The Only Thing That's Real (Special Edition)

Ryan Staley has got to go.

We hired the beautiful, fierce journalist to chronicle my band's farewell tour.

But that was before my life blew up.

Before every stage I performed on became shrouded in the shame of my secret.

A secret I haven't even shared with my bandmates, my chosen family.

Now is not the time for deep-diving questions about my life, but Ryan is around every corner I turn and refuses to be intimidated or ignored.

She wants to know what I'll do when my touring career comes to a...