The Religion of Almost Made It: A Covenant for Lost Souls - Deluxe Edition (The Modern Covenant Deluxed, #1)

Maksim "Max" Orlov isn't living, he is just staying eligible to be billed again.

He wakes up with a mouth tasting like metal, a phone full of failed payments, and a brain that treats silence like a threat. Max is smart enough to narrate his own collapse, funny enough to hide inside it, and broken enough to keep chasing relief and calling it love.

First there is Mila, the marriage that becomes a routine, then a cage. Then there is Lera, the premium version of life, cold, exacting, and quiet in...