joe, was four. Lola spent her childhood living in low-income apartments and had to quit school in eighth grade to get a job and help pay rent.

My grandmother worked in a laundry, where she folded sheets as they came off the mangle. Since my grandmother never learned to drive, my mother remembers walking six blocks in the dark every morning to go to her grandparents' house before school. Her mother would then walk another ten blocks to work.

My mother grew up in a "cold-water flat," which means there was no running hot water, and all of the water had to be boiled. The apartment was heated with a large coal stove in the kitchen, and the bathroom was located outside the apartment in the hallway. The rent was $13.80 per month.

Every Saturday morning, my mother and grandmother would walk approximately ten blocks to the courthouse to retrieve a child support check from my mother's absentee father. Mom only remembers meeting her father twice before he passed away when she was eleven.

My parents met through mutual friends when my mother was nineteen and my father was twenty-nine. You could say it was love at first sight since they were engaged after only three months. They lived in Paterson when they were first married. Back then, my father was in the New Jersey National Guard full-time, and my mother worked at a dry cleaners.

Although she never finished high school, my mother has more common sense than most folks I've met with graduate degrees. While I was growing up, she worked as a school guard for the local police department and also babysat in our home. Her income paid for extras in our family, such as vacations to Schroon Lake in Pottersville, New York, and trips to Disney World in Florida.

(Continues...)

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Table of Contents

1 Someone Looking Out for Me 11

2 Pen Pals, Preps, and Pepsi 21

3 The Day Everything Changed 27

4 A New Last Name 35

5 Seriously Sick 44

6 New Beginnings 51

7 Dad's Slow Decline 53

8 Doctor Roulette 57

9 The Dialysis Decision 62

10 An Unexpected Loss 69

11 Give and Take 73

12 A Brother's Best Gift 79

13 And Baby Makes Four 85

14 Rejected 90

15 Changing States 93

16 Dad's Decline 100

17 Publishing Dreams 106

18 A New Amish Friend 112

19 A Prison Sentence 117

20 A Terrible Loss 122

21 Tightening Our Belts 128

22 Hard Times 133

23 The Search Continues 138

24 Hope at Johns Hopkins 145

25 Letting Go 150

26 My Mom and Me 155

27 Found It! 159

28 Final Preparations 165

29 All Systems Go 173

30 "We Did It!" 179

31 A Few Bumps in the Road 184

32 Released 192

33 The Home Stretch 199

34 Back Where We Belong 205

Epilogue 209

Acknowledgments 213

Blood and Organ Donation 217